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@swishhwishh
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While I was a student and while I was on staff at #YWAM I experienced extreme emotional manipulation, both spiritual & s*xual abuse, and even SA by multiple people over a span of 4 years. In ALL of those situations, I was told to confront my abuser(s) myself, hear their side of
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Some of the reasons I removed myself (+ was in part exiled) from the world of charismatic ministry / the evangelical church after growing up around #IHOPKC & spending years at #YWAM (a thread of things I personally saw and experienced in no particular order)
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3. Blaise and Michael reminded me that there are so many more individuals out there that have experienced similar things to me - at #YWAM , at #Bethel , at #ihopkc , and it may take months or even YEARS to sort through everything and come up with the words to tell their stories of
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@swishhwishh
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“I used to want to fix people, but now I just want to be with them.” - @bobgoff
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@swishhwishh
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Fred Houston Brian Houston Ted Haggard Ravi Zacharias Carl Lentz Mark Driscoll Tullian Tchividjian Bob Jones, and now Mike Bickle. This is why most of the young people i know can’t and won’t stomach being involved with church anymore 🤷🏼‍♀️ #ihopkc #churchtoo #MeToo
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For those of you who want more insight on what spiritual abuse is, what it looks like + how to spot it- this might bring more understanding. For those of you who have BEEN spiritually (and otherwise) abused in the context of ministry / church, this could be an encouraging
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Blaise Foret
7 months
Interview with Michael Miller of Remnant Radio IHOPKC, Spiritual Abuse, Matthew 18 and Honor Culture (Premier 7pm EST)
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@swishhwishh
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@adhdlibrary “a season of singleness “ 💀 🤦🏼‍♀️ or just using the word (?) “singleness” at all.
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@swishhwishh
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7 months
This video reminded of so many things that I went through at #YWAM - first as a student, then as a staff member- and finally as someone who was betrayed, blacklisted, and outcast by those I previously called family. Here are some of the things that it brought up. 1. The Bait of
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4. What I call “The Carrot on a Stick”- manipulating people to stay & give their lives to serving the cause (e.g once you learn to pray harder, work harder, give more money, be more agreeable etc- THEN God will speak to you / heal you / give you good things / elevate you to lead)
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8. Putting the Mission above people’s health & Over spiritualizing EVERYTHING (e.g sending a staff person overseas to lead a team with an excruciatingly painful back injury- “it is just an attack from the enemy” “God will heal you once you are on the plane”
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6. Outright dismissal & willful ignorance surrounding s*xual assault / r*pe. (e.g victim blaming, not reporting to authorities, sweeping under the rug, “forgiveness” of abusers for their “mistakes”)
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1. Leadership gatekeeping God speaking & using Gothard’s “Umbrella of Protection” diagram to manipulate. (e.g “I know you want to do abc but God told US (your spiritual authority) that you need to be doing xyz ”)
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3. The general obsession with “Celebrity Christian” and blindly following hyper-charismatic teachings (coming out of Bethel and other similar ministries)
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2. Belief / attitude that mental illnesses / mental health struggles are personal sins that you need to repent of and/or a spirit that needs to be prayed out of you.
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I would like to some day get to the point where I can share more details of my story publicly but as of now I haven’t felt ready for the repercussions or affect it might have on me and my loved ones.
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5. Emotional & spiritual manipulation (including types of conversion therapy) of any LGBTQIA+ individuals (e.g public and private prayer meetings and “deliverance sessions” to exorcise evil spirits out of the person)
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7. Extreme attachment to far-right conservative politics / christian nationalism (e.g preaching that you can’t be a christian & a feminist or liberal at the same time)
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9 months
Major trigger warning ⚠️ this is so so angering and horrific. My heart is broken for this woman & all other survivors ❤️‍🩹 Thank you for speaking up and telling us your story Tammy. I stand with you🙏🏻 #MikeBickle #ihopkc #churchtoo #metoo
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@swishhwishh
liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
7 months
2. Matthew 18 being used as an umbrella term to solve EVERY problem. If anyone had some sort of concern or issue, the only answer was to go confront the person directly- tell them that they hurt you and then forgive them. This can be fine when it comes to small stuff, but was
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liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
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Although I have touched on some specific points, they hardly even brush the surface of my own personal story of abuse & trauma i experienced during my time in ministry- which I can honestly say were (in part) some of the most horrible times of my life.
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@seanfeucht give us a break 🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️
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@blaiseforet I don’t like the fact that she brought up that book- the plot is literally that demons use false r*pe accusations & create false r*pe memories to destroy the lives of good Christian men..
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@swishhwishh
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10 months
This is already so long and it is just the tip of the iceberg. I will add more points the next few days as more come to mind.
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"Any leader who feeds themselves rather than feeding the sheep is a counterfeit shepherd. Anyone in a position of power within the body of Christ who abuses a lamb or hides the abuse done has profaned the name of God." - @DianeLangberg #ihopkc #churchtoo #mikebickle
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liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
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guys the fact that someone gave me a smoker for under 18 sol is BEYOND me
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@seanfeucht another bad take….. do you have anything else to add???? Do you have any prayers or words for the survivors??? Any word for Mike to confess ??
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i didn’t tell my parents i was interviewing for a new job because i don’t think it would be very fair to the other candidates for me to have brad & stephanie praying i get the job
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liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
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@TaterLTots Thanks for sharing this. This should never have happened to you!! I’m so sorry 🩵🙏🏻
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3 years
What I would do to get my hands on their physical comic one day!!!
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One cool development I missed while on break is @OwlSocietyNFT 's sick new comic series. If you missed mint, check them out now. Floor is a solid 1.2 sol and thin to 2 with only 161 listed. They've been busy delivering and the art in these comics is insane.
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liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
9 months
So pastors have been out here grooming teenagers, abusing, manipulating, soliciting prostitutes, buying mansions, traveling on jets….but they will draw the “sin” line at affirming consensual lgbtq relationships 🤦🏼‍♀️🤡 #churchtoo #ihopkc
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@swishhwishh
liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
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can’t wait to be in Colorado. My own room & most importantly my own bathtub 🛁
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@swishhwishh
liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
8 years
i just ate an empty gusher so like who even knows
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liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
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Today I'm thankful that my addiction is 25 cent boxes of lemonheads as opposed to cocaine
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after I got done leading worship tonight, this girl from the audience comes up to me and says- “worship was so good. You always remind me of a vampire..” 🤔🤔🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️
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liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
2 years
1K followers 🫶🏼🥹 thanks fam🙌🏻
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What is a good project I should look into for under 4 #Solana ??
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@swishhwishh
liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
5 years
good morning to everyone on this beautiful saturday (except for people who side with /cover for toxic and abusive people )
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Gosh I hate depression so much: To anyone and everyone who is hurting inside and just trying to survive today, you are loved, you are important, and I’m here for you.🖤🌞🌿🖤 🙏🏽
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liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
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i rebuke the witch craft working against the chiefs rn
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85% of "Christian" guys I've talked to, are self righteous and think they are the best thing that has ever happened to the earth. Not cool🙅
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quitting nicotine is great until you have anxiety and it’s super nice outside 😑
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liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
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about to board my one-way flight to Amsterdam 🥳🥹
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🔥 #NFTGiveaway 🔥 Want to start building your #NFT portfolio?🚀 First 20 get a random #Solana #NFTAirdrop 👀 1. Follow @OwlSocietyNFT & RT their pinned tweet 2. Join Discord & tag me in the chat (@ swishwishh) 3. Comment wallet & Proof below
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@swishhwishh
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2 years
Finally got a camera for my PS5 and now I need to figure out how to start streaming on twitch 🥶🙏🏻
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@swishhwishh
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10 years
Can't wait to see @ddlovato 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
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@swishhwishh
liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
2 years
being an adult means you hydrate with electrolytes before going out to drink, not after 😂💀
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@swishhwishh
liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
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Next Friday I turn 19 dang
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like ya I do want to get married , but also I’m like not sure how successful it would be considering how grumpy i am in the morning waking up to someone simply existing across the room from me 😬😬😬😬
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liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
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just spent my emotional support $100 dollar bill on a tattoo
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@swishhwishh
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10 years
When you wake up and look in the mirror and think "eh I guess I could possibly work with this"
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@swishhwishh
liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
2 years
i don’t give a DAMN who you are, if you hurt one of my friends you better watch your back
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@swishhwishh
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honestly all I have to say about 2018 is thank you, next
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liv 🧘🏼‍♀️ •$• 💨
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@reachjulieroys @stevenfurtick @hollyfurtick @prophetsnwatch I generally don’t care if pastors buy nice clothes or want to dress fashionably…. but @prophetsnwatch & @PRCHRSNSNKRS are proving that they are taking it WAY over the top. $15K for a watch 😭😭😭🤦🏼‍♀️🤦🏼‍♀️
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@swishhwishh
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i haven’t drank in like 62 days i’m a strong girl 🙏🏽🖤
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