@lavmeii
this is the second nsfw-ish thinspo i've seen on the TL in the last minute. fuckspo girl really was onto something bc this stuff has a little extra kick to it 😭
@skinclaud
your progress pics are gonna go CRAZY though once you hit your gw. congrats on losing as much as you have though!! 10 bmi points is nothing to sneeze at
would you guys unfollow me if i started a "fat fuck friday" fatspo (not really) thread? bc i wanna do it so bad. every week i'm just gonna drop one singular picture of a chunky animal and that's it bc i think actual fatspo is gross and i love cute animals
it feels really weird to have lost over half of my body weight. like i started at 260lbs and have lost over 130. i've lost literally the entire equivalent of myself and that's fucking insane.
@il0v3st4rv1ng
i was trying to explain this to someone yesterday and they just couldn't get how i don't miss people in like a normal way. i don't get sad or yearn to see someone when they're gone... i just kinda go "oh. haven't seen them in a bit." and that's it
@linobites
sitting in health classes was so awkward growing up bc they'd talk abt childhood obesity and i'd have to awkwardly sit there as the only fat kid
@violetrexia
imo it's fine as like a once in a while thing but if we're going out to get food every time we hang out... no... for both my weight AND my wallet. money absolutely does not grow on trees.
@LevitatingIsa
i honestly think starting so high was great for my motivation tbh, because i constantly have the motivation of "you'll never look like that again" and telling myself that being thin was what i wanted all my life
@prettygirlcalz
anything with added oils, esp if i can like see that it's greasy. if i can see the oil in my mom's cooking i will not eat it bc it's too many calories that i can't see
@smorewhore1
this is valid bc i'm doing the same shit ngl. my reward for reaching my ugw is actually just gonna be me letting myself have more than 1k cals in a day consistently.
first (kinda) bc??
y'all both of these shirts were too tight for me to wear when i started and now i can wear both comfortably!!
i can't wait until i get to a point where both of them are baggy on me
either i don't understand how calories work or something because my spreadsheet said i should be losing so why gain??? hm??? why maintain or gain on 400 calories???? i'm burning more than that off
@t1nymoony
this is actually a great way to ruin a relationship and make someone with an ed even worse! if i found out my family had been tampering with my food i genuinely would not eat ANYTHING they gave me and i wouldn't trust them again, esp not near any food i plan on eating
@angel__disaster
atp my ed is about everything 💀 being not fat anymore, being attractive so men like me, spite, control, to make people care abt me whenever it gets SUPER bad and i'm underweight. i'm actually hogging all the reasons sorry guys.
@cryann16
imo it's an entirely different set of struggles going from obese to uw than normal to uw, and i'm not saying it to have the struggle olympics or whatever. esp when considering external stuff like family + environment that GOT me here, and a lot of high sw ppl can relate to that
i get so jealous when i see people with higher bmis than me but nicer bodies/flatter tummies. like what?? what do you mean i'm bmi 22s and look like fucking shamu while we have someone in the bmi 24s who looks like a VS model
@cheyisscared
imo bmi 30 isn't THAT bad?? also i feel like you could realistically be bmi 30 with a muscle and look minimally overweight or not overweight at all 💀 but yk maybe i put too much thought into it
i really do hate how often i go back and forth w my ED bc it's so exhausting. some days or even just some HOURS in the same day i'm all happy sunshine 'i love losing weight' and then i'll turn around and genuinely start crying because i'm so tired and hungry and it doesn't end
okay since that tweet is still gaining traction i feel the need to clarify: i'm speaking on MY experience with MY ed. i'm not saying anyone else is invalid or any reason for having an ed is invalid. this space is for me to talk about my struggles, i can't speak for anyone else.
i have a shit ton of new moots so i want y'all to know if i break the moot it's likely bc you post/rt uncensored sh and i'm in recovery for that so i don't wanna see it ♥️ it's nothing personal at all
so did you guys know that if you eat under a certain number of calories for long enough you actually cry when you go over that number? because i've had 550 calories today and while that's comparatively not a whole lot i am actually about to bawl my eyes out
i get so judgmental when i haven't eaten that it's actually upsetting that i thought something so mean. i've caught myself judging wieiad posts for being "too much" and then realized i'm just jealous as fuck and being bitter abt it. snickers was right. ur not you when ur hungry
i don't wanna sound best ana but consuming more than 600 cals on a reg basis scares me. like i have this meal i've been DYING to try but can't convince myself to eat bc it's 590 cals... after vitamins n stuff that puts me over 600 and i just cannot seem to justify it for myself
i should become a math major the way i am obsessed with numbers and counting calories and calculating how much i need to burn a day to lose x pounds in y amount of time
okay so like half of my tl is trying chia seed water/putting chia seeds in everything so i have a couple questions since i've never had chia seeds:
1) what's it supposed to do and does it work?
2) does it change the taste??
okay that's all. thanks guys
keep me in your thoughts 💔 been to the bathroom 3 times in the last 2 hours and this time it's so bad i had to start stripping. senna doesn't play.
(additionally i am so sorry that lax tea has been the only content i've posted today)
lmk if you wanna be tagged in this!! i'll be posting the tags at the beginning since it'll be ongoing. i'll probably post the first pic sometime tmrw night :))
would you guys unfollow me if i started a "fat fuck friday" fatspo (not really) thread? bc i wanna do it so bad. every week i'm just gonna drop one singular picture of a chunky animal and that's it bc i think actual fatspo is gross and i love cute animals
one thing i hate is repeating myself, so when i say "no" to food for the fifteenth time in 10 minutes, nobody should expect me to be nice. i get it's common courtesy but if i rejected you the first 3 times you should take the fucking hint
i hate getting involved with edtwt discourse but i'm just gonna show y'all what your moot is saying... idc if they're in a fight and the other person started it you don't say this shit to people, period?? block them and put the phone down
i don't trust proudly proana ppl bc what do you mean you're not against encouraging other people to starve? you WANT other people to experience the anguish that comes with being in the recesses of an ED?? a high-intake day has me considering relapse i wouldn't wish that on anyone
would you guys be mad at me if i became a shedtwt acc?? i won't post pictures (if i ever do they'll be censored and tagged) and i'll put tw when i talk abt it so hopefully muted word filters can catch it for those of you who don't wanna see it
i bought a hoodie + sweats set and i got both in medium bc that's the size i've been buying most rn. i almost cried bc the sweats were the slightest bit too tight... i get a glimpse of the tag and they're a size S, but they were on an M hanger and 🥹🥹 i'm almost a size small
treating myself today by only making myself hit 12k steps instead of 20k bc all my muscles hurt and i nearly cried during my drive home bc my anxiety got so bad (hurricane weather + i have horrible driving anxiety anyways) so that's how my day's been! hbu guys??