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shedtwt ˚ʚ♡ɞ˚ 18 ˖⁺‧₊˚ 5'5 ˚₊‧⁺˖ sw: 260/bmi 43.3 • cw: 123.6/bmi 20.6 • gw: 120/bmi 20.0 • ugw: 96/bmi 16.0 @notstrwberry

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unpinning at 120lbs (bmi 20.0) or my birthday! whichever comes sooner (it better be 120lbs)
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@strwberrymilkii
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respectfully i will never be able to relate to some of y'all... your starting bmi was 20... mine was 43. we are not the same at all n never will be😭
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fat fuck friday —an ongoing weekly "fatspo" thread for edtwt 🧵
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@lavmeii this is the second nsfw-ish thinspo i've seen on the TL in the last minute. fuckspo girl really was onto something bc this stuff has a little extra kick to it 😭
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for our first friday (8/23/24): look at him. he stole food from EVERYONE'S picnic basket and now he's rotund.
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@skinclaud your progress pics are gonna go CRAZY though once you hit your gw. congrats on losing as much as you have though!! 10 bmi points is nothing to sneeze at
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would you guys unfollow me if i started a "fat fuck friday" fatspo (not really) thread? bc i wanna do it so bad. every week i'm just gonna drop one singular picture of a chunky animal and that's it bc i think actual fatspo is gross and i love cute animals
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too fat to smack his flippers together :(
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@aplumpprincess the silence followed by the little "yeah..." was SO loud oh my god
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just big and greedy.
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okay who cheered
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unpinning when i hit a normal bmi range (149lbs)
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patches the cat before his weight loss journey!! everyone congratulate patches 👏
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prolly too heavy to even climb up trees 🙄🙄
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literally just a blob. how do you even get fat off bamboo???
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@cvntlio that tweet was what inspired my post 💀 i just didn't want it to sound like a direct callout or anything
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it feels really weird to have lost over half of my body weight. like i started at 260lbs and have lost over 130. i've lost literally the entire equivalent of myself and that's fucking insane.
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@il0v3st4rv1ng i was trying to explain this to someone yesterday and they just couldn't get how i don't miss people in like a normal way. i don't get sad or yearn to see someone when they're gone... i just kinda go "oh. haven't seen them in a bit." and that's it
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@fluffshicals if i gained i simply pretend i do not see it until i've lost it again because i do not need that negativity in my life 🥰
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@linobites sitting in health classes was so awkward growing up bc they'd talk abt childhood obesity and i'd have to awkwardly sit there as the only fat kid
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@violetrexia imo it's fine as like a once in a while thing but if we're going out to get food every time we hang out... no... for both my weight AND my wallet. money absolutely does not grow on trees.
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@LevitatingIsa i honestly think starting so high was great for my motivation tbh, because i constantly have the motivation of "you'll never look like that again" and telling myself that being thin was what i wanted all my life
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@prettygirlcalz anything with added oils, esp if i can like see that it's greasy. if i can see the oil in my mom's cooking i will not eat it bc it's too many calories that i can't see
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@smorewhore1 this is valid bc i'm doing the same shit ngl. my reward for reaching my ugw is actually just gonna be me letting myself have more than 1k cals in a day consistently.
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@_Hungerkunstler i had the displeasure of reading this in front of a group of people and they asked me why i was making a face
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⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ liquid fasting until i'm under 140 accountability ˚୨୧⋆。˚⋆ - a thread for edtwt 🧵
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i've never had a tweet blow up so this is mandatory
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wishing all my constipated followers a happy, pain-free shit on this nice saturday morning and wishing all my haters get explosive diarrhea ♥️
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@oyaoyng @mcore___ this video did something to my brain
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@strwberrymilkii
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started this month in the 160s ended it in the 140s let's GOOOO 💪
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@strwberrymilkii
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first (kinda) bc?? y'all both of these shirts were too tight for me to wear when i started and now i can wear both comfortably!! i can't wait until i get to a point where both of them are baggy on me
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@manicpixiebunny hey god... it's me again
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@strwberrymilkii
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it took 11 days but we did it gang
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⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ liquid fasting until i'm under 140 accountability ˚୨୧⋆。˚⋆ - a thread for edtwt 🧵
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ultimate room upgrade before school starts✨
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unpinning when i hit a normal bmi range (149lbs)
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@strwberrymilkii
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i got a quest pizza i'm planning to omad tmrw are you guys jealous? (this is also me asking if you guys want an update on how it tastes)
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@disorderedroses right like what was the catalyst for your ED if it wasn't never fitting in the cute clothes everyone else your age was wearing??
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either i don't understand how calories work or something because my spreadsheet said i should be losing so why gain??? hm??? why maintain or gain on 400 calories???? i'm burning more than that off
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@t1nymoony this is actually a great way to ruin a relationship and make someone with an ed even worse! if i found out my family had been tampering with my food i genuinely would not eat ANYTHING they gave me and i wouldn't trust them again, esp not near any food i plan on eating
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starving september? no. sleepy september. honk shoooo mimimi. i'm so tired
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@angel__disaster atp my ed is about everything 💀 being not fat anymore, being attractive so men like me, spite, control, to make people care abt me whenever it gets SUPER bad and i'm underweight. i'm actually hogging all the reasons sorry guys.
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@cryann16 imo it's an entirely different set of struggles going from obese to uw than normal to uw, and i'm not saying it to have the struggle olympics or whatever. esp when considering external stuff like family + environment that GOT me here, and a lot of high sw ppl can relate to that
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walmart haul but it's by a disordered college student (i went by myself and it was a big deal for me bc i have anxiety and hate going out alone)
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also: submissions are accepted!! please dm me if you want your fat fuck in the thread!! (please dear god don't send me actual fatspo)
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@Alirexics if i looked like her i'd be absolutely insufferable tbh, she's so pretty
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@strwberrymilkii
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i get so jealous when i see people with higher bmis than me but nicer bodies/flatter tummies. like what?? what do you mean i'm bmi 22s and look like fucking shamu while we have someone in the bmi 24s who looks like a VS model
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@cheyisscared imo bmi 30 isn't THAT bad?? also i feel like you could realistically be bmi 30 with a muscle and look minimally overweight or not overweight at all 💀 but yk maybe i put too much thought into it
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i think this is the first time in my life my bmi has started with a 2 even tho i'm teetering on the edge of going right back into the obese category 😭
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i have an idea for a low cal meal but i'm not sure you guys are ready to hear me out about it...
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i really do hate how often i go back and forth w my ED bc it's so exhausting. some days or even just some HOURS in the same day i'm all happy sunshine 'i love losing weight' and then i'll turn around and genuinely start crying because i'm so tired and hungry and it doesn't end
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the way i NEED to be 120 lbs by my birthday should be criminal but also i think 28 lbs from now to the end of october is very doable? even with school
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okay since that tweet is still gaining traction i feel the need to clarify: i'm speaking on MY experience with MY ed. i'm not saying anyone else is invalid or any reason for having an ed is invalid. this space is for me to talk about my struggles, i can't speak for anyone else.
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my mom's coworker just asked me "you are losing weight healthy, right??" after literally choking on her drink after seeing me oh my god
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@strwberrymilkii
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i have a shit ton of new moots so i want y'all to know if i break the moot it's likely bc you post/rt uncensored sh and i'm in recovery for that so i don't wanna see it ♥️ it's nothing personal at all
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so did you guys know that if you eat under a certain number of calories for long enough you actually cry when you go over that number? because i've had 550 calories today and while that's comparatively not a whole lot i am actually about to bawl my eyes out
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i get so judgmental when i haven't eaten that it's actually upsetting that i thought something so mean. i've caught myself judging wieiad posts for being "too much" and then realized i'm just jealous as fuck and being bitter abt it. snickers was right. ur not you when ur hungry
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i don't wanna sound best ana but consuming more than 600 cals on a reg basis scares me. like i have this meal i've been DYING to try but can't convince myself to eat bc it's 590 cals... after vitamins n stuff that puts me over 600 and i just cannot seem to justify it for myself
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they mock me. they sit there and taunt me.
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@strwberrymilkii
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i should become a math major the way i am obsessed with numbers and counting calories and calculating how much i need to burn a day to lose x pounds in y amount of time
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okay so like half of my tl is trying chia seed water/putting chia seeds in everything so i have a couple questions since i've never had chia seeds: 1) what's it supposed to do and does it work? 2) does it change the taste?? okay that's all. thanks guys
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@strwberrymilkii
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i overate and got no steps today so we're calling it a metabolism day and moving on 🫡
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hey guys... what the FUCK happened i go to sleep and wake up and my notifs are blown up
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i took laxatives for the first time what should i be expecting?? is it gonna be chill or is it gonna be ouchy
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@strwberrymilkii
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keep me in your thoughts 💔 been to the bathroom 3 times in the last 2 hours and this time it's so bad i had to start stripping. senna doesn't play. (additionally i am so sorry that lax tea has been the only content i've posted today)
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I'M OUT OF 130S JAIL (i'm literally going to eat mexican food later, gonna be back in 130s jail tmrw no doubt)
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so i finally got it... i got the oreos too and i actually liked them way more but 70 cals for one n i had 3... let me go cry
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am i going to get cancelled if i call this creature thinspo
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edtwt choose my outfit for the first day of school!! sorry they're so cropped i was trying not to show too much of my room 😭
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lmk if you wanna be tagged in this!! i'll be posting the tags at the beginning since it'll be ongoing. i'll probably post the first pic sometime tmrw night :))
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would you guys unfollow me if i started a "fat fuck friday" fatspo (not really) thread? bc i wanna do it so bad. every week i'm just gonna drop one singular picture of a chunky animal and that's it bc i think actual fatspo is gross and i love cute animals
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when is it my turn to get an ana coach in his 40s who will ruin me as a person?
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WOKE UP BMI 20S BABY (i'm 1 breath from being out of it)
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i just weighed myself with every scale in the house and NONE of them agreed
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@strwberrymilkii
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THANK YOU GUYS FOR SENDING ME THE WEIGHT LOSS MAGIC BC I JUST WEIGHED IN AT 139.2
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fiber? i barely know her! (this is a cry for help)
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thinking about baby snacks rn... mmm... yogurt melts... cereal puffs...
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one thing i hate is repeating myself, so when i say "no" to food for the fifteenth time in 10 minutes, nobody should expect me to be nice. i get it's common courtesy but if i rejected you the first 3 times you should take the fucking hint
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i hate getting involved with edtwt discourse but i'm just gonna show y'all what your moot is saying... idc if they're in a fight and the other person started it you don't say this shit to people, period?? block them and put the phone down
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one of my friends asked me today how i lost weight so fast... well, ummmm... actually...
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told myself i was only gonna have 600 calories today but i'm a cool kid so i had around 850 instead and i'm gonna exercise that shit off 😎
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i don't trust proudly proana ppl bc what do you mean you're not against encouraging other people to starve? you WANT other people to experience the anguish that comes with being in the recesses of an ED?? a high-intake day has me considering relapse i wouldn't wish that on anyone
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would you guys be mad at me if i became a shedtwt acc?? i won't post pictures (if i ever do they'll be censored and tagged) and i'll put tw when i talk abt it so hopefully muted word filters can catch it for those of you who don't wanna see it
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i bought a hoodie + sweats set and i got both in medium bc that's the size i've been buying most rn. i almost cried bc the sweats were the slightest bit too tight... i get a glimpse of the tag and they're a size S, but they were on an M hanger and 🥹🥹 i'm almost a size small
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fun fact: energy drinks under 15 cals don't break a fast because i said so
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@ryansbody 🕯️ manifesting this person falls into a binge cycle they cannot escape and they gain back twice what they lost 🕯️
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the way my fat is distributed would kill a victorian child. it's so bad. i actually look like that blue alien dude B.O.B.
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@dumpling_luv_ thank you sm for this bc i would have freaked out so bad abt this otherwise, i'm alr so paranoid about the calories on packaging as is
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the scale finally moved!!! ...it went up
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i am up at 4:30am hunched over in my bathroom... i think yesterday's poor food choices worked
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treating myself today by only making myself hit 12k steps instead of 20k bc all my muscles hurt and i nearly cried during my drive home bc my anxiety got so bad (hurricane weather + i have horrible driving anxiety anyways) so that's how my day's been! hbu guys??
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i just had a dream where i binged on insanely high cal pork rinds?? i don't even like pork rinds bruh
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i have been so inactive lately sorry guys 😭😭 uni is taking it out of me!! how are you all doing?? what's going on in your lives??
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