when I told my senior, I was preparing for placements and internships
first question he asked was, did your tell your friends?
I mean, I kind of did
he asked me to not tell anything about my progress, now I see where that is coming from
imagine having a friend group that is very popular in college and rest of the group got their summer internship offer at the same company but you didn’t
now don’t imagine because that’s my life I’m living it, it is hell
i used to fear everything in my first year
now i just became fearless because i got embarrassed for so manyy times in my college already nothing worse can happen now 😭
I walk with the group and people stop and congratulate them, hug them, ask them for a treat
seniors come and tell them to chill the entire year while I’m just standing there smiling with a lot of pain 🥲
it’s not abt them getting it it’s about me
I just feel like a failure
in my first year, I used to write exams and come back saying ‘damn just missed this one question, everything else went rlly well’
now only one question I study and the entire paper I bluff 😗
so I was in a meet, this junior was telling me commands like, bro
I’m a senior i don’t want you to tell me what is ‘pip install’ like wtf
by the end of the meet, I made him
say ‘you should guide me, you really smart’
I have this friend who always makes others pay for her
it’s not about paying for her idec but she acts like she is gonna pay, opens her gpay and then says no internet, my bank has a technical issue, i’ll pay you later you pay now
she has never paid me back
manipulation is a skill
higher the expectation, higher is the disappointment
so funny how some people get things easily while some work really hard to get the same and still don’t get it !!
it has been over a month since I took this oa
they haven’t released shortlisted students list yettttt wtf
that oa went welll
just give the result fastt I can’t wait anymore
just tell me if I’m rejected but don’t ghost me like that 😞
just finished this oa and I guessed all the aptitude questions i dont think even one of them was right 😭
dsa questions were too easy
idk except for the aptitude part my exam went very well executed all dsa and sql queries
today I had to go to the medical room i was bleeding, my friends took me there but there were no one
they started searching for cotton and hydrogen peroxide, did first aid
then that medical room person came she yelled at them but they didn’t say anything 🥹
my friends are cuties
I have attended only one aiml lab out of 4, shit scared thinking about how she will yell and embarrass me tomorrow
I hope she doesn’t care but still (I didn’t go because this lab is on friday and I have no mood to go to college on a Friday)
it was a good day
i’ve seen my friends after a long time,
played chess with a friend,
my profs crazy, I told her smth and she was impressed and taught the entire class looking at me it was so embarrassing😭
i asked my dad to drop, he drove 500m and said why would you want to go if none of your friends are going
just stay and take rest (I caught cold) and he took me home😞
i’ve always wondered if I should continue with python for dsa or learn java or cpp, does it really matter?
some say it’s the algorithms that matter but one of my seniors said that the interviewer will have a good impression when you code in cpp or java