Yup, and there goes my biggest supporter on Twitch... Well financially, but sure as hell not emotionally.
I just banned him from my channel and discord. Why do they always end up too invested in me and get mad that I don't show interest in romance with them... or do exactly as
Imma give $150usd (or $250aud if Aussie) to someone random who likes + retweets this, money sent via PayPal, drawn at random on 12th April. 💜 Hope it helps someone out during this pandemic.
I am in absolute disbelief that my brother took his life yesterday. I informed the police of his 'final messages' to me and so we did all that we could to find him while he wasn't answering his phone.
The police found him too late in the bush at night... the memory of seeing his
Twitch have introduced a donation feature which loses the streamer around 35% of the donation amount. If you'd like to ever donate to a streamer, then please search for their donation panels or use commands like !donate !tip !dono in their chat.
Partners who have this 'Hype
I now no longer have any remains of my brother, he was scattered today at this place where he threw the most outrageously fun water slide parties (on the sand dunes), always giving other people's lives joy.
Rest in peace Charlie. I will miss you.
@Guerilla_Kmac
I think this has been good to raise awareness of what some bs streamers have to go through, people are also finding comfort in it being relatable.
I had a very anxious moment on stream today...
So while I was, once again, explaining to viewers why stating or guessing an IRL streamer's location in chat can be dangerous...
a car slowly drives past with the driver looking at me, which then parked with its engine on and he
I figured I didn't have anything on social media regarding my absence, so here it is...
Just taking some time off streaming. My love for it has been slipping. I've been resentful, jealous, anxious & lacking mojo.
Hoping to return in a few days, but I may be off all week. 💕
For those who don't know, I had a double mastectomy about 3 years ago due to an 85% risk of breast cancer (brca1 gene) & I decided to bring it down to 5%. People think it'd be an amaze boob recon but it isn't, dimples everywhere... & I've never been 100% exposed to anyone since.
Trying to stay off socials and off streams, but damn... Bali is amazing... it would be such a great place to stream for another time, Bali streaming trip dono goal? Haha x
Not the most flattering photo of me but WOOOO new PB Pink Snapper caught on stream - 82cm! Let's goooo
Big shout out to Robbo who paid for my day out today ❤️ sorry stream went scuffed, reception to the north of Rottnest Island isn't as good as the south!
My brother's funeral is tomorrow in 13 hours from the time of this post, and so... I don't think I'll be in sound mind to stream for at least a week, but who knows. Thank you for your patience. Love you Splu Crew ❤️
I know that people are frustrated that I haven't done a fishing stream in a while. Searching for my brother for 6 hours after getting a suicide text and then finding him too late, along with all of the guilt and grief, arranging his funeral, his wake, his cremation and ash
A quote that I wished I pushed into my brother's mind...
'Look inside yourself... you are more... than what you have become'
Remember guys that even if you feel you're at your lowest, you are destined for greatness.
@JessicaNigri
Looking at the other posts here, I don't think I've understood the assignment...
but... erm... here is something I'm working on with pencils.
14 hours of fishing over 2 days, 450km driven, many kms walked dragging gear up & down the jetty.
Great viewership over 3 streams, a few squid & plenty of fish caught. Thanks to the 334 new followers & support given to me. Great weather, great vibes! POG
#busselton
#takemeback
'Can I please get a photo? Okay, thank you, bye!' damn, I can be so awkward.
Cool to have the Twitch CEO hanging out with us oceanic folk!
@djclancy999
Finally taking this 12 hour flight to LA after a 3 hour bus ride, a 4 hour flight and a 12 hour layover.
I'm excited I promise, just super tired after trying to sleep on the cold floor in the smelly Paris airport.
Twitchcon, here we come!
Cat's out of the bag! New personal best, a 1.1m Mahi Mahi (Dolphin Fish) caught two days ago out on a deep sea fishing charter! Woooo
#fishing
#girlswhofish
#mahimahi
PayPal... thank you!
A chargeback got initiated by a 'supporter', who got mad that I wasn't giving them attention outside of streams.
I didn't even get around to showing PayPal the streamlabs donation and conversation history, and now get an email about the denied chargeback!
I'm going to Kenya in 11 days, to be with my family ❤️ you may see some streams here and there, but it's mostly for healing. They've been really pushing for me to be with them, and I need it. 💔
What a stream! 16k viewers at peak, 465k live views. Thank you so much to Twitch for giving me front page all over the world to deliver some cute as heck Australian Wildlife content. For those who want to adopt a koala, you can do that here:
#tourismwa
2.5 years ago I was in a job where I didn't fit in & had major anxiety, always aiming to please, for 18 months, working so many late unpaid hours to meet deadlines.
I'm so lucky to have so many people supporting me on this journey, so I just wanted to express my gratitude. TY. ❤️
Raiding smaller streamers is a great feeling, especially when your community comes through with a huge hype train, and how could I not pass on some love after the support I received last night!? TYSM ♥ So proud of our crew!
Go chuck this down to earth legend 31nizmo a follow on
I'm on a panel with these legends at
@PAXAus
2023 in Melbourne.
Come and learn about IRL streaming/content creation.
Panelists include myself,
@Princess_Flick
, and
@nessalpaca
with host Logan
@LHP64D
4:30pm on Saturday at the Dropbear Theatre.
See you there! Please ignore
I need a sugar daddy... 😍
Just posting to see how many con artists search for these kind of posts and absolutely flood my tweet with 'hit me up', assuming they don't care to read this part of it KEKW
In these moments of self doubt, I gotta remember to read this quote I had inked on me.
❤️❤️❤️
Look inside yourself
You are more
than what you have become
❤️❤️❤️
#TheLionKing
I really admire
@CookSux
for doing a stream all about his irl streaming setup earlier today (well today for me in Greece).
I know of some irl streamers who want to harbour that information in fear of competition, but big ups to this dude.
When your mate tells you to check your po box and you find out that he's posted a bloody liveu!
Brrrrrrrrrro! WTF, Ty, that's just nuts 😵
@PottsieTv
For those unfamiliar, this is meant to be the king of network bonders & encoders for live streaming, prob could be worded better.
What an awesome day! Fishing charter stream thanks to a community member who paid for the experience, got a new PB on Dhufish, filetted and cooked on a cooking stream! So noms! (first fish pic)
Her first adult friend ❤️ I will never get tired of this moment I had with this sweet girl. The ending just melts my heart... I hope I get to see her again.
Sad to be leaving Bali in two days. I've tried to be a pretty normal human in the way of dodging streams (work) and fully enjoying a holiday. I miss you guys, but trying to treat myself. 🥰
We gave out another Splu Crew fishing rod to a 6 year old fishing legend today. 🥰
Good to see him so enthusiastic about fishing and enjoying the outdoors.
Big shout out to Mapheox for making this possible! Good vibes. ❤️
This top is cute.
I don't know about the pants though. 😂
I have so many WAY girly e-girl crop tops to go through on stream if we get to a certain sub count during the subathon that starts May 19th.
Chat to vote keep or donate!
BTW, I need a tummy tan.
When your viewers pay a specific donation amount to activate a sound effect & ensure you get embarrassed around a bunch of people...
Sorry that the stream bombed out guys when we tried going down to the aquarium. Doh.
#livestreamfails
?
#embarrassing
#twitchclip
Spontaneous IRL stream at
@rflan
today! They even chucked my stream up on the big screen for about 10 minutes, which totally threw me off! lmao so I wandered around and spoke to some random people. Next year I'll come better equipped with interview questions haha
#rflan
#rflan67
Was kinda feeling myself, which is rare and so I want to embrace the moment!
Quick photo with some tier 3 subbu names on the mirror. Post a pic that makes you feel good. ❤️
So I hear from many people that they get more viewers on Kick than they do on Twitch...
Are we sure that these aren't random bot accounts or inflated view numbers, to gain your loyalty as a streamer, so that they can 'recommend' Stake's slot streams to your real viewers?
Goal achieved! 1000 fish caught on stream this year, so we went for a dive! What a stream guys. Thank you so much for being on this journey with me! Wooo
#twitchstreamer
#streamer
I do really appreciate people reaching out to check if I was okay after my roofie incident at a Twitchcon party.
Spending 1.5 days indoors isn't how I wanted to spend my 3 day Twitchcon weekend, but I'm glad to have hung out with so many like minded streamers & my community ❤️
To my supporters, TY for such a great year so far ❤️ I'm trying a more positive approach.
I'm starting to believe the positive things that people say about me and yesterday was an insane stream.
We gave out a fishing kit pack too to this lady! And it's all thank to you guys. ❤️
I really hope that my time invested in YouTube creations is worth it, sorry if I am not streaming as much, I am doing the right thing by sponsors and hope that this will create a new source of passive income!
14 hours spent on the latest Scott Reef episode today. It's 4am and
And I'm back home in Perth, back to having reception, after an EPIC fishing adventure.
I have SO much footage to share with you guys.
I smashed my pb, and no, this isn't it. 😁 This is small 🤣
@DEARGRANNY
I remember watching you as a fairly new affiliate in my early mornings before going into my job which I loathed. I sobbed when you got partner, I was so proud... now look at you! up on bloody buildings! oml ♥
I found this old clip where I get pretty deep on how streaming life has had a positive impact on my life.
I haven't had suicidal thoughts in a while. You guys give so much to me, thank you. ♥
To those who unnecessarily apologise to streamers for not being able to sub/donate, just remember that:
Your positivity and regular presence in a community helps a channel grow in more ways than you know!
I've really let myself go 😳
As I'm deleting files, I come across a few ones from way back in the day, when I didn't do as much IRL streaming.
I miss my long hair, having nice nails, dressing up pretty and having a clean house 😂