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๐Ÿ‘ปjust a ghost trying to survive 18+ pls

๐Ÿ–ค21 & ednos ๐Ÿฅฐlw bmi: 15.7
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๐Ÿ’œStrawberry nice cream๐Ÿ’œ
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Does cold weather trigger u guys to restrict? Cuz same
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What is ur ideal body weight in kg according to the kpop industry? (Height in cm - 120)
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The fact that ppl lose weight in a healthy way is such an insane concept to me lmfao
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I'm so glad I finally found the ppl in their 20s and 30s in the ed community
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@B0NGBONES I have walked/ran for 8hrs before, fasted for 5 days, threw up 42 times during a single purge session, purged water, took cold showers & ice baths, took my clothes off in the snow, got addicted to cocaine, chewed & spit, ate food that I threw away, destroying a meal w my hands๐Ÿคฃ
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@oatmiu That's only the reported percentage. Most ppl w eds are undiagnosed so we have no true idea of the real statistics
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@disorderedsnail I would cut that person off. They're toxic. U ask them to be mindful about what they're saying in terms of your eating disorder and they disregard it. It's blatantly disrespectful and low vibe behavior
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@skinnycreepz Wtf lol it's not like u were looking up ed content, I'm so confused
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@strawberrycals Fasting or fasting mimicking diets detox ur body which clears skin so it makes sense scientifically. But also water flushes out toxins that show through the skin as well
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@gettingsmaIIer Frozen grapes, watermelon, pineapple, portioned dark chocolate, a packet of plain oats w cinnamon & 0 cal sweetener, raspberries or blueberries w fat free whipped cream
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@sickgothinspo Unsweetened cashew milk, cacao powder & 0 cal sweetener๐Ÿ’ž it's like 35 cals for a cup of hot chocolate how I make it
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@Iovelybunny The v shaped waist band is so flattering on u
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@Adaaaworld Like once a day. I'm trying to do twice, sometimes it's hard to make time for myself tho and I've been struggling lately
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@paperskinny I mean why do our portions have to be so huge? I think most ppl are obese or overweight here which is insane and I doubt other countries are JEALOUS of it๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿคก๐Ÿคฃ
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@sk1nnyp1ckles U lose it from being malnourished, not a certain bmi.
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@eludinweight Having scars doesn't take away from your beauty trust me
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@TI84plusce5V For my family it was like bmi 17-19 but I've had random ppl call me thin and accuse me of not eating, asking me why I'm so skinny at bmi 21/22 but that's just cuz I live in America and most ppl here are overweight or obese and that'd normal to them
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I think whenever ppl cover up nutrition labels for ppl that have eds, it just creates more fear/anxiety and just cause the person to not even consume it cuz of the nagging mindset of "better safe than sorry"
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I would be PISSED and just not eat anything at all
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I'm 5'5 so my ideal body weight would be 165-120= 45kg (bmi 16.5)๐Ÿฅด I think it was a good weight for me but that's insane that underweight is their ideal body..
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@ClNNAMONCALS Binges like this are life threatening js
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@st4rcal Awh :// food addiction is hard. I feel for her tbh cuz shes doing what all those other muckbangers are doing except they prob throw up/fast afterward cuz theres no way they dont gain from binging like that all the time. Idk why muckbangs are normalized & socially acceptable tbh
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@nanocalorie U don't gain or lose fat cells, u keep the same number of cells, they just change in size.
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@LalloeGrapes No. They're filling, curb a sweet tooth, and it's low cal. Ik everyone is so terrified of them but an extra small one is around 72 cals and a small one is like 90, sometimes less. It's best to weigh them to know for sure.
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@mezzorexic I've had an ed for 8yrs and have no idea what you're talking about
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@LovelyMorgue Damn lol where did u get him
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How long have u guys had an ed? In 1 month it'll be my 9yr ed anniversary๐Ÿ’€๐Ÿฅฒ
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Why do so many ppl on here think that someone with ednos can't be underweight?? U can be bmi 16 w ednos. It doesn't make u automatically anorexic to be underweight
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@sugarfreegal Also.. the way he threw her on the pavement was honestly brutal.. god damn..
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@bvrythet4ste Most ppl that have muffin tops are just wearing pants that are too tight. She looks relatively small/healthy so I don't think she would have a muffin top if she was in better fitting pants.
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I found photos I took of myself the first time I got to 97lbs at 16yrs old and the amount of difference compared to when I got there at 20yrs old is INSANE, like it looks entirely different cuz of the changed body structure & muscle to fat ratio
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@katieorexia The fact that you're born in 06 is insane to me cuz I was born in 02 but then I realized that you're 18 and im just getting old apparently๐Ÿฅฒ
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@softieblushie @winterange1 Not true actually. U still have body fluctuations even while fasting
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@vamplredog How can she call the cops on u for that?? What the hell... I hope things get better for u soon :/
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@bakedsunflowers They're still good. U can make smoothies, freeze them or bake banana bread. Frozen banana slices are a really good snack too
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@angelb1tesss It's insane that so many ppl want to look like that even tho the photo highkey look edited๐Ÿค”๐Ÿค”
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@nospaceforthem I think u need protein and exercise or at least daily activity to avoid being skinny fat. Starving is what causes skinny fat if ur not having protein when u do eat.
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@sophrexic Neither tbh. Im recovered from pvrg1ng. So st4rving is my "fix it" I guess
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@RibcageDiary_ I thought this same thought like 6yrs ago tho
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@127kcls Anytime u go without eating is considered a fast. Short term fasts are considered intermittent fasting
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@DingySauce If it burns that many cals then I don't think it would be an easy workout and a lot of those things that claim a certain calorie burn are wrong. It's very individual
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A binge is eating a very large quantity of food, usually uncontrollably. I don't get why ppl think a binge is eating a certain amount of cals
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how many cals is a binge to yall?
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Whenever someone follows me on here I feel like we're friends
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@De4dGrrrl Why would they lie like that
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@anonymousbanann Ofc u have the cuter utensil
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@nocalbbz U don't choose to be fully recovered
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@whycalss Everybody experiences their ed views differently so both ppl are valid in my opinion but it was kind of rude to rt someone's post to say that. Some opinions are better kept to yourself.
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What would u guys guess my name is just by looking at my face? I want to change my name & take on a different persona.
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@annarex1e The girl on the left looks pretty skinny but maybe fit and healthy ish? The girl on the right def looks thin tho. They're both beautiful. I'm pretty sure that's romee strygid or something like that. She's on YouTube
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@ewxcalss My ex: "where do u buy ur clothes from? The fat girl store?" After I said that the xs bikini didn't fit me๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿฅฒ
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@jydi3t Even if there was a trigger warning, that wouldn't stop them from looking at it and it's honestly pretty funny. If they're that sensitive they shouldn't be online or have a phone at all๐Ÿคก
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@girlwithagat I heard that not wearing a bra reduces the chance of getting saggy boobs tho??
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@milkupopi The second photo looks like a cartoon animation??
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@xPrxttyinPxnkx What I want and what is possible are 2 different things๐Ÿ˜ฎโ€๐Ÿ’จ
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Jawline???
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@starvenfast I've done a ton of extreme and disordered things tbh. I binged to the point of pain, purged to the point of pain, threw up 42, during a purge sesh, scooped vomit out of the tub, did hard drugs, ate food that I threw in the trash, destroyed food w my hands, fasted for 5 days
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@slepybun Yes. Eventually u stop getting hunger cues and ur stomach adapts to small portions.
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@lucascalories Could be constipation or some form of digestive distress? I have lots of digestive issues and get extremely bloated like this so ik how u feel๐Ÿฅฒif it persists or if u have other symptoms, u should see a GI doctor
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@bmiblogger Wow :/ i bet that crushed her and made her habits get worse
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I just realized how dead this community is๐ŸฅฒI hope more ppl join cuz I thought this would be way more interactive and stuff. Anyways how's everyone doing?
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@thestonerexic You're so pretty. U kinda remind me of Alison from pretty little liars except more pretty
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@hrorvtz Plain thin??
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First ever current bc I've ever posted.. I'm around my hw.. ugh. I'm so disappointed and embaressed honestly. My brother's mom made such a big deal about my weight gain today and said I look SO MUCH BETTER W MY FACE FILLED IN๐Ÿฅฒ๐Ÿฅฒ
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Is it weird to dm ppl asking if they're okay? I've done it a handful of times and ppl usually don't reply. It makes me feel weird but I'm just trying to be supportive :/
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@ENBYED That's how most weed was when I was a young teen. Sometimes that dirt looking bud is more fire than the dispo shit so u really can't judge
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@unsubs_grave Why does she get it all over her face๐Ÿคข
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@_77holic I think staying up burns more calories but it also raises ur hunger hormone. I think when you're really exhausted the next day from not sleeping well, you move slower and less and burn less as well
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I'm 234 days clean from purging so that's insane lol
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I think I like this look tbh
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@lucascalories Ednos is when u have symptoms of more than 1 type of eating disorder so u don't quite fit into a single category
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@safariistarr Pls share how lol. It's hard for me to hit my minimum 45g protein requirement for my weight
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Just brought ghosty to a whole nother level๐Ÿฅฐ๐Ÿ’œ
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Guys I'm growing a mango tree!!๐Ÿ’œ
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Blue eyeshadow spam from my snap memories :))
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I'm getting some fat under my chin again so I need to eat cleaner again. Can u guys drop some healthy food ideas/mealspo? Doesn't have to be restrictive
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@had2lena @pinkywhitney Most coke being sold is not good coke but when u find it, it's really good
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@Couleuria1 That is so tragic.. idk how they made that equation cuz all of the answers I'm seeing are different bmis and yah I don't think anyone should try to go that low๐Ÿ’€
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So did everyone wish they were a vampire when they were 16
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@hungry_astrid Their cereal, teething wafers, biscuits (cracker/cooking things), snack bars and freeze dried yogurt drops are all really good as well and ridiculously low cal
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@milktoast888 Most ppl interpret high restriction as higher cal tho and low restriction as lower cal?? I used to think how u think but had swarms of ppl telling me I was wrong lol
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@ldontfckingcare @beakcals I hope you're doing some harm reduction cuz that's very concerning :/ try to stay safe๐Ÿ’ž
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Dni if u pronounce lbs as libs
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@bxahtek My jaw just dropped
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@dollyphilic Maybe their scale is off or their height was measured wrong? We can't always assume ppl are straight up lying about their bmi..
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@nocalschick LMFAO I SAW THAT TOO
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I'm obsessed w my new jacket
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Felt pretty
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What do u guys like to eat? Sorry if that's totally random lol
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Here's you're reminder to get some protein in for ur heart health๐Ÿ’ž
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@catsysmia At least it was your dildo and not someone else's I guess?
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@falloverclover Her waist is a bit smaller and I think her arms got a tad bit more muscles
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@secretvent420
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Do u guys like potatoes? If so, what kind?
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@secretvent420
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@bubblspo Pickles are made from cucumbers and cucumbers have calories so I don't understand how ppl believe this??
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@secretvent420
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Does anyone else want to join my twt circle?
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@secretvent420
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11 months
These photos are only 6 days apart, that's INSANE
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@secretvent420
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9 months
I was a jester for Halloween. Not the best makeup job but I tried.
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