my mom is not taking me to the hospital lmfao !! this is lovely guys this is absolutely lovely i just told her i want to end it and shes acting like im just in a mild depressive episode
talked to my grandpa's girlfriend today about my ed. she talked to me about hers. she's been bulimic for over 40 years. she said she knows her time is coming, that sometimes she lays in her chair and thinks that someone should call an ambulance, because she feels like shes dying
do you guys think if i told my mom i needed to be hospitalized again she'd take me, considering she knows what happened today? i just. we have a lot going on but i also do NOT! think i can keep myself safe in these conditions lol
ur a nasty waste of fucking space go find something better to do with ur life than shaming someone who's fucking struggling???? not only that but protection doesn't work all the time. birth control doesn't work all the time. ur fucking gross
no bc its not just like this online. this shit happens irl too, its fucking ass. i hate every single disgusting fuck that thinks it's okay to berate someone or put them down just because their struggles are more visible than other people's.
too scared to ask my mom to take me to the hospital so ill just wait until the next time i have therapy and if im still suicidal then ill tell my therapist and ill prob get hospitalized
@Matpat_Shed
they should go to the er because they should be admitted inpatient (if that's a safe option) or be able to access mental health resources which tend to become available after showing up to an er post attempt
saw moot post smthn similar, but i hate regressing because i feel like its something i have to keep a secret, but when im regressed all i want to do is talk to people :((( i just get scared they'll judge ne or ill be annoying so i just. dont. i talk to one person nd thats it :(
its been two weeks today. miss you more and more every day sylv, i hope you're watching over me with a smile like your dad said. you deserved so much better.
@tarablogging
i think they were joking in a not kind way? mewing supposedly sharpens your jawline, and considering you're severely underweight, i think thats why they said it :((
i genuinely have no clue how to say this anymore than i already do. I AM A LESBOY, A BOY LESBIAN, IM ALSO A MULTI SPECTRUM LESBIAN AKA I LIKE MEN TOO, I AM PRO GOOD FAITH AND SUPPORT ALL TYPES OF LESBIANS AND GAYS.
i wonder if im da only zombie who came back after an attempt,,, :o ive seen a couple talk abt how they r survivors of attempted murder, but what abt us sui attempt survivors,,, :o there's surely more than just me, yes?
i get so scared sending important dms and not getting instant responses like,,,, is this person busy,,,, or am i annoying and do they hate me and want me to die
you're a disgusting excuse of a man and a waste of space at that. saying this shit to someone who is deathly underweight is fucking disgusting. i hope you suffer for the rest of your miserable life.