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watched some guy talk about having butter fingers and here i still am fifteen years later

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@reticentdnp
bea
2 years
thank you #heartstopper for giving us nick nelson. for giving bisexual people such healthy representation. to see him figure himself out, understand he is bi and tell his mum on his own terms in his own time and for her to just hug him
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i cant really remember when nick and charlie became nick-and-charlie but nick is the only one who visited charlie when he was ill, so in my book hes definitely alright
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@reticentdnp
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1 year
thanks boy i kissed one time no problem girl i kissed one time
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the best brotps are always
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1 year
did kit really go live on his main instead of his private instagram while pissed and just giggled the whole time while tobie told him to get off live for his own reputation and nearly 100k people watched or did i dream that
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1 year
isaac getting his own "heartstopper moment" as he clutches a book on being ace means so much to me. as an aspec person seeing that little thing reserved for moments of love symbolising his first steps in working out who he is means a lot. self acception is a form of love.
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1 year
finding out this was joe and kit improvising
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1 year
they told joe to ruffle kits hair in this scene and kept it as a secret from kit so kit had no idea and the reaction would be genuine. this boy cant catch a break
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1 year
kizzy said this whole scene was completely just them and the actress who played their mum improvising and was the first time they met the actress. fucking hell it felt so real and it was just them both improvising
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1 year
being a heartstopper comic and novels fan is such a beautiful thing because i know we all cried as soon as we saw that oreo chocolate bar but others just didnt understand
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1 year
my hate for b*n and decisions he made will not stop me talking about this. people saying the animation is unneeded truly dont understand how impactful it is. seeing a closeted self-hating person feel a step towards accepting himself and walking away from it is so impactful.
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1 year
nicks face when tao said charlie never told him how bad the bullying got hit me. he knows tao is the closest to charlie and even he hasnt been told. in that moment i think he truly started to understand just how much charlie feels like he is a burden to people and doesnt open up
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1 year
knowing kit was in an all boys school in a similar situation to nick not being able to be open about his bisexuality. auditioned for charlie which he knew was an odd fit but he wanted to do heartstopper so bad. to then being casted as nick? nick nelson was made for him
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1 year
"i know that he cares for me and that i can rely on him, and i know that he can rely on me" says connor. "its really just bonded us together and i love him" says locke, "hes a very very brave man in more ways than anyone in the public eye could understand. i love him lots"
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1 year
having both hs and rwrb on my tl is a constant battle of wondering if "nick" is nick nelson or nicholas galitzine and if "david" is a homophobic brother or a dog
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1 year
the "xx" at the end is real polite for someone trying to ask the parade crowd for alcohol
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@reticentdnp
bea
2 years
therapy rewatch heartstopper ❌ ✅
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@reticentdnp
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2 years
YOU DONT UNDERSTAND ITS SEPTEMBER! ITS HEARTSTOPPER SEASON 2 MONTH!
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1 year
this cover is so beautiful look at them thats my mr ajayi and mr farouk
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1 year
no but heartstopper getting to the top of viewing rates compared to shows made up of more episodes and longer episodes is fucking wild. you mean my little gay four hour show is beating twelve hour shows in views
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1 year
i will always praise heartstopper for how they show such healthy friendships. how they show platonic love can be just as strong as romantic. charlie and taos bond is something so important to both of them and so familiar. theyve got eachothers backs and always have
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2 years
i refuse to believe anyone watched heartstopper once and then just moved on
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1 year
"nicks so in love with you its a little unbearable to watch sometimes"
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@reticentdnp
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2 years
HEARTSTOPPER IS OFFICIALLY A EMMY AWARD WINNING SHOW
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1 year
nick face as he shuts the door behind charlie just hurts. hes been told something he doesnt understand and he doesnt know how to help him. nick is desperate to just hold onto him. i truly see these scenes as parralels. "i can protect him" when neither of them can
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@reticentdnp
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dan admitting they havent got married because he is opposed to weddings as a traditional thing. oh it is so serious #dnptitspoilers
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2 years
this is overdue but it has to be said. the heartstopper cast are not your friends or your family. you dont know them. you just dont. you are not entitled to personal information about them to gratify yourself. you arent entitled to anything about their life. nothing.
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2 years
"we like to insult eachother until one of us cries" KIT PLEASE
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1 year
one thing that felt like a positive change this season is the complete focus on platonic love. friendships and how they all lean on eachother for support from time to time. it was a really good change
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1 year
netflix uk putting "hes bi actually" in their bio is BIG they said fuck all of you biphobes
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1 year
goodnight to the queer people who spent their whole day watching heartstopper season two and consuming content that now they have a headache and need a good sleep
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1 year
as much as it hurts what happened to kit and i can only relate to being forced out on a smaller scale, im happy he was surrounded by people who love him when it happened. to go to set the next morning and for joe to hug him
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1 year
all the people on tiktok saying the "im bi actually" line is cringey and overused. good to know you are so openly biphobic and dont understand the pressured bi people are under to constantly have to validate our own sexuality when we know people dont believe us. thanks
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2 years
timothee saying "FUCK" when kit told him hes eighteen 😭
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@reticentdnp
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1 year
"its the first time we had kissed onscreen well kissed in general we hadnt kissed offscreen" please be serious
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@reticentdnp
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2 years
make nick nelson very clingy in season two or else
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2 years
PETITION FOR HEARTSTOPPER DELETED SCENES RIGHT NOW I KNOW YOUVE GOT SOME DONT BE SHY POST THEM
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1 year
joe was fearing for his life in that moment i swear
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1 year
joe locke and kit connor together is the perfect example of what happens when two introverts are comfortable around eachother
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1 year
having these scenes improvised and decisions between kit and joe is so beautiful. euros was right they are just two souls aligned. they truly understand their characters relationship and have so much trust in one another
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1 year
i can talk for so long on how romantic it is that charlie learnt nicks love language is touch and he just completely leans into that and gives his boyfriend the closeness and attention he deserves without making nick feel like hes too much
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@reticentdnp
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2 years
are all bisexual heartstopper fans emotionally attached to nick nelson like me or am i ok
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1 year
i could write essays on how important the development of nick and taos friendship is. how tao learnt to trust nick and how nick confided in tao. they are both so important to charlie and seeing them genuinely bond and open up to eachother through the season was just really nice
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1 year
but ive done so many things that were scary the past few months because you were there holding my hand. and i want to be that for you too.. youre my boyfriend... char..
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1 year
THE charlie spring wanting a kiss and wanting to be comforted position
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1 year
trixie and katya just listening to asexual and aromantic identities being explained whilst katya says it is a teachable moment for her is so lovely. this is why heartstopper is vital and important. queer people deserve to feel welcome in their own communities
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1 year
the joe locke and kit connor with puppies buzzfeed interview could drop at any moment with no warning
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@reticentdnp
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2 months
knowing the gaming channel stopped because phil prioritised dans happiness and health just for the gaming channel to come back five years later because dan repaid the favour and prioritised phils happiness
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@reticentdnp
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1 year
ⓘ this user thinks rewatching heartstopper can solve all their problems
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1 year
tobie really said no proposing to brad today
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1 year
nick listening to charlie speak on how he hated himself and how he doesnt want to feel like that anymore. to then just hold him and talk about how much he loves him was the right thing to do. he knows he cant fix him and doesnt want to. but he can be there
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@reticentdnp
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2 years
the way he wears all his emotions on his face. the boy can not hide a single thought he is thinking
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1 year
tori lashing out at nick the minute she thinks he hurt charlie in any way. the "not very good at keeping promises" line hurts. especially when you know shes learning to trust him with her brother. her little brother who will not open up to her but she knows he might lean on nick
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always
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bre⁷ 🧚‍♂️ HOBI DAY
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this duo is always so iconic
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2 years
ALICE REALLY SAID YOU WANT CLINGY NICK NELSON? OFCOURSE YOULL GET CLINGY NICK
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I AM ONCE AGAIN SCREAMING FOR HEARTSTOPPER DELETED SCENES. I KNOW THEY EXIST I WANT THEM NOW
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2 years
the tear in nicks eye dropping as soon as he clicks the result on the gay quiz and it tells him he is queer hurts #heartstopper
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1 year
so watching heartstopper season one and two together completely broke me and honestly gave me even more respect for the cast and crew. could really do with some comfort right now
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4 years
everyone say thank you bretman rock for starting to stream and his first stream being drunk among us
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1 year
"with that scene, with my relationship with joe who i love dearly, weve shared so many experiences that have made us who we are. its impossible to really know how to do it [the scene] you just kind of have to jump in"
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1 year
i better see no more jokes about kit originally auditioning for the role of charlie. that boy saw a story he recognised himself in and used his confidence to audition for a role he knew may look like an odd fit. he put himself out there to tell a story he knew
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1 year
how am i just noticing nicks jeans have "hi" written in marker on the leather label of them
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2 years
kit saying "i was joking darling" to joe is the softest thing please
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2 years
kit carrying joe on his back is the most nick and charlie thing ive ever seen
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1 year
sorry i posted the same photo twice
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1 year
big fuck you to the reviewer who described mr farouks story as "unimportant" a big fuck you. his and mr ajayis inclusion was and is important especially for older audiences or those unable to come out in their situations they are in. them being there is a sign of hope
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2 years
IS KIT AND JOE TEACHING EMILIA HOW T9 DO KOREAN HEARTS
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2 years
nothing breaks me more than seeing nick emotionally open up and feel safe around charlie for the first time. for him to just let himself be held and accept the love and care charlie is offering
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1 year
when joe first met kit he was worried kit was "too nice" to be able to banter with. and now their friendship is built on bullying eachother for fun. mind if i cry
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1 year
you cant just sit there and put everyones lives ahead of yours and think that counts as love
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@reticentdnp
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an attempt was made
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1 year
im just happy he had people around him who were in his corner and right there to show him the love he deserved
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2 years
heartstopper a queer show that was casted authentically and diversely and full of new names who hadnt professionally worked before just won for casting? incredible
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THE PHOTO OF JOE SMILING SO WIDE RECEIVING FLOWERS FOR WRAPPING THE SEASON
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something that hit me in charlies talk to b*n is how he realised b*n never asked to kiss the first time they did kiss. he didnt want that experience for nick. he asked nick the first time he wanted to kiss him because he knew how it felt to not have a say- to not be asked
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1 year
tori kicking davids phone out his hand down the stairs, calling him a pathetic man and saying she will end him. oh i love her
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1 year
the shirt is
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they are holding the plushies of each other and dan is holding little phil so gently propping him up in his hand whilst phil grabs little dan by the neck. dont talk to me ill cry if i talk
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1 year
heres your reminder to rewatch heartstopper season two again
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didnt think id be asking to see a david deleted scene but give it to me now
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nicks face of just relief and cautious amazement at knowing he just kissed the boy he loves so much in public and the world didnt burn down gets to me. its so subtle but his face is such a mix of relief and fear
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2 years
heartstopper dropping david, sahar and mr farouk casting 3pm on a random thursday feels illegal
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2 years
this scene will always be my favourite nick and charlie kiss. its nick showing he is serious about working himself out. its charlie understanding the boy he likes isnt going to keep him a secret. hes told people about them. they just both smile so wide
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the fact mgk requested rae specifically to do corpses parts after realising he needed someone. she fucking killed it #DAYWALKERMV
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TEN YEARS OF DAN AND PHIL GAMES
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1 year
i love your hair i love your eyes.. i love-
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charlie understanding physical touch is nicks love language so petting his hair to calm him when hes stressed is just so thoughtful
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NETFLIX I KNOW YOU HAVE MORE DELETED HEARTSTOPPER SCENES WHERE THAT ONE CAME FROM GIVE THEM TO ME NOW
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kit saying "making heartstopper was an extraordinarily important thing for me in terms of my life and my identity. being surrounded by strong confident queer people i cant tell you how empowering it is" has broken me. he got the confidence to be him from the people around him
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2 years
nick going to a rugby social one night and then lgbtq social the next is very him
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2 years
season 2 nick and charlie chemistry is about to destroy us all. they are so much closer and truly enjoy eachothers company
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"the second i met joe i just felt protective and such a bond. what can i say- hes every bit as amazing as youd hope"
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1 year
remember how kit had decided to surprise tobie by sending him a new camera for the season two vlogs after tobie was using his phone for the season one vlogs
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2 years
heres your sign to read iwyalb. the casting for the movie has just been announced and its such a beautiful story with a non binary main character. benathan are guarenteed to make you melt
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1 year
i dont trust people who dont cry at the final nick and charlie scene of season two every time they watch it
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he just is the same soft rugby boy who likes marvel in any universe
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the scene the blooper
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The scene the blooper
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whoever made this just know you made me cry
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they are so unserious
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