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ೀ. ana + purging recov since 06/12/2023 | eng + esp🇦🇷
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🫂❤️🩹 recovering for my little me
I swear I'm never going to hurt her again
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Americans have a real weird concept abt meals guys, how is it possible that your parents allow you to eat just a yog bowl for dinner or lunch, the culture differences are interesting lol
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me when eating makes me poop properly (don't starve yourself !!)
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here all the mums would say that it isn't a proper meal literally every time I want to eat yogurt for dinner my mom looks at me like this 😠
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I made apple oatmeal cookies <3 baking is therapy
(recipe in alt)
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my nutritionist told me "when the body doesn't have food the brain is full of it" lol
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"What motivates me to keep going in recovery is that I don't always want to be someone who's in re recovery"
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friendly reminder for me and everyone in recoverytwt ✨
being bloated after eating is normal and any food can't hurt you more than your ED. you're doing fine, a bad day doesn't mean you're doing wrong, it's a process 🫶🏻🫶🏻
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breakfast✨
kinda challenging a fear food ¿? (it's a typical sweet of my country)
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hii, big recovery win :)
We went with my mum to a bakery and had a pretty afternoon 🩷 my mind was screaming but I tried to enjoy the moment, guilty will pass, this memories are more valuable
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hii this is my bday breakfast✨
to celebrate I'm trying something different than my usual oatmeal yayy
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being in recovery is getting up every day and choosing to live, it's literally on your hands if you decide to give up or not. no one else are going to do it for u
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the pancakes were kinda a fear food so today I decided to make them fuck ED ✨😼
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friendly reminder for recoverytwt ✨
regaining weight = regaining health !!
and if you don't have to regain weight, your ED it's completely valid too
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today my meals were pretty disordered, I struggled a lot, so I'm only posting breakfast ✨
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my omelettes before☠️ vs my omelettes now✨
(I'm eating it for dinner right now)
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the amount of oats I used to allow me vs the amount I have now :) maybe you cant see it clearly here but I notice the difference 🫡
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I made more granola yayy and now my celebration yog bowl✨
I thought all day abt not eating more granola today aft the EH episode I had this morning but I really like it and crave it so FUCK ED IM EATING IT💋
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lunch🧚🏻 omg everything here is at the perfect point of how I like
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tanggerine season is coming and I'm literally like this every day
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I'm too scared abt gain weight but I know I don't have other options, I must do it so I'm trying to allow myself to do it by eating things I usually don't eat :)
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lunch before going to the uni om nom I missed eating pumpkin
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idk if I'm gaining weight but I really hope it (deep inside of me) bc I don't want to go inpatient and the past appointment they told me that this is the last chance 🙃
that's another reason why I'm trying to spend less time on tw
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I really want to be fully recovered one day, I want to enjoy living like I used to, want to make new memories with my bf family and friends and I know that an eating disorder can't give me all those things 🙇🏼♀️
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recovery is struggling a lot mentally but eating anyway, so it's a double struggle but the only way is dealing with it, not avoiding it, the process won't be comfortable and we must accept it
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hii I'm back I spent the weekend with my bf, he helped me to challenge a big ff, I finally ate chocolate 🤧🫶🏻🫶🏻
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୨୧ wieiad | 24/02/2024
not for comparison !! every day looks different
(struggling a lot but trying my best)
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today was the first time I didn't track the calories of ANYTHING and even if it's hard to deal with it (and also ate more than other days lol) I know it's the only way, one day I'll see only food and not numbers
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I really was a child who used to be excited about sweets, ice cream, going out for dinner or just random food on the street, and specially my grandma's food. I want all that back
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hii i'm back, today I finally had the exam, I didn't study enough but nvm my outfit was great🧚🏻 (I was freezing)
is the first time that some of you see my face :)
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me when I realized that actually eating allows me to think clearly, have energy and study and not looking like a zombie all the time
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I literally could eat roasted veggies as if they were chips
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Recovery win ✨
I ate an empanada after six months :')
didn't take a pic but it's basically this (I had one of spinach but also can be meat or whatever u want)
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it's crazy how many of us agree abt that recovtwt it's being triggering lately
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my mom baked orange oatmeal cookies for me🥹🥹
right is my snack, I think I'm going to eat another later 👉🏻👈🏻 they're so yummy I love her😭
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guess who decided to have another portion bc couldn't stop thinking abt food☝🏻
I'm trying to eat the main meals properly so I don't snack all day bc it triggers me more
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the choice of eating is only mine, recovering is my choice, I have to keep choosing this every day or I'm going to die that's it there's no other ending
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now my daily breakfast is pancakes bc it's the final exams period 😓
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୨୧ wieiad | 11/03/2024
every day looks different - trying my best :)
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you feel hungry or think abt food, you go and eat, that's it
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I'm developing an addiction to yogurt lol IN THIS ECONOMY ??? I can't spend money on the amount of yogurt I would like 😪😪
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yesterday I made a pear pie but my family ate it before I could take a pic
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the best decision I could make was to stop tracking every single thing I put in my mouth goddd, yes I feel guilty sometimes but living like that was exhausting and ridiculous I mean girl it's just a grape why did you count the calories ????
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stupid ed stupid illness i don't want to allow it to take me more time and memories, I must deal with the guilt and keep going just keep going i can i can i can
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I love when we realize abt obvious things like omg guess what ?? hunger goes when you eat !!🫨🫨 or omg I eat and I have energy !!
it's funny
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today's yogurt bowl for breakfast🫂
I woke up crying bc I didn't want to eat anymore lol but nvm I just have to keep pushing
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I can't believe there's people starving themselves till death just bc they think it makes them pretty lol I can't believe I was one of them ????? insane
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this meal literally broke almost 5 of my ed rules (unmeasured, cooked by others without knowing HOW, spaghetti, oil, cheese) I'm going INSANE but guess who SMASHED IT 💪🏻🤧
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This will happen to you if you don't choose recovery btw, but if u continue with that you don't know how long you will live lol maybe one day u just don't wake up anymore
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I'm struggling A LOT, I'm sure I've been crying every day since February, I don't want to get back into bad habits, it took me too much effort and pain to get at this point but now that I took the courage to push deeper into recovery I won't give up
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i must eat I must eat even if I don't have my hungry cues my body needs food
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a piece of ham with lettuce and tomato and you're calling it a recovery meal ?
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I made banana muffins for study snack but forgot to take pictures 😔 (pls save me I'm tired of reading PDF)
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lunch before uni ; this is like 200g of pumpkin you know I love it 🤣🙏🏼🙏🏼
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!!! this was my breakfast aft crying, bc relapsing isn't an option
TW // VENT weight mention (not number)
today was the hardest day of the year, I gained for the first time since started recovery and that made me had a mental breakdown
but I finally asked my parents to hide the scale somewhere I can't find it, I can't relapse again.
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୨୧ wieiad | 8/03/2024
not for comparison !! every day looks different
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before ed i never got bloated after meals (eating like a normal person) now even drinking juice makes me bloat because i've ruined my digestive system. take care of your body
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I don't want to be in recovery forever but I'm scared of being recovered, does it make sense?
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୨୧ wieiad | 14/02/2024
not for comparison !!
(struggling a lot but trying my best)
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the only salad breakfast that I support, sánguche de miga tostado MY BELOVED <3
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LOOK the size of the plum I ate this morning when I went to buy fruits 🙏🏼✨
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no matter how difficult it'll be, I'm not going to relapse again. the way I was destroying my body was scary, this second recovery was really a second chance TO LIVE and sometimes I forget it. I have to keep going
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today is my first month without purging (vomit) and two since I started *really* going into recovery 🥹
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I really wish one day to be able to eat normally again and have a healthy relationship with food 😪😪
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