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Momma to 6 sweet angels and 2 beautiful rainbow boys! miracle 3 due in December! Documenting motherhood and life with infertility and loss

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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
7 months
Today is Say Their Name Day. I’ve named each baby I’ve lost & I will proudly share their names to help end the stigma surrounding pregnancy loss. My babies matter and my grief does not have to be silent. Judah Arden &Ezri Urijah Eden Journee 🤍The world moves on and I do not🤍
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
6 months
Nurse: how many pregnancies and live births have you had not including this one? Me: 7 pregnancies, 2 live births Nurse: geez you get lucky but you don’t stay lucky huh? 🙃 if I was the kind of person to just punch people in the face with absolutely no remorse, I would have.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
1 year
Why is it so hard for people to have patience with kids just being kids? My toddler accidentally stepped on my brothers foot and he lost it, growling and slamming his fist on the table. I’m LIVID. An adult should never act that way especially towards a child! 1/2
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Even if my hcg doesn’t go up and I miscarry like my dr expects me to, I am pregnant in this moment and I will love this baby every second I am blessed to carry it.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
6 months
@a1theist It’s one thing to joke about your own. But completely different to make a joke about someone else.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
So… I am pregnant. I am cramping and have some spotting so I am absolutely terrified. But today, I am pregnant. I can’t bring myself to say those words out loud yet so typing them will be enough for now. I so desperately want you little baby, please please stay with me 🌈❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
1 year
And if it happens, APOLOGIZE! Why are we not apologizing to kids when we mess up? I just don’t get it. 2/2
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
7 months
Here we go again! I got my first positive test yesterday at 8dpo and tonight at 9dpo that pink line is just a tiny bit darker! So I’m asking for your prayers! Bombard heaven on my behalf and pray with me for this miracle! 🤞🏻✨❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Uh what…. Are my ovaries… doing what they are supposed to???
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
After 1 year of trying, 8 months with the fertility doctor, 6 medicated cycles A twin miscarriage last Christmas, 2 more miscarriages this year, and Countless scans and bloodwork, I am pregnant 🌈❤️ Praying so hard this baby stays with me
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
1 year
😳 I never thought this many people would see this. Between my mom and I, my brother now knows that wasn’t okay. He’s a brat who’s got some work to do but we still love him.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
6 months
Hey there little baby 🥰 stick with me, I love you so much!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
HOW THE HELL DO PEOPLE GET PREGNANT ON ACCIDENT!? I will literally never understand how you can accidentally have the most perfect timing and everything move smoothly and make a whole baby on accident. I’m not hating on those people at all, I just wish I was one of them 🙃
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
6 months
We’ve got a bit of a dye stealer! I’m so happy. Today I feel good! Today I am pregnant ❤️🌈 #rainbowbaby3
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I have prayed and dreamed of this moment, seeing a line so dark there’s no doubt ❤️ Keep growing baby! Mom, Dad and big brother love you so much already 🌈
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
6 months
4 W E E K S P R E G N A N T❤️🌈 Our little baby is the size of a poppy seed this week ❤️ I’m still testing and the lines are still getting darker. Feeling some occasional nausea and sore 🍈🍈 and the heartburn is brutal. But I’ll take it all as reassurance this baby is growing
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Another miracle to love to infinity and beyond 💫🌈💙❤️ #rainbowbaby
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I am done testing! …maybe. Now I’m waiting on my first ultrasound ❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Grow baby grow 🌈❤️ 9-13dpo line progression. I’m so full of hope that you’ll be in my arms next summer little one!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Hi sweet baby BOY! 💙 I couldn’t be happier that God has blessed us with another baby boy to love!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
4 months
All three of my boys 💙💙💙
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
We brought our little miracle home today. He passed every assessment perfectly and has been breastfeeding like a champ 💙 I’m so proud of this little boy.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
5 months
Introducing my littlest love, my last baby and my third sweet boy….. Say hello to Levi MaCoy 💙 December can’t come soon enough!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
The most perfect little peanut ❤️ Got to see their little heart beating away at 180bpm 🥰
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
1 year
@amiraligo 😂 yeah okay bud.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
8 months
Miracle number three joining our family this November 🤍
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Beta #1 : 20 Beta #2 : 48 Beta #3 : 4 I am grateful for the few days I had you and was able to celebrate you ❤️ my sweet baby, you will never leave my heart or my mind.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
This is so so so close to being a dye stealer. But still having some bleeding. Beta #2 results will be in tomorrow and I’m cautiously hopeful ❤️ stick baby stick! #pregnancyafterloss #pcos #PCOSAwarenessMonth
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
🥰 sooooooo hopeful for my 1st beta tomorrow! Please pray with me that this little baby will be in my arms in roughly 36weeks.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
5 months
Pregnancy after loss is so damn hard. I woke up this morning and wasn’t instantly nauseous so I of course jumped to worst case scenario. 🙃 I hate this. I wish I could have experienced a pregnancy without knowing the pain of loss. 😞
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I was made to be a boy mom 💙 Adding another little boy to our family in August! Giving my son a brother is a dream come true. Thank you Jesus for my boys 💙🌈
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
My tests are still very much positive, so today I am 5 weeks pregnant. Had some very light pink mucous the last two times I’ve wiped and I’m beginning to lose hope. Oh my little baby, I wonder if your heart is beating. Waiting til Tuesday for beta 2 results is absolutely torture.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
6 months
5 W E E K S P R E G N A N T: I’d be lying if I said I was fine. Today I am really struggling. I don’t know how I’m going to make it another 5 weeks before my first ultrasound. I just want this baby so much. Grow baby grow 🌈
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Our little miracle flexing and showing us what a big strong BOY he is!!! We love you so much already little man ❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I will talk about all of my miscarriages often and forever. Until the day talking about pregnancy loss is normalized, I will not be quiet. YOU DO NOT DESERVE TO GRIEVE ALONE. If you want to talk about it, I will always listen. Tell me all about your beautiful babies.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Putting my son in a “Best Brother Ever” shirt and seeing how long it takes my parents to figure it out 😂 I’m so excited to celebrate this little baby!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
I’m in the exact same room I was in when I got induced with my first boy almost exactly 2yrs ago. 🥹 I can’t believe this is happening. I can’t believe I am so blessed to be here again. 💙
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Today begins pregnancy and infant loss awareness month. I have named each sweet baby I have miscarried and I want to introduce the world to my babies. Judah 💙 Sept. ‘19 Arden & Ezri 💗💙 Dec. ‘20 Urijah 💙 June ‘21 Eden💗 Sept. ‘21 The world will move on and I will not ❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I told a friend that I couldn’t come to her baby shower. I just lost my 5th baby, mentally, I cannot put myself through that right now. She’s upset with me and told me it was so selfish. 😞 I wish I didn’t feel as awful as I do.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
6 months
Nothing sweeter than the smile on my nurse’s face as she cancelled my infertility follow up and scheduled my first ultrasound ❤️😭
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
18yr old cousin accidentally got pregnant with her second baby at 6months postpartum. I’m angry, not at her, but for all the women I know dying to be moms or grow their family. It makes no sense and is so wildly unfair.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
1 year
@teach_snark Right? He gave my mom some story about dropping a weight on it a few days ago 🙄
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
7 months
I’ve watched my test lines get lighter and lighter and now they are negative. This little baby was gone in the blink of an eye and I am heartbroken. And I’m angry. Why have I had to endure so much loss? 😞 I cannot believe this is the sixth baby I’ve lost. It doesn’t feel real.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
8, 9, and 10dpo 😍 keep doing what you’re doing sweet miracle!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
6 months
7 W E E K S P R E G N A N T: Feeling really pregnant! 😂 the nausea and heartburn are still brutal but thankfully I haven’t thrown up today! Excited/nervous to tell my family tomorrow. But I cannot wait to tell my oldest there’s a baby in my belly 🥹❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Looks like the letrozole may have worked! 😭 please please this be the month.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
I didn’t feel like being halfway anonymous anymore. 😂 Hi, I’m Bethany!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Finally got my results from my beta! At 5w5d my hcg was 7,016 ❤️🌈🎉
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I can’t even put into words what this means to me. This is EVERYTHING to a loss momma. ❤️ My babies are real and they matter and it’s incredible to have someone else acknowledge my angels 😭
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
6 months
Tested this morning and that line is still getting darker 🥹 I’m still pregnant! Dr is supposed to call me tomorrow to talk about blood work
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
5 months
Twelve weeks pregnant tomorrow💙 I made a new Amazon baby registry💙 And I’m officially announcing on Facebook in a few days! 💙 Grateful beyond grateful to be carrying this sweet baby!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
I’m obsessed with this sweet baby boy 💙
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
A year ago today I lost my twins. 💔💔 I will forever wonder who you both would’ve been. Today I am 8 weeks with my quadruple rainbow and yet I’m still so broken. There is no other side of infertility. There is no way I could ever forget the heartache of negative tests and loss.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
3w5d: my tests are darker again this morning! Nausea has arrived and my boobs are killing me!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!!!🥰🌈
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I’m not looking forward to some of my family finding out this baby is a boy. They’ve been saying “her” and talking about buying dresses since I told them I am pregnant. What’s wrong with having two boys?? Sure I would love to have a girl, but I’m just as excited about my boy! 💙
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
22 weeks pregnant today 💙 Anatomy scan on Monday and hopefully we can confirm this baby is indeed a boy 😂 mom and husband are still convinced it’s a girl so we shall see!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Hey little cutie 🥰 Momma was so happy with the midwife wheeled in the ultrasound and we got to see you! Big brother kept saying “woah” and “football” 😂
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
6 months
6 W E E K S P R E G N A N T: The nausea comes and goes but when it’s here it’s AWFUL, and the heartburn is absolutely brutal 24/7. I had a dream last night this baby was a girl 🥹 keep growing sweet baby. I can’t wait to meet you 🌈❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I don’t love my body, I can’t imagine ever truly loving it. My body is no where near perfect but it carried my son and it’s currently carrying my second rainbow baby. I pray I never forget what a miracle it is that I get to be a mama 🌈💙 #15weeks #rainbowbaby #mama
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I’ve only made it this far one other time. And that baby is playing on the floor with all his toys he got for Christmas ❤️ #pregnancyafterloss #rainbowbaby
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
1 year
@amiraligo I don’t know maybe because he should care about being a decent human being who is in control of their own emotions…
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
These were on clearance so I had to 💙 can’t wait to see my little rainbow in them.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Tomorrow I’ll be 10 weeks ❤️ hitting those double digits feels like a huge milestone to me! Grow little baby grow!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
36 weeks today 🌈💙 I’m hoping these next 3 weeks go by so fast. I’m so ready look this little miracle in the face
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
The results are in ❤️❤️❤️ We can now call this sweet baby by their name! Although my husband doesn’t believe the results 😂
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
4 weeks of breastfeeding 💙 I’m so proud of us.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Friendly reminder: Women on the “other side” of infertility still carry the trauma with them. Just because they get pregnant doesn’t mean they immediately stop needing support. Pregnancy after loss is HARD. Let’s be supportive through EVERY part of this rollercoaster.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
Changed my name up a little bit 🥰 Very soon I won’t be pregnant anymore and I’ll have my two miracle rainbows in my arms. Raising these rainbow boys will be the joy of my life 💙
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
This time feels different. I really think this baby might be my rainbow 😭🌈 Telling my momma tonight, because I want her support either way!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
6 months
5weeks 5days and the the “morning sickness” has arrived 🤢👍🏻 Got sick once this morning before taking my oldest to school and again when we got home and I attempted to drink coffee. 😭 Let this be evidence of a healthy, growing baby in there 🤞🏻🌈
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
7 months
My tests last night showed progress on easy at home strips but the first response looked the same as two days prior. Waiting until tomorrow night to test again to hopefully see some darker lines! Please stick little baby! 🤞🏻❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
5 weeks pregnant today 🌈❤️ I thought about taking weekly pics but I think that would only make me hate my body even more. Being plus size and pregnant is hard 😔
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
13+2 and I’m either in the first week of the 2nd trimester or the last week of the first. I keep seeing different answers so I’m just gonna go with it and say we made it to the 2nd trimester! ❤️❤️❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
3w4d: tests were darker again this morning! 🥰 Grow baby grow! Please stay cozy in there for the next 36wks!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Still very dark tonight!!! 🤞🏻✨ come on come on, let this little egg be my rainbow baby!!! 🌈❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I made a baby registry ☺️ I’m feeling so good about you little baby! Keep growing! Momma, Daddy and big brother get to take a peek at you in 8 days! ❤️🌈
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
My boys 💙
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
23 Weeks today and I just saw the tiniest little kick from the outside. 🥺 I love you little man, keep on kicking me 💙
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Happy 12 weeks my little peanut 💙 this is day 2 of no actual throw up! Here’s to hoping we can keep the streak going!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
3wks3days: tests were darker this morning! Come on baby, keep going! 🌈
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
My first ultrasound is tomorrow 🥰 I could throw up just thinking about how nervous I am.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Honestly making an anonymous Twitter to talk about ttc and infertility has been so beneficial for my mental health. I finally feel free to feel what I feel without judgment!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
4 months
Ultrasound confirmed our little baby is indeed a boy! Boy mom for life 💙💙💙
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
So beyond excited for this baby boy! You are so loved already. Only 23ish weeks until we are able to hold this answered prayer in our arms 💙
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
5 months
We know the gender of this sweet baby! I am so happy to have this little baby complete our family ❤️ Come on December!!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
I passed my glucose test!!! 🎉 Annnnnd everything on my ultrasound came back normal! We have a perfectly healthy chunk that will be in our arms so soon! 😭❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
5 months
Ultrasound first thing in the morning! I’m so ready to see you sweet baby and hear your heartbeat! 💙 Keep us in your thoughts tonight! 🙏🏻
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Every night when my husband starts to snore I’ll aggressively change positions or even just kick my legs around until he wakes up enough to stop and we repeat this until I’m so exhausted I just pass out. 👍🏻 Anyone else? 😂
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
Just listened to baby’s heartbeat with my doppler ❤️ First time my husband has got to hear it 😭 literally the best sound ever.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 months
17 W E E K S P R E G N A N T: The little kicks I feel occasionally make my day. But to be honest this is still so hard. Pregnancy after loss is the hardest thing I’ve ever been through. Holding my breath in between appointments until I can hear his little heartbeat. 💙
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
What we asked for vs what we got 😬 My baby shower was nothing like expected. But at least I know who really cares
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I told my great aunts today that I am pregnant and they all prayed over me and this baby ❤️ You are so loved and so wanted already my little one
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
November 12, 2021 We pulled the trigger! I’m so hopeful one of those follicles will be my rainbow baby! 🌈❤️
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
The replies are disgusting. You shame fat people for not working out but when they do you still shame them? Make it make sense. Everyone deserves clothes that fit their body so I applaud Nike for this. You miserable people need a new hobby.
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These new Nike ads on Instagram are something else.
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
I had a dream about giving birth to this little baby and it was beautiful. I’m really hoping we have that incredible delivery and this baby will be in my arms in 29wks!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
Don’t tell a breastfeeding mom her baby is “so skinny”. I can promise you she already questions everything and if she’s doing enough. As a matter of fact, can we stop commenting on all babies’ bodies and eating habits? We are doing our best and don’t need the doubts
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
2 years
My boys 💙
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
My sneak peek test was delivered to their lab this morning!!! We should know tonight! 🎉❤️ I’m so excited to give you your name sweet baby!
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
4 months
Yes, I have two boys. Yes, I am pregnant with our third boy. NO, we will NOT be trying again for a girl. 🙄
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
2 more pregnancy announcements from old high school classmates. Both mentioned the baby being an “oops”. God, I wish I could be so care free and just be surprised. I wish i could just be happy and scroll on but I can’t. Infertility really just messes everything up doesn’t it? 😞
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bethany 🌈🤰🏻
3 years
We did it!! We announced!!
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