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21f | ugw: 135 im fat and not fatphobic ಠ_ಠ

mdni!! binge eating disorder🍉
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@radioplayings
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4 months
GUYS
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@radioplayings
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11 months
im so fat but that isn’t gonna drastically change in a month so i have to just … be gentle with myself. change takes time. progress will be slow. but ill get to where i want to be
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@radioplayings
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4 months
@r0me0sux fuck yeah laxative
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@radioplayings
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11 months
oh my GOD How do people drink 2 liters of water a day you’re fucking lying
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@radioplayings
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4 months
@junk0r3xic I WANT to explode I hope it helps me with that 😭
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@radioplayings
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2 months
having BED is so hard cause I’m over here celebrating eating under 1500 cals everyday and not binging and … how is that a victory? that’s normal .
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@radioplayings
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4 months
@biggestdummie it has so much fiber too 😭😭😭 I love Aldi
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@radioplayings
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6 months
i feel like im the only one who struggles with BED . like i get other people binge but does anyone else do it everyday? does anyone else have to physically fight with themselves so they don’t eat the whole fridge? i feel like my stomach is never full
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@radioplayings
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11 months
are u fucking kidding me
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@radioplayings
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4 months
being fat means not going out cause you’re fat which means not being active which means getting fatter which means you only get worse which means there’s no end . i am struggling to break this cycle. just now am i starting to spend time outdoors
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@radioplayings
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9 months
all my fat ass does is eat bro
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@radioplayings
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10 months
me literally
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@radioplayings
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11 months
need someone that calls me a fat ass everyday
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@radioplayings
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7 months
it’s 7 pm and i have a paper due tomorrow that i had all week to finish
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4 months
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@radioplayings
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11 months
little reminder that im 21 and don’t want to be following any minors. and i will most likely not follow back if you don’t have your age in your bio </3
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@radioplayings
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11 months
OKAY FINE thread of me eating less than 1100 a day to get to my first goal of losing 20 pounds by January 31st
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@radioplayings
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2 months
do any of my moots like kombucha
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4 months
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@radioplayings
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11 months
look at my new bowl
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@radioplayings
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10 months
HUH
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@radioplayings
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8 months
the new year was supposed to be a fresh start and i fucked it up and then February was supposed to be a fresh start and i fucked it up and i fuck everything up but the one thing I don’t fuck up on is getting fatter I’m so good at getting fatter
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@radioplayings
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11 months
need someone to do this to me
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@radioplayings
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2 months
i am officially two months binge free !
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@radioplayings
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11 months
im actually so confused i lost 30 pounds by eating 1500-2000 cals a day last year but now im eating 1100-1300 and im like ?? gaining and losing and gaining why is that bro
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@radioplayings
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10 months
me when not being on edtwt causes me to have normal days where i don’t think about food constantly and binge
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@radioplayings
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11 months
said if i lost 9 pounds by new years I’d reward myself with a whole bag of chips and my bf said “then what’s the point of losing all that weight”
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@radioplayings
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11 months
i feel so guilty when i can’t restrict like other people and i have horrible days since i suffer from binge eating. but i know that creating a healthy relationship with food means long term success and i won’t get that by punishing myself and putting myself through hell
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@radioplayings
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11 months
if im being honest? ill eat and have dessert and might as well just try not to think ab the calories or what im eating. Friday will be a new day and I don’t wanna miss out on pie if im being totally real with you 😔
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@radioplayings
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11 months
eating a greasy burger
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im 21 and don’t use any skincare products does anyone have like … recommendations ? 😥 my skin is so nasty
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@radioplayings
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11 months
@sukieatsx thank u!!! haven’t heard of it before so i def will 🫶🫶🫶 appreciate it
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@radioplayings
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11 months
you guys mix protein powder with yogurt whaaaaat
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@radioplayings
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7 months
this monstrosity of a cookie im eating right now
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@radioplayings
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11 months
kinda wanna start intermittent fasting . maybe 12-16 hours ? it’s hard to not have snacks at night even if they are in within my calorie limit but
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4 months
me: why am i losing so slowly ? also me:
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@radioplayings
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4 months
one month binge free and 12 pounds down !!!
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@radioplayings
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2 months
goodnight everyone! wish me luck/pray that tomorrows appointment goes super well. im very nervous and need some support
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@radioplayings
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9 months
you know your relationship is bad when you go to Reddit for advice and everyone drags you through the mud
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10 months
omg after i went on my walk i sat down on some steps and leaned against what i thought was like a pole? But it was actually some other girl there and i was like HORRIFIED cause i kept leaning against it and it kept moving and im like wtf kind of pole is this 💀
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10 months
me telling myself it’s ok im not losing weight super fast cause ill have less loose skin
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@radioplayings
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11 months
planning on getting my nails done in January but am already thinking of design ideas. which is cuter? i like the last one a lot but also the middle one is simpler ?
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@radioplayings
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11 months
do you guys like the smell of rosemary or no
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7 months
cookie again …
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11 months
going grocery shopping with this paycheck Istg I need halo top and new low cal meal ideas. like sandwiches? chicken wraps? and overnight oats wtf is that it sounds so good
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@radioplayings
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3 months
as someone who has BED, appetite suppressants can only do so much 😭😭 most of the time I will eat not cause im hungry but because it’s a comfort !!! having a serious ED and using meds isn’t anything be ashamed of and she looks fucking great
@dainty_sofia
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Just to let everyone know she didn’t do shit to lose weight :) she used ozempic and yeah. She don’t deserve no credit imo
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it took me 6 months to lose 30 pounds and im trying to lose 30 in 3 months and i was getting discouraged cause before it took me so long but i went back to check on how many cals id eat and i used to do 1500-2000 . like i had so many days were i went way over my limit
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7 months
@kellanniii we’re all in this together bestie 🫶
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@radioplayings
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11 months
ordered a medium cold brew from Dunkin and they gave me a large and it’s so sweet I’m so nervous cause i have no idea how many cals 😭
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@radioplayings
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11 months
i can’t be the only one that feels this way. i can’t be the only one that feels like they’re not real or can’t fit in or do anything im not a human being sometimes
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4 months
380 cals for the whole bag?!!??? big fucking win for me today
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@radioplayings
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11 months
4 BILLION FOLLOWERS?????
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@radioplayings
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2 months
3 more pounds to reach the weight I was two years ago before I relapsed and gained it all back . let’s hope this time i keep losing
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Friday im saying fuck calories and going to order either veggie pizza or a greasy ass burger cause i wanted to have something yummy while watching the fnaf movie lol
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@radioplayings
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9 months
im very sorry for the spam tweets im about to make but i do feel super lonely and lost and I would love to talk about something super quick and I don’t expect anyone to read it ALL or even reply but I just can’t hold it in and journaling doesn’t fully help I want to feel heard
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4 months
if you don’t stop ….
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bf just tried telling me food isn’t an addiction and that i have it easier .. as if i don’t struggle with this everyday and hate everything about myself
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@radioplayings
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2 months
love you forever churro flavor sugar free jello pudding 60 calories a cup te amo eres mi vida mi amor
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11 months
i made them . was 300 cals for all this (plus more but i had eaten like two already)
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11 months
are insomnia cookies good ? never had those or crumbl cookies but i wanna split one with my bf when he comes to visit me
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7 months
ily moots just a reminder
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@radioplayings
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11 months
ive been overeating non stop how do i break the cycle
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2 months
bf cheated on me again. we just broke up. i feel so worthless and disgusting. I want to disappear
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11 months
edtwt when they realize there’s other eating disorders other than ana 😔🥺
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11 months
i want a treadmill so bad
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4 months
how do y’all eat so little without your head hurting ???
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10 months
someone stop me from downloading a dating app rn ohmyogd
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11 months
need people in my city who i can go out with cause ive become super depressed and don’t leave my house :(
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11 months
had a talk with my mom and dad about how i really want to start eating better and need help with it cause they bring home so much junk food and snacks and i think they listened
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@radioplayings
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8 months
not to make excuses for myself, I know that me overeating is my own fault but does anyone else lose control when people offer them food
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10 months
guys i have maintained for TWO MONTHS
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4 months
@BLURRNGS I KNOW that’s actually why I want them so bad too plus they’re HALF the cals of the bagels I usually buy
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@radioplayings
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11 months
seeing websites tell me my ideal weight is 113 is the worst. holy shit i have a long way to go
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4 months
hate not knowing how many cals are in my dinner. mom made rice and chicken drumsticks so I estimated 300 for the rice and 200 for each drumstick but idk!!!
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11 months
whoever did this ur a loser pinche pendejo
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@radioplayings
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3 months
turkey bacon + egg breakfast sandwich and strawberries with coolwhip . 336 cals including 90 cal coffee
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11 months
this is my body type rn stop posting this PHOTOGHFIDKNSSMQN D
@callmeanabunny
Amanda ❥✧⁠*
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Me when I realize I am actually fat and it's not just body dysmorphia
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i cant do omad i am constantly hungry so spreading my meals throughout the day helps me sm :(
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5 months
gave my bf money so he could get his mom flowers and a pastry from me for Mother’s Day and he didn’t do it and then told me that it doesn’t matter cause it’s not like his parents know we’re talking
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@radioplayings
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4 months
i know this is like edtwt and im embarrassed having to admit when i binge or overeat . but i do want to be honest about my journey and how hard it is struggling with BED. im going to lose the weight though and im going to document all of it. the ups and downs of it all
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3 months
going to make a thread of me reviewing protein bars and diet sodas even tho no one has ever asked me to do that . i just like keeping track of everything ive tried lol
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2 months
chat gpt said this was 400 cals 🧍‍♂️
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8 months
i love all my moots i love u all sm
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my mom called my thighs huge and like yeah they are but SHUTUP ???
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@radioplayings
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2 months
idk how I’m going to cope with this breakup. it’s been a very toxic and abusive relationship. started when I was 17 and he was 21. he’s been nothing but horrible. i am very isolated and all I can think about is getting to meet new people and go out
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4 months
i can’t imagine like someone posting about pizza or donuts or whatever and having someone say “ew don’t eat that” like shutup??? who asked ?
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5 months
im 21 and scared of getting a job
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@radioplayings
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2 months
yes! dropped out of school and went an entire year w/o leaving my house and didnt talk to anyone else. not even online like no one wanted to talk to me I felt very depressed. Im in a much better place now cause I have online friends but I still dont hang out with anyone irl 🙃
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@radioplayings
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3 months
vacation means eating things you normally don’t eat im ok im ok even if i gain 5 pounds i will lose it please shutup . i will go back to not eating shit food like i was. vacation is meant to be fun please pelas fhfdn
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HELLO it’s my bday
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@radioplayings
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11 months
you’ll never catch me posting a body check or face reveal on here omg
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11 months
lowkey might make them again today they were good but after they’re done I’m going to put them in the fridge cause the apple wasn’t crunchy enough lol
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11 months
i made them . was 300 cals for all this (plus more but i had eaten like two already)
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7 months
broke up with my emotionally abusive bf (again)
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4 months
Is 500 cals good for this chocolate ice cream or am I completely underestimating it
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11 months
this is so stupid lol
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11 months
scrolling on edtwt in public is crazy
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10 months
hi guys im really heartbroken right now :)
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4 months
guess who hopped on the halo top bandwagon!!! so good …
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6 months
wanting to lose weight vs being freshly out of a relationship and coping by binge eating
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4 months
i don’t enjoy drinking my cals anymore. i used to enjoy my 160 cal coffee now it’s like why would i waste that many cals on coffee :(
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