I know there’s a pandemic on and everything is kind of anxiety provoking but today I found out that I passed my finals and turns out I’m going to be a doctor. Bonkers. I’m very happy. (this is the only picture of not cake or trees I took today so it’ll do)
I got a message today to say that a discharge letter of mine was good and honestly I never realised how much a wee bit of positive feedback could brighten my day. Very sleepy post nights but also very much enjoying this whole working craic.
I’m exhausted, drained and down in the dumps because I’m finding this whole interim F1 thing all a bit rough. It’s important to be honest because (hopefully) in a few months time I’ll feel able to do this. Not so much tonight though.
Returned to medicine and I love this job. Yes I’m tired and I worry about all the answers I don’t have but it’s just great. If the bleep could calm it maybe I’d have time to think about the answers but I’m working on it. The best. Never have to do not medicine again either! Mad.
Tonight I want to do a thread about medical books because I see lots of peeps wanting recommendations and it’s always the same three or four books that get recommended. NOT TONIGHT. Some of these may be harder to find but are well worth a treasure hunt 💫
It’s been a long hard year but I’m so sad to be leaving Daisy Hill for the last time today. I had the best year with the best people and got to do what remains to be my dream job. 10/10 would do it all again.
Also might have been voted F1 of the year. Year made.
I am a giant doctoring blueberry because my purple scrubs have arrived. I should be giving out parma violets but it’s a hospital and it’s covid times so I guess that’s inappropriate.
I never thought I’d be so delighted to get a vaccine. And I love vaccines. This is famously a polio vaccine stan account. Also there were birds in the leisure centre. Yes lads.
Was just properly told off by someone in Waterstones for looking at my phone! Like a member of the public!! Post first ED nights me obvs not capable of finding it funny rn so immediately cried. This be king thing doesn’t always work out does it hahaha
I'm more than a little astounded that I was able to accept an academic foundation programme place with
@_NIMDTA
today. Delighted doesn't even almost cover it.
It me a tired puffin leaving a wee bit late because I have yet to perfect time management. Tomorrow is another (long) day though!
And someone thanked me for having a chat because CLEARLY I have great chat!
“We need Hallowe’en – it’s sexier than Valentine’s Day, less anticlimactic than New Years, cheaper than Christmas and more Irish than St Patrick’s Day”
In other words it’s the best
@AllisonRBond
“Failure to progress” and “poor maternal effort” stuck with me post obsgyn. Not in a good way. Enjoyed this blog post about the language used around birth.
“The study was commissioned by the anti-abortion group Both Lives Matter”
Well I for one see NO ISSUES with that at all. Sure let’s just ignore the NI life and times survey. What even is a representative sample? I don’t know her. Who is she?
I had *the best* first day at
#dotMD22
- so much so I didn’t even tweet! The cherry on top was getting to see my name in an actual real life book. “Tools of the Trade” means a lot to me and the entire experience of helping to edit it made my year.
Thanks to
@QUBMedEd
for giving the NI FiY1s lovely little care packs! Very excited to get to use this eye mask in 13 hours time when I finally return to my bed. Apologies for nightmare inducing pictures 😂
Today was my last day of academic rotation and I don’t have enough characters to cover what I’ve learned from clinicians and researchers and everyone in between the two. It’s been the best time. It’s also taught me that I have lots to learn (never a bad thing really). Now to ED🥳
Granny mentioned last week how much she missed baking now she can’t do it anymore so today I brought ingredients for an apple pie and i did as I was told. We had the best day. Even if it isn’t quite as good as she would have been able to make alone. No one judge my dodge pastry!
“We got to the point no one could comprehend...when people would not even shake hands”
I’m reading about Polio again and it’s interesting to see that although what’s happening now in response to coronavirus seems so foreign, similar things have happened before.
After a very busy week on call I still *completely love* my job but it’s hard and I’m not worth 26% less than a doctor was a decade ago.
#PayRestoration
#DoctorStrikes
I’ve not only completed my online F1 induction today but also managed to wear a skirt I need to stretch out a bit and my new space boots that need worn in. Is this multitasking?
The cat I’ve been trying to befriend on my evening walk finally took me as his own and hopped on to my knee for a snooze tonight. I can’t feel my legs because of the prolonged squat but it was so worth it. Yes that’s what my face did when he lay down.
Honestly
@LucyandYak
should just take all my monies. Also - I’m not in a hospital today but leg coverings are in situ. No one freak out. I’m not sure what the opinion of the appropriateness of shiny shoes are. I’ll await comment.
Omg can I just say that I did good. Like these are more than edible and hopefully will do wonders for international relations.
My new Welsh and English friends liked them anyway and I’m sure are booking flights to Belfast for more as we speak.
Sadly I’m working today and can’t go galavanting around bookstores for the first day of
#IndependentBookshopWeek
but I went to
@NOALIBISBOOKS
yesterday and can confirm it would be the perfect place to start such a spree
Reread (listened) to “When Breath Becomes Air” and I’m reminded of my favourite paragraph, potentially ever.
“do not…discount that you filled a dying man’s days with a sated joy…”
Today a person I help to look after told me all about how they were in hospital for two years(!!) because of TB a long long time ago. Working in a care home is hard at times but it’s still one of the best decisions I made. Very grateful that I still get to hear all these stories.
@gore_bernie
@damienwlr
@Deisesupes
I once drove away from a petrol station outside Belfast with my purse on top of my car. Two hours later a white van arrived at our house with my purse. They'd seen it fly off and picked it up from the roundabout. The best ❤️
DELIGHTED to finally be able to visit
@ByrnesBooks
today and got something I’ve wanted for a very long time. All in all a lovely triapse about the place.
“You spend five years at medical school, learning how to fix things, only to arrive on the wards and discover very quickly that there are many, many things you will never be able to fix.”
Wearing this dress to placement today because where’s the most socially distant place you could be? IT’S SPACE. I also think it has give-me-space vibes which works too.
I’ve recently discovered the
@LibrariesNI
audiobook library and it’s fantastic because I can listen to all sorts of things that I maybe wouldn’t pick up from a shelf. And I can listen at x2 speed so I’m wizzing through things. Forever grateful for public libraries.
"I’ve come to believe that being witnesses to each other’s hardships, even and maybe especially when we can’t completely fix them, is one of the most important things we do for each other"
This is wonderful
Re painful knee
“What do you expect? The knee is ninety-five years old!”
“Yes, but so is the other one, and it doesn’t bother me a bit.”
I love this book. And (again) geriatrics could be for me yet.
I’m having the best day because I arrived home to a lovely
@NOALIBISBOOKS
package of books I’ve been after for an age (also a proof of a novel I can’t wait for) and I have rainbow cake. Incredible.
Cut my fringe so now it’s kind of wonky again and my eyebrows look like they’ve been tattooed on. I’m getting coffee and cake to make it better. Happy Friday.
“A patient’s main motivation for becoming an expert in his or her condition is to manage it- perhaps even cure it. The patient isn’t trying to subvert his or her physician.”
Just your routine friendly reminder to redirect any and all requests for interview or comment on strike action to
@TheBMA
✨
If however anyone wants to invite me to speak on how best to avoid scaring squirrels while running through parks I’m your gal 🐿️
I practice all my OSCE exams on Mr Duck prior to the actual thing. I think he’s had enough of me though because I just measured his abdomen as being in keeping with 30 weeks gestation. Unimpressed.
This is the face of someone who can’t decide whether she wants you to stop and chat about her poster, or for you to walk by after pausing to give a polite smile. Three coffees down and I’m TOTALLY CALM.
My entire family and all friends hate them but LOOK AT MY NEW CLOWN SHOES.
Cue goofy floor smile because they cause excruciating pain atm.
I think I have to keep them.
I may not have a nose but a five year old decided to draw me in clinic today and I’ve never looked better tbh. She used my pink stethoscope and wants to be a dr. Or a farmer. Not sure yet.
"“Currently, in medical training, we fail to recognize the importance of critical thinking and critical reasoning,” Croskerry told me. “The implicit assumption in medicine is that we know how to think. But we don’t.”"
I don’t sleep at the best of times but tonight feels like the night before Christmas except instead of Christmas it’s F1 day one and I know my present is going to be a bleep