@Lexi_4k
splat safety will ban victims for being a little mean but give their abusers a slap on the wrist i’ve had a case open for months and it’s completely cold
it’s so hard to find games in sendouq and it’s so demotivating
i can only play with my team cause nobody around even d5+ wants me on their team usually. like i know people have publicly said im bad and carried before but is that the consensus with me
dating in college is a nightmare i see a pretty woman on hinge and start crying and breathing heavily because i am privileged to share the same campus as her
home just for tonight and tomorrow morning. i’m pretty sick right now ( I NEVER run fevers ) and i planned to go home regardless. I need dog time and a cold bath
I still want to play splatoon so I wanna ping my friends for open and sendouq every once in awhile when the season starts. I just need to take a break and find that balance
more alfredo for dinner— penne pesto alfredo with fries ^^ i’m always so happy when the school has alfredo!
my next class is math at 6:30 and i have that with my friend maria
like i try really hard to improve and balance everything the best i can, and i know im not the best player but i just feel like im never given a chance and idk ive been called bad and carried by so many people i just like
i went to the rabbi for shabbat and the rabbi gave me 3 cucumbers because i had a bowl of them two weeks ago. i ate all of them in a half hour. i don’t even like cucumbers that much
I actually don’t fully hate my job
Like I’m a cashier but I enjoy talking to customers. I get smiled at and people speak about their pets, plans, birthdays, it’s nice and I get to interact with people
the cops were just at my job like “hey do you recognize this woman” and like i know she’s def probably a criminal but lowkey imma be real she looked good. didn’t recognize her though
i always was scared with Hu that i made their design too masculine or two feminine but so far i’ve had 2 requests call them both a mischievous boy and a naughty girl so i feel like i succeeded in making them really androgynous
woke up at 7:45 and texted a bit with my irl. he’s in boston for his college so i miss him a bunch- he is also super busy umu. but he said we can hang out and play video games this week
i tried to do a new hairstyle but failed because im bad at hair too
i took a shower before my next class cause i just felt like it. i’ve been doing skeleton and muscle system coloring to help learn the body parts. im gonna walk and talk with my friend maria and leave early
I literally turn 18 next week- move out in under 2 months but I can’t even go and use a car unless my parents need me to go somewhere and I can’t even go out with friends
She literally went behind my back to shittalk me to other players after wanting things to be normal again. I have the receipts. Yes, I spoke to my friends about how this upset me. I have every right to do that
@zorristars
i understand this post so much. i was always told to pursue art because im good at it and ive drawn so much but i dont see a future in the industry. i feel like it isnt worth pursuing so i just create for myself— im studying occupational therapy instead
Actually work is a lot more tolerable when you have mostly elderly customers and you just remember they were young once and you talk to them like a peer
Anyways gonna log off now. If allegations evolve I’m able to respond, there’s a reason why I always try and be swift and provide evidence ( in this situation I’m hesitant due to a third party ) but if it goes further I’ll do as needed to ensure the record is straight
Fuck man it wasn’t normal for every little thing I did to be laughed at or for all my efforts to be ignored that was just mass bullying the only reason I didn’t notice it was because it wasn’t as direct I’m cooked
seminar class at 12:00 at CAS— it’s a short walk kinda you just have to pass construction. during my studying i actually got some prep done like i finished my flash cards and i started on a diagram AND did my work for seminar
8:30 i began to send a video to my mom about my day as i headed to class. i made a detour to buy a sweet treat because the line was short. usually i get breakfast with my friends but monday is the sole outlier
8:55 im waiting for my first class— med terms
I hate the fact that so many games make Hebrew and Jewish culture a massive part of their lore and just keep it a lore “deep” thing and never give characters, a region, culture, ANYTHING