mains ;
like this to be added to my mains list !
you give me permission to be silly , to randomly dm , to randomly @ you in starters :3 basically u give me friend permissions ^_^!! i WILL randomly annoy u , so be warned…
@estahvs
jasmine flowers are known for their sweet fragrance. they mean love , sensuality , and beauty.
lavenders are used for their calming properties ; because they have a low dose of the sedative lorazepam , they’re known in the human realm for putting mortals to sleep.
𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝙸𝙸.
𝐬𝐞𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐜𝐬.
tw // murder, spoilers for kyouka, extreme violence, graphic descriptions, neglect, child abuse, pedophilia, sexual assault. proceed with caution, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
// hc kyouka dyed the lower part of her hair to a blonde / white to connect with jouno more . her hair already is the same color as tecchou’s but she didnt want jouno to be left out so bun dyed her hair into a blonde ombre to make him feel better
mister verlaine ..
[ shakes head softly. sighs. ]
// mun - note : i keep forgetting verlaine has canonically been kyouka’s trainer while she was in the mafia 😭
( ✨ )
[ she’s having another one of those moments — figure hunched over , hands clawing frantically at her chest , gasping for breath as she collapses to her knees. ]
[ pure adrenaline rushes through her veins — and she sobs , trying to get rid of the awful feeling. ]
@estahvs
[ she conjures iced petals from edible flowers for the koi ; roses , petunias , marigolds , and watch as the koi nibble on the florals. ]
they like it !!
[ she calls back ecstatically ; occupied. ]
look !! look !! they like it !!!
@estahvs
[ she stares , eyes wide ; failing to have considered the other factor , before she falls to her knees and begins to cry. ]
[ she weeps , hands clutched over her face , clawing at her scalp and tugging on her roots ; desperate for a relief , yet grateful for her life. ]
@estahvs
i had one of those things the humans always have — parents , i think.
i had a lovely little garden , in my dream.
i had roses , and tulips — and tomatoes and basil.
it was a beautiful garden.
@estahvs
[ she manages to stumble her way back to his side ; sitting down next to him and waiting for the tea to warm up a bit more. ]
[ she yawns , quietly ; shaking her head to try and stay awake , brushing out the knots in her hair. ]
@estahvs
[ she immediately scrambles out , shivering. ]
.. sorry.
[ she mumbles , face flushed. ]
[ she resembles a drowned cat ; hair sticking oddly in weird places , garments dripping with water. ]
@abhorinjustice
@ironintestines
[ a call rings on jouno’s cell. only civil servants and government officials have access to /this/ number , so it must be serious .. ]
[ tecchou stares curiously as jouno’s phone buzzes. ]
[ answer the call ? ]
@sinnersdivinee
// everyones pro mental health until they get surprised that i split on them cz they said xyz except ive told them xyz triggers me enough times for the sun to rebuild itself if it were to spontaneously combust
tw // ed , recov
// i think im finally recovering :) now whenever i see thinspo or proana posts i dont desire to be dangerously underweight like them anymore and actually think it looks worse than being at a normal weight !
🎉
big milestone for me. never thought id be here.
@sinnersdivinee
// no cz someone w bpd told me that they were hurt by. the anger vents. that i vented. to a friend. IN. DMS. their justification to “why tf did you have abc send you MY vents and then get upset by MY vents that were said and sent in PRIVATE was “well i dont anger vent so.. “
@estahvs
[ she looks up , grin on her face ; eyes shining with mirth. ]
is that the tea ?
[ she asks ; scrambling up to regain to composure. ]
it smells nice !
i like to imagine kyouka going home and mentioning her mama and atsushi going “didn’t your mom. yk.” and she goes “no no the doa member” and atsushi goes “oh, ofc. WAIT—“
“ .. kyouka. kyouka izumi. “
“ i work at .. the agency. “
[ work isnt exactly the best word to describe her situation — but its whatever. ]
“ ive .. seen you around. once or .. twice. “