I’m not on shedtwt, but TW for suicidal ideations, selfharm (nothing graphic or descriptive), disordered eating and mentally ill behaviour. Stay safe and take care of yourself!

im not like super involved in disordered spaces since this is a digital diary for me first and foremost but whenever i log in i realize my feed on here is bleak as shit like no wonder y’all are so depressed when every other post is a suicide note 😭

the people you surround yourself with will rub off on you, so surround yourself with happy people. just because you’re mentally ill doesn’t mean you have to be miserable which may sound crazy to those who don’t know of any other way to be but it’s true!

self-hate is contagious. misery is contagious. you’ll find yourself in a much better headspace once your feed is no longer flooded with random vents and emotionally dysregulated teenagers telling you suicide is an option. these spaces are genuinely so damaging to your psyche

i initially created this account at my lowest point as a kind of digital diary. i knew from the start i wasn’t here to build community or recover, disordered twitter is bad for either of those. all people do on here is doompost and discourage each other from getting better

i know im on disordered twitter so it’s kind of hypocritical coming from me but that’s also exactly why i have the necessary credentials to say this. being on here is keeping a lot of you guys stuck in your victim complex and a bad headspace

Op is also 16 so I understand. I attempted for the first time when I were 16. I know what it’s like to feel like your life is over before you even had the chance to live it but if you’re reading this I hope you grow to realize that it couldn’t be further from the truth!

Suicide doesn’t erase trauma, it creates new ones. The biggest blindness that comes with suicidal thoughts is the idea that nothing can ever get better which is simply not true. The truth is that nothing can possibly get better if you’re dead

This rhetoric is so harmful and dangerous. Stop trying to rationalize suicide and sell hopelessness as compassion. If you’ve ever read a suicide note it’s the thinking of a leech, not a deliberate and thoughtful choice. There’s a reason regret percentage for attempts is so high

being a dog probably easy as hell i love begging for affection

FUCK. WHAT THE FUCKKK

they should invent a way to ask someone whether they still want you around without it coming off as incredibly pathetic and also making the person feel uncomfortable and pressured by putting them on the spot

it was one year anniversary since my fp stopped talking to me yesterday and i forgot. how lovely

I’ve abandoned the idea of whatever a “low maintenance” friendship is. To build deeper relationships with people you have to be present in their lives, show up for them and allow them to do the same for you. If building a friendship with you involves…

You ever tweet something and then realize Louisa May Alcott said it 150 years ago

i love reading historical fiction because it makes me realize the world has always been falling apart and i feel less alone

accidentally yapped when i should’ve just sent a simple reply

just woke up and my mom is on her usual “im the only one who does anything in this house” rant

merry christmas i hate all men

Being fully moved on from a person but your brain is so used to being stuck on them that it makes you have dreams about them and think about them every day simply out of habit so you feel genuinely haunted

and in 11 days when the clock strikes 12 and the fireworks go off I hope you know I love you