just another disordered person wanting a fucking escape.
sw bmi: 24, lw bmi: 16.6 (18yrs)
NON EDTWT, transphobes/homophobes *DNI*
priv:
@pr3tttycl0verss
🦇🩸 re-doing intro for edtwt 🩸🦇
⋆♱⋆ 18 yrs old
𓆩♱𓆪 ana b/p
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ clo / clover 🩸
⛧ genderfluid ⛧
DNI: NON EDTWT, racists, trans/homophobes, and UNDER 15!
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♡ / ↻ to be moots ♰
anyone else pull their thighs apart with their hands when standing to see what they’d look like w a thigh gap/a bigger one?? if this doesn’t make sense then forget i said anything LOL
@homurarexic
the creator trying to justify it is honestly so embarrassing. tiktok is part of the reason i even found out abt edtwt and got sm worse. like i rlly don't think these ppl know what theyre doing..
@eur1a
you don't deserve that. coercion is a form of s/a, please leave if you feel that's best because that's not right at all. or at least have some serious ass talks with him if you can, stay safe. <3
🦇🩸 re-doing intro for edtwt 🩸🦇
⋆♱⋆ 18 yrs old
𓆩♱𓆪 ana b/p
˚₊‧⁺⋆♱ clo / clover 🩸
⛧ genderfluid ⛧
DNI: NON EDTWT, racists, trans/homophobes, and UNDER 15!
✄-------------------------------------------------------
♡ / ↻ to be moots ♰
for anyone who sees: YOU ARE N O T invalid for having a high intake. no matter what your situation is, YOU know your body best and what works for YOU. You are still disordered. You still have an eating disorder. You're valid in your struggles. You deserve kindness and recovery.
non disordered ppls obsession with calling disordered ppl f
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just feels like projection at this point especially when that person hasn't done anything wrong. like the amount of shit i've been seeing recently is truly sick
: ̗̀➛ THREAD FOR
#edtwt
'HEALTHY' MEALSPO IDEAS!
- Some with recipes, some without (sorry 😞)
- This is my first thread so I'm sorry if it's not that good!
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tags mealspo edtwt lowcal
does anyone temporarily lose their hearing because of their ed?(at least i think its cuz of that). there will be times where im working out (like now) where when i sit down suddenly my ears start ringing with tv static, then after a minute or so it slowly fizzles back.
EDTWTT IM BORED SO REPLY FOR A RANDOM PIC FROM EITHER MY MEALSPO OR THINSPO PINTEREST BOARD 🤭 lmk which one you want or if you want both!!
includes triggering quotes, and thinspo art 😋🤞
@bmiaespa
idk man my bestfriend is anorexic too + on edtwt and i don’t feel any competition or anything like that towards her. i love her n i jus hope shes able to heal
locals get the fuck off edtwt if you don’t want it on your tl challenge because interacting with it just puts it on ur tl more. dumbasses oh my god. ppl arent gonna stop being disordered jus cuz you dont know how to block accounts. (this replying to all the comments and such)
fat bitch bc,
tried to cross out my room as much as i could lol but if u recognize me.. no u dont. at least my waist looks like its kinda starting to get smaller?? also these look kinda weird because theyre ss from a snap vid i took
@canterlotcals
You having a deadly mental illness is NOT comparable to his "insecurities about money". Unless he is completely dirt broke/struggling to keep a home + feed himself, I can't even see how those would be similar in mental anguish AT ALL. Sending you love and hugs <3
mooties i love you all and i hope you guys find happiness one day. i hope you're able to walk out in the sun and feel the comforting warmth instead of still being freezing cold. i hope when winter comes you're able to enjoy a big glass of hot chocolate with marshmallows.
i see this so much so here's the answer: it's just that we're tired of seeing our friends/mutuals die. so many of my old moots are gone, most likely dead. i know others who also have mutuals just disappearing. people are dying and that's not something that should be encouraged. -
bf tells me he doesnt look at p0r#/check out women anymore but i cant help but not believe him. he disrespected me/ cheated on me w it for years, why am i suddenly good enough for him to stop?-
some people on this app are so funny with how insufferably rude they are because i KNOW for a FACT if someone acted like that to them they’d be running, crying to the nearest person that’ll baby their ass. take accountability. it is not hard to not be a cunt for no reason
hey little reminder that you're so loved. even if i don't know you/haven't interacted know i still care. there will always be someone who cares, who thinks you deserve kindness, recovery, love. even if your situation is bad right now, know there will be brighter days to come💗
i hate how my bf is the only person who genuinely likes talking to me because it makes me rely on him sm but then when he doesnt wanna ft or talk i get SOO fucking depressed because hes deadass my only actual social interaction atp. like alright nvm i guess i wont be talking td
anyone else get rlly triggered when you're eating/making something and then someone goes "eww that's so disgusting!!!" or is that just me being sensitive ..
ok guys yes ik i gained horribly from last b/c but be BRUTALLY honest with me: based on these pics, what would you guess my bmi? (covering tattoos + background)
@hiejoys
LITERALLY THIS OH MY GOD. I was looking through the replies and was absolutely disgusted by these people. Yes this clearly isn't normal behavior- it's a severe mental disorder?? This just made me feel so sad for the person esp since they said this was only a weeks worth.
i love you guys i hope you all find happiness one day. please know you're worth SO MUCH MORE than your weight. so much more than your looks. you are so much more than this pain and this dumbass disorder
does anyone else with bpd get weird auditory hallucinations of their phone going off when they want their fp to text?? because i feel like im going insane and i keep getting disappointed.
adding onto this, i don’t know what “80%” full or “satisfied” feels like. if im not stuffed with food to the point i just pass out from exhaustion, then i’m never satisfied. idk wtf that shit feels like without being in pain.
i hate how its always "if u want to stop binging then stop restricting" but if i stopped restricting, id NEVER stop binging. like whats so hard to understand?? i love food too much and that's why i have to stay disordered.
does anyone else ⭐️ve out of spite? like whenever i remember something someones said to me thats like "you can't do this" "you dont know what __ is like" it makes me SO spiteful because like. who the fuck are you to say that like you know me? now i gotta prove you wrong
naw this fr. like my bf pretty much saying he doesn't care much because im not "anorexic skinny" was the last fucking straw for me. especially since i've begged him for so long to ask and care.
₊˚⊹♡ intro for
#edtwt
(not new, just new acc) ₊˚⊹♡
looking for interactive moots!!!
17 (18 in a month)
ana- b/p subtype 😓
DNI: NON EDTWT, racists, transphobes, and under 15 at least please.
♡ / 🔁 to be moots!
something i don't understand is why locals will comment "get this shit off my tl" etc to edtwt as if that won't just... put more on their tl?? like i swear these ppl are actually stupid we need to open up the schools. like i dont want ur bitchass here either tf just block me??
i wish i could lucid dream so i could dream already being at my ugw during halloween. i feel like that would be hella motivating ughh but i havent been able to since i was a kid :/ unless its a nightmare 😭
@fairycakegirl
“hit tweet!!” and it was 2-3k likes MAX… god the community is so big now because of tt😭so many young kids/p3d0s got exposed to it. locals on ⭐️ving interrupted jus to trigger people..my god😭😭
earlier my bf and i were watching a movie and this girl was eating fast and he said an ed quote that he learned from friends but oh MAN was i shocked for a sec. it was triggering asf ngl and i will be thinking abt it in his voice forever now BUT IT WAS ALSO FUNNY ASF SO IDK 😭
hmm maybe edtwt isnt good for this semi recov era because the amount of ppl i just saw call bmi 20+ fat/huge is insane oh my god. i wish i wasn't addicted to twt good lord. idk how much longer this "recov" is gonna last ngl
does anyone else have a hard time believing they actually burn calories while walking/running? ESPECIALLY on a walking pad bro, when i heard they're extremely inaccurate i've been paranoid ever since 😓 like logically i know it's burning cals but idk AAA I DON'T BELIEVE IT!!!
gave my bf the rest of my croissants because i was not about to eat so many before tomorrow (thats the expiration) and now i see him on ft eatin em up :) and he was telling me how happy he is because hes having them with nutella hehe i love him and when i make him happy :)