Nah wait my heart is actually KAK sore. If it’s not women, it’s children. If it’s not an ex-boyfriend it’s the police. I’m tired. I’m so tired and I’m so heartbroken and I’m running out of ways to express it.
One of my biggest fears is being a disappointment. As a child, as a lover, as a friend. That thing eats at me from the inside and it’s kept me from just doing me so many times.
In the mind of the person, it’s the most selfless act they could commit. Taking their own life so they can stop being a burden to others. If you’ve actually ever struggled with suicidal thoughts you’d know that.
Realised today that I don't know what it's like to be fought for. In any capacity; friendship or romantic. I've been very easy to dispose of, no questions asked.
I’m really not cut out for these influencer-type videos 😭😂 but my brother made this really cool song (FOR ME 🥺❤️) so just watch it and cringe with me 🧚🏾✨