bridges call center agent π
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i talk a lot. samhiggs scarabs in my walls. nsfw/mdni. πΈπ metal fan, occasional artist & writer; watch this space. main: @shanjanath
30s. she/he/they. audhd.
Joined August 2021
the homotron 3000 for practice today. not TOO bad for my first swing at drawing higgs
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i remember the very first time i opened up to a professional in college and they just stared at me wondering how i was even still alive, let alone on a fucking campus. and even then, i can scarcely imagine the reactions of higgs' first therapist.
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"metal fan" in my bio like imaginal disk wasn't my AOTY by a country mile last year anyway stream this shit. it's peak. it's PEAK!!!
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MY HANDS, YOUR HANDS, ILL HOLD FOREVER NO WAY I'LL BREAK HOLD, NO NOT EVER THIS DANCE WON'T END, IT GOES FOREVER ROMANCE AND DEATH KEEP US TOGETHER
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bone-deep sickness. memories once marred in a greying haze now pulsing technicolor. and the tears. the tears never stop. what have you done, peter...?
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good morning chat. currently thinking about higgs going through chiral detox. thinking about the pale white horror that must start to descend, bit by bit, the clearer and clearer his thinking becomes again, the darker and darker the shadow his past actions cast upon him becomes
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well. it's been a reasonably productive day :) maybe tomorrow i'll actually write some of that samhiggs one-shot that's been on my mind... we live in hope π nighty night xoxo
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NOWWWWW we're getting the hang of it chat
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i am allergic to finishing things sammy, on the other hand-- π¦
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SHE MAKES HIM SO VULNERABLE I'M GOING TO RIP ALL MY CLOTHES OFF
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i swear, whenever i do manage to write it in a way i'm not utterly repulsed by, gonna knock this sorry ol' samhiggs fandom for six
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kicks feeeeeets. okay sick i think I'm getting way more comfy drawing higgs!!! :D now....... sam practice......
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i feel like i'm looking for everything to do BUT start writing atp i got a zesty oneshot on the stove abt higgs' whacking off in the DS1 shelter/trying and failing to parse his brand spanking new Feelings about samwell portermouth bridgerton AND FOR SOME REASON I CAN'T DO IT....
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kms bro
tell me not to redraw this with all higgs. i already have TOOOO much to do π«
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okaaaaay... his face is starting to click for me now. kinda. we'll see.
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