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@oldshanyaoi

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i talk a lot. samhiggs scarabs in my walls. nsfw/mdni. πŸŽΈπŸ• metal fan, occasional artist & writer; watch this space. main: @shanjanath

30s. she/he/they. audhd.
Joined August 2021
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
8 days
the homotron 3000 for practice today. not TOO bad for my first swing at drawing higgs
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
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i remember the very first time i opened up to a professional in college and they just stared at me wondering how i was even still alive, let alone on a fucking campus. and even then, i can scarcely imagine the reactions of higgs' first therapist.
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@giggleguppy
Seth Stranding
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Dollman: so tell me about your childhood Higgs:
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
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"metal fan" in my bio like imaginal disk wasn't my AOTY by a country mile last year anyway stream this shit. it's peak. it's PEAK!!!
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
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MY HANDS, YOUR HANDS, ILL HOLD FOREVER NO WAY I'LL BREAK HOLD, NO NOT EVER THIS DANCE WON'T END, IT GOES FOREVER ROMANCE AND DEATH KEEP US TOGETHER
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@mu96NOmubo
焑ぅ
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BIG𝑳𝑢𝑽𝑬…
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
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bone-deep sickness. memories once marred in a greying haze now pulsing technicolor. and the tears. the tears never stop. what have you done, peter...?
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
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good morning chat. currently thinking about higgs going through chiral detox. thinking about the pale white horror that must start to descend, bit by bit, the clearer and clearer his thinking becomes again, the darker and darker the shadow his past actions cast upon him becomes
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
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well. it's been a reasonably productive day :) maybe tomorrow i'll actually write some of that samhiggs one-shot that's been on my mind... we live in hope πŸ™ nighty night xoxo
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@Hamms_Hamss
γ―γ‚€πŸŽΈπŸ•
4 years
πŸͺ’
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
12 hours
NOWWWWW we're getting the hang of it chat
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
12 hours
he's reintegrating just fine πŸ‘
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
12 hours
i am allergic to finishing things sammy, on the other hand-- πŸ’¦
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@handledwithluv
lavi
2 days
SHE MAKES HIM SO VULNERABLE I'M GOING TO RIP ALL MY CLOTHES OFF
@higgs_hourly
hourly higgs monaghan
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
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i swear, whenever i do manage to write it in a way i'm not utterly repulsed by, gonna knock this sorry ol' samhiggs fandom for six
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
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kicks feeeeeets. okay sick i think I'm getting way more comfy drawing higgs!!! :D now....... sam practice......
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
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i feel like i'm looking for everything to do BUT start writing atp i got a zesty oneshot on the stove abt higgs' whacking off in the DS1 shelter/trying and failing to parse his brand spanking new Feelings about samwell portermouth bridgerton AND FOR SOME REASON I CAN'T DO IT....
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
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kms bro
@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
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tell me not to redraw this with all higgs. i already have TOOOO much to do 🫠
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@tourmalineBunny
Bunny
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Can’t stop thinking about them #samhiggs
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@oldshanyaoi
bridges call center agent πŸ”ž
17 hours
okaaaaay... his face is starting to click for me now. kinda. we'll see.
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@astarionwife
evil maya
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higgs getting raptured praise the lort
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