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ed blog/diary ; backup @illonabackup🤍 16yrs cbmi: 14s | lbmi: high 12s,, pro recov

166cm edtwt𝜗𝜚˚⋆
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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sighs in average
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the two sides
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the only award I'll ever get
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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the guy in subway looked at me and gave me 2 cookies gratis he said "I hope you heal eventually" 🥹🫶🏻 cals and ingredients in alt
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" my weight is _ ". " I eat ___ kcals in a day "
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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pov parents when you don't eat 5,000 kcals a day
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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in my defense, these 11 gyozas only come out to 281kcals . ( ˶ᵔᴗᵔ˶)🎀
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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me trying to explain myself for c/s
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drop some christmas foods from your country and see if people can guess where you're from! .(hint it's 2)
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what?😭
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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it's low-key a full time job
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😓
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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I'm sorry but this is so true ☠️
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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" you'll gain off of 1000 kcals "
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What's the matter honey you haven't touched your this or that food poll yet .
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wieiad 21st dec 🤍>⁠.⁠<.1,445 cals
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when you're physically not hungry but mentally you feel like a ravenous animal gathering it's supplies for hibernation
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𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭 𝘵𝘪𝘱𝘴 𝘰𝘯 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘸𝘦𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘴. a thread for edtwt 🧵.
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
10 months
a supermarket is literally a museum for us 😭
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
1 year
mom : ' you're so skinny eat ' . also mom : ' you're so fat stop eating '
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
9 months
suddenly everything feels okay again
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petition to make them go away
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wieiad 22nd dec 🤍 >⁠.⁠<.1,498cals
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eating a whole tub of halo top because I can ^⁠_⁠^
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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bf surprised me with red velvet cake 🍰❤️ ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა 565kcals!! (according to the bakery online)
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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decisions
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hehehehehehe
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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every single day
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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having an ED is so boring like my day literally just revolves around eating and waiting until I can eat again
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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" my child is completely fine " . your child everytime they eat something :
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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the world if every restaurant had calories available on the menu
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" ana starts tomorrow ". tommorow :
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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@hungrybitch02 ik she clearly looks very swollen and bul1m1c, but let's not be rude. She's probably more than aware of how she looks, she doesn't need random strangers online reminding her.
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wraps are the best ૮₍ ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶ ₎ა.ლ cals and ingredients in alt !!
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🕯️ manifesting this 🕯️
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harm reduction be like :
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🧍🏻‍♀️
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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me eating protein knowing that it's useless because I don't exercise
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LMAO WHO MADE THIS
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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how I feel on edtwt
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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What I feel like when I eat a normal meal
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Thought this would help a lot of you
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guys would you eat my brownies? be honest 🫣
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𝚑𝚎𝚊𝚕𝚝𝚑𝚢 𝚕𝚘𝚠 𝚌𝚊𝚕𝚘𝚛𝚒𝚎 𝚙𝚒𝚗𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚝 𝚖𝚎𝚊𝚕 𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚜 𓈒ㅤׂㅤ𐙚 ࣪ ⭒. a thread for edtwt ʚɞ
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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feels like a bullet to the heart
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real
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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we need a tiramisu emoji ‼️☕.178kcals : 10.4g p
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average edtwt user
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: ̗̀➛ actual fun ways to burn calories . : ̗̀➛ a thread for edtwt 🧵
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nothing makes me strip quicker than her 🎀😍
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WATER DOESN'T MAKE YOU GAIN WEIGHT JUST DRINK IT
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genuinely like he must have found out by now 🤔
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homemade subway sub !! 🥪.cals and ingredients in alt >⁠.⁠<
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🪡 a thread of my favourite yt videos that trigger my ED . a thread for edtwt 🧵.
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what it feels like to keep on losing and gaining the same 2kg
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basically eventually everything becomes triggering 😭
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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me because my ED doesn't turn me into a skinny pretty legend but a miserable ugly insomniac
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she's so iconic 😭
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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grocery haulᵔᵕᵔ˶
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You'll never truly understand someone with an ED and what they're going through unless you've gone through the same thing. EDs are very complex illnesses and no amount of research can explain their psychological effect on a person.
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I'm just a girl .
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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🪡: why you should practice harm reduction no matter your BMI ✧.*. a thread for edtwt 🧵,,
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when you suddenly zone out of a binge and realise what you're doing
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" starving yourself actually makes you gain weight "
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illona ᵕ̈ struggling
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unpopular opinion : it doesn't matter what your bmi/weight is, if you're on edtwt then you have an ED. No normal person would want to immerse them self around sick people
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