This very day ,last year
I remember how i cried myself to sleep, how I begged someone to stay in my life and a year apart now, I'm so happy about things happened and changed me for the good!
Been 5 years today that I lost a part of my soul, not a day where I don't miss Dada.
Really working hard to make him proud and keep everyone at home happy just like he did( I hope I am capable of this)
The saddest thing is when two people really get to know each other: secrets, fears, favourite things, what they love, what they hate, literally everything, and then they go back to being strangers.
You don't need to pretend that everything is okay when it hurts like hell in front of your people, your feelings are valid and they love and respect you for who you are and not how strong you showcase yourself infront of the world.
I've seen girls who've double dated, cheated their partners multiple times get all the love and attention and the one's that actually remain loyal and settle for the bare minimum get nothing but trauma and insecurity issues for life.
I met an old woman at the grocery store who helped me reach my car as I didn't have an umbrella, when I thanked her, she told me about how my Dada helped her once when she was terminally ill and how he helped her family, made me realise that it's been(1/n)
To the one guy who uses Twitter only to see my tweets, likes them (so that ik that he has stalked my account timely)🥰 without actually following me, I hope to keep you entertained bhai👍
My 15 y/o brother asked me if I have a boyfriend today, got disappointment when I said no and has told me to find a guy taller than him( he is 6ft tall☠) or else he won't accept him🤣
My brother skipped his tutions, maa cancelled our lunch date today only to go to Shiroda and we had to return back from Satara cause the road ahead got submerged within hours of heavy rains😃 productive sunday👍
Told my mom that I like this guy and the first thing she said was "yeah I could sense it, but you could have waited and told me after y'all start dating" 😭🌝 I don't know whether I should cry or laugh
The problem with feeling deeply about everything is I really don't know how to process disappointment & anger. they're the emotions that always catch me off guard every time they come around. like should i shout now? should i cry? or should i just bury them until they decay?
I'm trying to accept things as they are, but i won't deny that it still hurts when things didn't happen the way i imagined them to be.
i won't deny that it still makes me cry for all what it used to be, & wishing things would've just stayed like that.
The worst time to answer exams is 2pm to 5pm.
Like what time do I have lunch? What time should i leave from home to avoid getting stuck in the traffic?
Should I go and sit in the lib, study and skip lunch? Ughhh.😭
I like how my grandmother tells me about all the family and neighborhood drama happening every weekend saying "he aikun kai faido na pun tuka mansha kashi asta te khabar aspak zai"🤣 I love listening to her anyway.
We are all trying our best, doing our part in whatsoever possible.
Don't make us lose faith in this country, don't make us question our decision of joining the medical fraternity, let us get to live and serve the nation safely.
#GoaStandsWithRGKarVictim
People my age are getting engaged, proposed by their partner in the most romantic way while I'm here who doesn't get a flower even after asking for it🥰👍
Every person he met, whether at a family function, public meeting , market or wherever he would talk to them effortlessly, empathize with them and embrace as his own.
He looked at the world as his extended family.
There's this aunt, who pays visit once in a year and everytime she's home she'll go ''Anik lamb zavnaka bai, lagnak chalo melchona."🤡 who tell her that I haven't grown an inch since the 10th grade
More than 5 years that he isn't here with us anymore but even strangers remember him fondly, reminded me thar dada was not just ours, but he belonged to everyone
He lived life enjoying the company of friends, family & most importantly strangers.(2/n)
I went from going to gdc to have icecream to missing classes and going gdc for dental appointments.
And hopefully it was my last day there as a patient today.
All the doctors there are so kind and helpful💖
So my bestfriend wrote this and has told me to read this everyday, guess who needs to stop being the understanding person and not make excuses for people's behaviour even though they might mean the world to me and start putting myself first🌝
This very day, 4 years ago my life changed forever. Changing from Dada's carefree girl to the responsibile elder child and sibling was dreadful but I'm slowly learning how to be the person Dada would always be proud of.
Forget about answering questions some people in my batch don't even answer when they are asked about which year they belong to😀😀 they'll look at you with a blank stare.
The problem with going out at night is that most people can eat upto late hours like 11pm while my body is used to having dinner at 7pm and nothing after that🌝
Happy Rakshabandhan💫
If there's one role I wish to give my 200% to anyday is that of being the best sibling out there. There's no other bond that can be compared to the one I have with my siblings, they are smile keepers no matter what. Love them way too much💖
Resisting the urge to give it back to this one guy in my class who thinks he is extra smart and pokes his nose in everyone's bussiness and finds it cool to bitch about everyone( literally everyone) and has extra intrest in everyone's dating life.