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texted my childhood “best friend” who cut off me and our mutual friend for no discernible reason a year ago to wish her a happy birthday. shes not gonna respond. but i miss her.

its astonishing im able to have body image issues at all when i genuinely dont know what weight i look. i just use skeleton as a baseline and want to look as close to skeleton as possible, its the only objective goal i can comprehend

@parasiticparty us with dpd bro i think i contain literally every flavor of dpd

its fine i didnt even wanna go that bad anyways but it would have been nice to do anything for my birthday for once. especially for my last one before everyone stops caring altogether.

@uhhriri tis but a scratch!

for reference i am now only 8lbs away from my lw from when i was purposefully starving myself lol.

@Wil_enjoyscsh i didnt even realize who that was until i read the op name. unsurprising since im faceblind but like i do think he looks remarkably un-schlatt-like here. too hesitant.

@sh1ttiefruit granola crunch

@bloodsuckervmp i am 90% sure that situation is fake attention seeking by one person controlling both accs. but this shit is still so annoying and whoever is behind it is shitty for justifying it and vindicating all these kids who insist theyre mature enough for older ppl to date

@GRRRRAHSR will finally be able to download the app for thw streaming service *I* pay for with *my* debit card and actually watch the fucking content without the page refreshing and fucking me over

second time i have mixed up 1pm with 1am to the SAME PERSON because i have LITERALLY ABSOLUTELY ZERO sense of time anymore & dont go outside or look out windows. i am actually so humiliated i might kms

@emi__shtwt i feel invincible. ive hit veins and not even attempted to stop the bleeding and lived, as long as i actually stop the bleeding it doesn’t matter to me anymore

@Momzasia yeah the ppl at the local stores would call some1 on me bcz everyone knows eachother in this town, they also alr think im a delinquent bcz i look homosexual. 😭 my dad even worked at the local liquor store when i was little 😭

which means if my phone gets unlocked when i turn 18 so does his. cant have shit in this economy