Poz Aqua Fairy🧚♂️
@myyrealself
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Lonely 26 years old boy living with RVD Poz and anxiety💉🩸🏺
Kuantan, Pahang
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Hampir kantoi dgn abg aku😔. Cmne ek nak hentikan semua ni? Perlu ke aku berterus terang je dgn family aku? Aku xnak kecewakan mak aku😔
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Boleh x nak cari bf yg plHIV jugak🫣. At least sama2 faham sama2 care sama2 ingatkan pasal ubat oooo sweettt
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Thanks sape yg nasihat aku tu. Aku masih berahsia status aku gay dan plhiv but we will see la. Tak tahu future mcm mana kan. Just keep moving on. Tetiba terkejut byk engagement kat last tweet😅. Btw thanks guys. Just keep praying for me to get undetected.
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Aku bukak akaun ni sbb nak jadi diri sendiri. And mostly mcm aku punye diari la apa yg aku suka apa yg aku x suka. Even aku nak kutuk org pun aku share sini😂. So x semua benda pasal hiv atau plu ya🤪 tpi kalau noty tu sori🤣
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Hai guys, Im new in here. I just found out that i got hiv+ on october. I dapat from my last partner. After i tahu yg dia ada hiv then immediately i pergi buat test then result keluar. Nothing to say. Just nak bagi tahu don’t always trust ur partner🥰
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Since ramai yg tanya aku role apa. Setahu aku kan kalau yg mudah dpt jangkitan ni biasa bott kan? So aku bott la haha tapi aku mengaku yg aku ni vers sbb pernah je fuck org. Cuma x la pandai sgt. Ramai aku jumpa suruh jadi bott je
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Hari ni kena jumpa pakar dekat KK. Aku punye la takut sampai BP aku naik dan Heart rate aku naik. Pastu oleh sbb heart rate naik tu tinggi sgt x normal doc kata. So doc suruh buat ECG dan ambik darah utk ujian Tiroid😩
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So today is my first dah makan ubat Haart. So far bangun pagi tadi rasa mcm something weird dia mcm berat kepala hahaha ntah kenapa hahaha side effect jgak ke.
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Teringin nak travel keje kat luar like mcm mulakan hidup baru kat luar. As a PLHIV tpi tu la tak tahu apa lagi cabaran kat luar sana.
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Well i’m not gonna say i’m gay and i got hiv. Surprise 😂
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Hey guys, before i forget today is the 10th day treatment. So alhamdulillah overall is good. Im taking enough med in a good time. Hurmm im not sure it’s a good thing or not but my friend did say that i look skinny. Hahahaha im sure she’s joking🥹
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Morning guys, today is my 7th day of being mutan. Alhamdulillah everything is good. No tingtong no fever no gatal. Everything is just fine. Alhamdulillah 🥰
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Morning guys, hari ni 2nd day aku makan ubat. Hari ni xde rasa pape rase biasa je. Hehehe so far so good la
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Nak sangat ada org sayang kita dan ambil berat pasal kita? Tapi kita pernah ke sayang diri kita dan ambil berat pasal diri😔
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Love to cuddle. Even aku tidur sorg pun peluk bantal. It’s calming it is feel safe. Im prefer someone that bigger and taller than me so that he can hug me☺️
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Xmintak byk cuma hurmm sunyi bodo😩 rasa lonely gila sbb aku xdpt nak share dgn sape2 pun perasaan aku. Sbb tu kdg fikir baik aku mati je
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Maybe i really do needs a boyfriend or just someone who cares and love me and can be there for me😔 am i asking too much?
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I don't feel i need love when I was young, but I realized how lonely I am if I don't have somebody who I will love
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Sejak akhir2 ni rasa jijik dgn diri sendiri. Bila ingat balik aku dulu mcm mana. Kotor betul aku ni. Kalau jadi gay xbuat semua tu xpe. Ni tergolong jugak. Sekarang aku dh stop tengok semua benda tu dan aku buang kawan2 yg sejenis. Sebab aku dh rasa serabut dengan semua tu.
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Aku jenis tak ambil kisah hal hal sekeliling. Kadang ada rasa bodoh juga sebab tak tahu certain things kan. Tapi itu la aku, i will always ignore even tho i heard.
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Kalau la betul ada yg boleh terima aku yg mcm ni baik laki atau perempuan. Terima kasih sgt❤️
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Kalau ko kapel dgn aku. Satu benda ko kena tahu, aku nafsu kuat🫠
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Thanks for those yg dm aku nak kenal nak buat kawan nak share pengalaman terima kasih ya. Sorry to those yg mintak share gambar sbb aku rasa mcm x ready lagi nak share since kita pun baru kenal kan. Kawan dulu nanti boleh lepak☺️
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Semalam aku stress dgn keje so aku post status than there is one young guy tanya kenapa. Pastu aku ckp xde apa just diri aku je kdg xleh nak adapt in this one situation then dia cakap “stop blaming on urself”. Aku xtahu kenapa yg pasti aku tersentuh🥺
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Xde ke org kuantan yg plhiv aku bosan wei. Nak jugak lepak karok makan2😩
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Semakin meningkat dewasa ni, sedar tak sedar dah ramai org yg rapat dengan kita pergi meninggalkan kita. Adik doakan mok tenang disana bersama bak. Adik minta maaf tak dapat nak melawat mok. InsyaAllah nanti adik melawat pusara mok. Semoga arwah ditempatkan bersama org yg beriman
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Korg rasa group support ni perlu ke x ea? Aku just curious sbb aku takut n malu utk share pasal diri aku. Aku mcm berminat nak join group support hiv ni sbb nak ada geng yg sama2 positive tapi tu la takut dan malu 😩
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Teringin nak ada rumah sendiri even sewa tapi nak rumah sendiri. Now i still live with my sister bukan x mampu tapi my sister xnak duk sorg so she ask me to live with her but honestly i said it is not the what i’ve been looking for. I just can’t stay with her🙁
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Penat la aku nak buka hati kat org. Last2 kena ghosting gak
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Susah kan kalau hadap benda ni sorg2. Xde sape nak dgr citer aku. Xde sape yg aku dpt luah apa perasaan aku. Kdg menangis dlm kete kdg tgh sujud menangis. Kdg menangis dlm bilik air. Susah kalau sorg2.
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You guys beruntung sbb ada circle yg baik, kawan yg baik, family yg baik. Maksud baik tu banyak ya. Jangan salah tafsir. Just bersyukur dgn apa yg korg ada sbb tak semua org ada semua tu.
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Truuueee
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Zaman skrg ni pelik ea muka jambu btg besar panjang tpi yg muka jantan btg kecik😂
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Mula2 dpt sakit xtakut pun apa effect sakit tu mcm mana tapi takut apa yg org fikir bila tahu
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Done with appointment😌 CD4 i masih kurang and viral load masih tinggi. Hurm wish me luck guys for the next 6 months 😌
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Btw thank you for those people who was reaching out for me. Even tho we were strangers but still u guys care❤️
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Today is my appointment for preanal abcess🥺 wish me luck. I’ve been suffering because of this sh*t.
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I have a trust issue actually tpi bila dh ada org syg care pasal ko. Call u syg senang2 je ko percaya kan. Am i lack of love ?
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Love this type of body
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To me cabaran sebenar menjadi plHIV adalah keeping secret😂 susah bodo nak elak makan ubat nak kena sorok ubat😂 haish xkan nak cakap candy giler😂
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Giler x jeles. Hari2 tgok org happy je with this kind of relationship tapi aku? X laku2 kalau jumpa org tu mesti awkward giler kalau chat pun sepatah. Mcm mana korg dpt bf ek? Kdg tertanya jugak mcm mana nak korg dpt org yg boleh syg kau tu
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Bukan xde org nak kat aku tapi ntah la aku ke yg problem ea asyik menjauhkan diri dari semua tu. Sbb sejujur ya aku xmampu nak bagi komitmen masa apa semua tu😌
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Just for those yg nak kenal2 u guys can slide to my dm ok. Aku x sombong pun. Boleh je nak buat kawan since aku pun lonely nyah😂
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@akuseorgplhiv
Kadang2 terfikir jgak tapi pernah je org yg biasa cf ajak aku fun. But when aku ckp aku hiv+ dia mcm xpe boleh. Aku plak takut hahaha
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If u guys want to know im working in KKM so basically most people know me sbb tu susah aku nak sorok ubat and nak sorok kenapa aku pergi hospital. Then some people already know but they act professional.
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Put this on your profile and see how many people wanna:
☕️🍺- drink with you
🫂 - be your friend
💍 - date you
🍆 - have sex with you
Then, let us discuss your answer via DM 😊
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Lama dh tengok tiktok nasi kandar sado. Rupa rupanya ada leak ea. nice jugak berurat😍 haish kenapa aku prgi tgok
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To my future partner❤️ I just want you to know that i will take good care of myself, i will make myself feel the most happy life in every moment. I will make you feel better and happy as i am. But i only need your support to always push me to move forward.
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U guys lucky sbb ada partner yg boleh terima korg. So pls take good care of them okay.
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Selamat Hari Raya Aidil Adha semua. Sesungguhnya unplanned ya balik raya di kampung mak. Sambil menyelam minum air🫣
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Kenapa ds acc byk follow aku. Bukan aku ada post video pape pun rase x perlu kot.
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Kadang terfikir tau. Aku ni selalu merungut selalu ada rasa tak puas hati rasa dengki. Nak marah semua org. Nak nangis sorg2. While i keep blaming on myself. Bagaikan aku letak cermin depan aku, everytime aku nak salahkan org nak marah org. Aku tengok cermin tu😣
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Kalau la one day aku mati kan. Aku harap dunia ni sedar bahawa aku wujud
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Just nak ckp aku suka org badan buff atau hung atau yg pasti dia lagi besar dari aku. Sbb sedap peluk pastu suka tetek😂
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Selalu jugak match dgn org kat tinder dan Omi tapi tu la bila org ajak lepak. Macam2 alasan aku bagi🫣 aku rasa malu dan insecure dgn diri aku
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Kenapa org lain cepat je UVL tapi aku lambat ek? Korang ada methods lain ke apa😅
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Aku ni demam batuk selesema nak la rehat kat rumah pergi ambik mc kat klinik lah rupenye rehat kat klinik kat sejam aku rehat ni xde sape panggil pun😩🥹
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My 9th day of treatment. Alhamdulillah everything is good. Thank you to someone that told me how to take meds properly so i just need to follow his advice. Thank you so much. I do appreciates that. Btw Morning Peeps🥰
#PLHIVdiaries
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Just now i know that i take the medicine in a wrong time🥺. Nobody explain to me at that time🥲
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Maybe aku x patut tengok “the boyfriends” kat netflix🫠 sbb hurmm asyik berangan je mcm ada pakwe😩
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Aku kadang confuse jugak dgn aku punye sexuality ni. Aku minat lelaki yg masculine tapi kalau perempuan comel pendek chubby pun aku suka jugak. Tapi tu la aku rasa geli dengan pepek. Aku lebih suka btg. Aku ni apa ek?
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Aku ni x kawin lagi tapi tu la duduk dgn kakak aku ni dh mcm2 benda perempuan sakitkan hati aku. Apa yg org ckp pasal perempuan tu semua betul😂
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Semalam lepas layan Netflix Bridgerton season 3. I think i got anxiety since my kerisauan melanda fikir benda yg remeh tapi still aku besar besarkan dalam kepala. So aku nak tido sbb dah rasa sakit kepala sgt nafas pun makin laju sambil dgr raindrop sound.
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Morning guys🫣 semalam saje gatal bukak tinder kat sini tapi xtahu la ada match ke x😂 well bila je aku laku nye😂
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Congrats to those people who had a partner that always support you. Take care of them🥹 Can i have a partner too? Someone that care abt me even tho i had more problems than him😅
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Morning just wanna add my check list.
Eating alone ✅
Watching Movie alone ✅
Shopping alone ✅
Sleeping alone ✅ always
Going to the beach alone ✅
Exercise alone ✅
Travel alone ❌
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Hari tu kena marah dgn doc sbb viral load naik terus kena refer ke fms. Next week kena jumpa fms tapi fms xde so jumpa je doc hari ni. Dia x marah dh haha sbb viral load dh turun. Huhu
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Semalam xtahu apa jadi aku rasa mcm badan aku panas then aku terus pergi tido sbb xnak layan sgt sakit ni. Pening kepala xyah cakap la serabut asyik fikir benda bukan2😩
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Hahaha sorry guys for those ds acc or any porn video acc follow me. Im really sorry that i will never follow u guys back. I wanna keep myself clean. Hahaha im still holding on so please help me hahaha give me chance to be better. I dont want to watch porn hah
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I hope that i can get a husband like this.
@POZMay22
My husband is negative. We've known each other for ten years and have been married for five. Occasionally he'll ask questions, but I explained U=U and he doesn't have concerns. When I go to the doctor he'll ask if I'm ok, but he's not interested in the details.
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Can someone just give me a little of their care? A little of their love?? İ’m kinda need it
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