I'm in an era where I do my very best in every situation and let things unfold itself in any way. Whatever the outcome maybe, it is gonna be for my highest good ❤💫
And I love how much of peace that brings me🥰
Looking at the pics I used to have taken of myself then and now.. i love 'now' better❤️
Unaesthetic but very authentic💫
Also I have lost the ability of pose lol
Graduating MBBS with honours after literally putting up with all that disrespect and emotional turmoil for that long, seeking psychiatric help and crying to sleep every single night til I didnt wanna get up in the day,
I'd say I am GODDAMN PROUD OF MYSELF😭❤
Wasnt ready here😂
Y'll boys trying to bring up the fact that Queen Charlotte stuck with King George through his mental illness.. pls also remember that, that man tried so hard went through hell and back to be WORTHY OF her.. so YES she rightfully stood by him...
Someone who tries >>>>>>>
We went out for lunch and this chinese aunty came to me and said
'your bf very handsome'
I was like
'i knowwwwwww😍😍❤️❤️😩'
Also called us, lenglui and lengzai heuheueheueheu YAASSSSS
Man had my passport size pic in his wallet and I wanted it for work purposes.. and the face he made, so sedih like that..
Had to convince him that i'll replace it before I could get him to smile again
Arghhh whai so cuteee😭😭
As much as I truly enjoyed my graduation ceremony, I'm still physically recovering from all that lack of sleep, dehydration, sunburn from those 2 days dude omg I'm still super sleepy🤧
I know I am a doctor but I dont wanna be treated as a doctor when I am the patient can or not? Like dont ask me for differential diagnosis and stuff la.. if I can be my own doctor, why i need to come see you
Came across my 2022 reel and compared with 2023 reel, its seriously so humbling how much a year can change a person or change your life.
But however the change was, I'm so grateful for everything. I'm in my happiest, healthiest, calmest and better version.
So grateful✨️
Idk whose prayers I was in today, but it went well. Everything went well. I worked with a MO who is basically a friend❤️🥹 everyone was so nice today. All my patients I saw today are all well and expecting❤️
It was a great day. Grateful
I'm slowly being reminded of the fact that I might not be able to meet 70% of my batchmates after this. And the remaining 30% maybe can try for important life events.. i cant believe i wanted to grow up so fast 😭😭😭😭 this is so sad my heart feel heavy
I'm allowed to grieve smtg I put my entire soul into while also knowing full well that I didnt deserve even an ounce of that treatment and never want that back, ffs. I need my time. Its not a goddamn switch ugh.
Allow me to entertain you guys with some numbers.
HouseOfficer workhour
Tagging : 7am-10pm (15hrs)
AM shift : 7am-5pm (10hrs)
Extended shift : 7am-9pm (14hrs)
PM shift/'oncall' : 8pm-9am (13hrs)
Sooo grateful😭❤ despite all that emotional turmoil I went thru right before exams, the mental & physical health decline, what an intense 1 and half month that was.. couldnt have done without my friends who were there for me in every way they can🥺❤ and for sure, God's grace🥺
It feels so good when I stop and think about how I am at my most authentic self, love and express unapologetically and get loved back so well ❤❤ its one of the rarest feeling that i never knew i could feel.. and I do, now
I can be stuffing waffle in my face with chocolate spread all over my mouth and still getting looked at like I'm the cutest thing ever feels so AAAAAAAAA, and also made fun of, for the same?? thats a win-win situation !!!!
I dont understand half of what he talks about his work, OMG i just love listening to him, and love the effort he puts into making it easier for me to understand like.. awwww😍
Also watching his thoughts unravel.. ufff
I, sometimes, miss my uni friends very much. Although we might keep telling ourselves that 'oh nothing has changed'.. it definitely has. And it'll never be the same again. I'm happy for where we are all at in our lives right now, but I really do miss them alot
From hiding my relationships from my parents to openly discussing and sharing my emotions with them ❤
They fixed the heart they didnt break💓
We've come a long way🦋
The part I hate the most about my job is.. i gotta run extra hours to go fix someone else's lack of work ethic like... how hard it is to put in the xray y'all took in the system???
I'm thankful that I'm born Indian and can understand at least one of the languages cuz the Indian songs are just 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥. The lyrics, I can just melt man wth.
My hairdresser was like 'bila u mau kahwin' I was like awal lagi la
Then she proceeded to ask 'bf ade ke tada?' I'm like 'tada, 25 muda lagi'😂😂
She replied 'mana muda 25 tahun'.
Lemme go cry🥲
This.. is sooooo true.. like mine actually enjoys listening to my day to day rants like ' yess tell me more ' and just love watching me go on and on
Preshuuussss🥹💓
Today, I learned that having a partner who listened to you complaining about your issues over and over and supporting you every single time is a privilege.
This close friend of mine keeps replying with snarky comments and abuses to all my stories in the name of teasing. It is irritating my soul. Should I just remove him cuz WTF man i dont need this type of energy
Where'd you wanna go?
How much you wanna risk?
I'm not looking for somebody
With some superhuman gifts
Some superhero
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to
Somebody I can miss💫
(1) So my girls wanted their own rooms at home. Slowly have been bugging me daily. I told them to do a persuasive discussion using facts to convince me
During my stay in London, I met many Malaysians who are either studying, working or living here. I explained to them the problem faced in Malaysia, where the Malays have now lost not only their economic performance but also they have lost their political power. They are now a
To the group of guys that I had heated, heartfelt discussion with, on women's rights, men's emotional availability, patriarchy and imbalance of power in indian household, during afterparty game session, I hope y'all are doing fine❤