24🖤PhD candidate in BDSM & Theatre Practices⛓️Teaching in Drama HE📚Performance Artist⭐️BDSM Theatre practitioner✨Sharing My Life As An Artistic Sadomasochist
askasub was a safe space on instagram where people could learn the real safe practices of BDSM (instead of learning it in unsafe situations and through unrealistic standards shown in some mainstream pornography) and now it's gone
a hypnotic treat: your two favourite sadists are collaborating🖤
in september i’ll be visiting the enchanting
@HypnoHedonista
which means…
duo custom requests are now open!✨
want us to make your fantasy a reality? DM either of us for further details, limits and rates⛓️
had the pleasure of doing a resistance scene with Trix ✨ahhh resisting her is an endless struggle!!
she sneaks through the cracks without you even realising 🖤 she’s already inside🚪
I love the struggle. It's cute that you think you could fight something you need so badly. It doesn't take force, it's merely opening the door... showing you how good it all feels.
You can't fight your own needs.
last night was everything 🫀
performing OUCH, having amazing conversations with amazing people, watching art be created, fear play and predicament rope🖤
so grateful for this community
(also my spacey rope face 🫠 a hair tie always gets me)
OUCH reviews for its first full run⚡️
thank you for all the love and support, especially to my partner and dominant (who watched me rip my hair out trying to find the words for all the messy kinky feelings). i couldn’t do it without you🖤
so so so grateful that i got to experience the mind bending of
@SinisterDenial
🖤 watching her hang
@HypnoHedonista
upside down was stunning!! honoured to have been part of that 🖤 (the moment of breathlessness and biting is a core memory now)
guess who’s going to be good scholar and learn a new skill
yes that skill is erotic hypnosis 🌀😵💫
i can control your body so easily when i get access to that beautiful brain 💖
OUCH
coming soon…
an 18+ solo show about my personal relationship with BDSM and kink. inspired heavily by mary shelley’s ‘frankenstein’
poster designed and made by my endlessly loved dominant and partner
thank u to everyone who is supporting my intense kinky vision 🖤🪡🧵
got caught in a fun kink contraption last night by the wonderfully evil
@SinisterDenial
and
@HypnoHedonista
(and it all got caught on camera - keep your eyes out for it)
performed OUCH last night for a wonderful audience, who behaved so well for me💖
it was a really beautiful and cathartic experience for me, i’m so glad i got to share it
keep your eyes out for reviews 🌟
in case you forgot, i’m a phd candidate specialising in BDSM and theatre
i love being a sex working scholar.
my phd is taking the direction of bringing feeling back to actor training through a BDSM focused practice, where sensory experiences of kink bring us closer embodiment
back from my extra kinky weekend
so much hedonism and mind melting but so so so tiring
send coffee for wake me up ☕️
(here’s my event outfit as a little treat for my obedient things❤️🔥)
got to experience the hypnotic hands of
@HypnoHedonista
🖤 she is truly magic and has such talent for hypnosis and its erotic possibilities!! she keeps on opening my brain to the creativity of kink (and also just generally opening my brain and having a poke around)
the UK is an especially hot mess of racism and bigotry at the moment.
please look after each other🖤safe and open community is so integral at the moment.
if you are one of the nationalist bigots posing your racism as patriotism, go away. there is no space for you here.
zip tied a man to a chair, used a spreader bar as posture control, indulged in some predicament bondage, told him i could leave him there with no escape.
having a whole scene of just bondage was so fun. i love going back to basics and noting those feelings of true restraint
had the pleasure of running an intimacy workshop with some wonderful second year acting students today!!
it’s always amazing to see students respond so well to discussion surrounding intimacy on stage and consent ⭐️
i had a very happy kinky weekend 🖤
i love building trust with people, exploring and finding ways to dive into the theatrical kinky world
to come home and find my patreon suspended has been stressful❤️🩹
big thank you to all my lovely subs for being so patient. big love to them!
imagine starting a call with me expecting a sweet young woman to answer…
but then you blink and 15 minutes have passed and somehow you’ve ended up a melting mess, completely under my control.
how did that happen?
simple: as soon as you contact me it’s already too late
was trying to film a dumb video of my new nails whilst on call with my domme, she decided then was a good time to use a hypnosis pain trigger on me. the fact that hypnosis kink is part of my daily life continues to blow my mind 🖤
i really do love to see my subs happy😊
✨happy being controlled by me
✨happy being fulfilled through my domination
✨happy being obedient
✨happy knowing your place
✨happy with a life of submission to me
i’ve got a new good boy under my heel, keeping him locked up for his own good.
want me to be your keyholder? the one who controls you? the one who spends all your money?
DM and pay my approach fee, let’s talk ❤️🔥
found this old video my partner sneakily took 🙃
i was watching the footage id shot with
@HypnoHedonista
and
@SinisterDenial
that weekend
desperately trying not to fall into trance whilst watching myself get hypnotised on screen (cue the *very* intense staring)
New & curious about Erotic Hypnosis?
Or kinked on mind control for a while & want to explore how to bring hypnosis into your sensual life?
Or wondering how it can enhance the kink or swing you're already doing?
Come to our FREE class! On Zoom, 17th Feb.
got to experience erotic hypnosis for the first time on sunday - a life changing experience
special shoutout to
@Asthalia1
@AshleyLoweUK
@SinisterDenial
@HypnoHedonista
for such a supportive and amazing experience, im still reeling from the whole thing 🖤
reviewing my 2023 in kink and this play session with the wonderful trix was definitely a highlight. excited for more play, events and research this year 🖤 ⛓️
Ever wanna turn up a masochist's pleasure responses to the pain they're recieving, slapping their thigh until they're right on the edge of orgasm, then - just as they think you're going to let them cum - turning all of that energy into deep, mindless trance?
Nah me neither.
one of my favourite pieces of feedback i’ve gotten as a performer is:
“she’s scary but I trusted her throughout”
sweet pets, come and find out what’s so terrifying about me at OUCH in July
tickets in bio 🖤
experiencing this suggestion was next level (and very fun and evil)
sinister taking my breath away without actually taking my breath away (but also i was so impressed it took my breath away) = wowowowow!!