did it hurt? when it took 8 years to get a new animal crossing game and nintendo has abandoned us all with no update and our baby brewster is no where to be seen?
the leaked twitch payouts should honestly be an eye opener and a conversation about the robbery twitch does on their creators. taking 50% of the majorities pay is wild and we donโt make nearly as much as viewers think we do.
oh, hello streamer you. i donated $10 and youโre so appreciative. you even smiled at the camera. told everyone in chat to hype all because of...me. this must mean you like me. you want me to dm you.
can we be real for a second.
@TwitchSupport
i find it so dangerous & creepy that if you feel incredibly uncomfy as to ban someone...they can still watch your stream? why is this a thing. if you ban someone, they should be 100% blocked from your page. period.
10 hours of labor, an almost C-section from some complications (everything ended up going perfectly!), and large amounts of pain later, leo was born at 5:18 this morning ๐ฅฐ๐ค healthy and absolutely beautiful. a stubborn capricorn weighing 8 pounds and 11 ounces ๐ฅฒ
imagine thinking everyone now is โsoftโ and โeasily offendedโ. itโs not that weโre soft or easily offended. itโs that weโre sick of shitty fucking behavior being swept under the rug and weโre calling it the fuck out.
can we talk about the fact that iโm 7 months pregnant & have been essentially a single mom all month hundreds of miles away from family & managed to wean luna off the binky (this was so hard) & keep my house clean? like. iโm fucking proud of myself. lots of tears but ๐ฅบ we did it
like, i shouldnt be invalidated as a bisexual because iโm in a marriage with a man. just because bisexuals are with the opposite of their sex ๐๐ผ does ๐๐ผ not ๐๐ผ make ๐๐ผ them ๐๐ผ less ๐๐ผ bi ๐๐ผ. like, fuck off with that shit.
iโm gonna be honest, iโm so exhausted of putting my time and love into people who turn out to be the exact opposite of what you thought they were. iโm tired.
my mods are literally my backbone & the greatest humans i know ๐คโจ
if you mod for a streamer, please know that youโre a bad bitch & SO appreciated. thank you for keeping our brains from exploding, being there through the highs & lows, & holding it down for everyoneโs safety ๐ฅบ
it really bothers me when people say โi wish i could subโ or โi wish i had money for these emotesโ. i get the intent, but this also puts pressure on chat to feel bad & gift a sub & though most are incredibly generous...i feel like we can see through this ๐ just vibe.
imagine not getting to know an amazing community and only trying to use a streamer as a stepping stone to self promote and only help yourself ๐ฅธ donโt be that person. network and genuinely cultivate relationships.
this will be the only photo i post on twitter as iโm extremely private about my kids (photos) on socials, but look at my precious little 11 hour year old ๐ญ
thank you for all the congratulations! you all are amazing and i appreciate your words so much ๐ฅฐ๐ค
teaching consent is so important and now my 3 year old says โthat makes me uncomfortable! no means no, full stop!โ and when sheโs doing something that makes me uncomfy (she likes to honk my boobs ๐ฅฒ lmao) i say that phrase and she stops ๐ฅบ๐ญ
i know this isnโt a big deal for most, but my anxiety always made it so i never left the house because i was always afraid for nothing & now with being medicated, i freely got in my car this morning & picked up coffees for john & i while blasting the used & it felt amazing ๐ฅบ๐ญ
for christmas this year, instead of doing gifts im mailing my family homemade christmas cookies. my nana who passed always did the cookies and im gonna take over that tradition ๐ฅบ i present to you italian ricotta cookies ๐ฅฐ next up is snowball cookies! ๐โจ๐ค
i just threw my vape away, iโm not drinking or eating fast food for a month+ and i worked out yesterday for the first time in so long and am gonna really continue working on my health ๐ฅบ๐ค im a proud bean, lets go! i got this.
this year has been the worst but in terms of growth, iโve accomplished so much to be proud of ๐ฅบ so far iโve:
โข got twitch partner
โข got discord partner
โข hit over 10k on twitch
โข got my first sponsorship
โข became an affiliate with a company i adore
letโs go! โจ๐ญ
leo and i are doing amazing and get to go home within the hour! ๐ฅฐ๐ค luna is gonna be so excited ๐ฅบ
thank you again for all your love and wishes, bbs. my heart is so damn full and i canโt wait to be in our home with our newest addition ๐
so, pretty sure john and i 100% decided on a name for our little one and i 100% think his name will be leo ๐ฅบ๐๐ผ๐๐ผ luna and leo...my HEART
for days luna has been asking me to put up the christmas tree &i kept saying we have to wait for dada. today she kept asking again& i kept telling her to wait &then she opened the pantry door super frustrated &pointedโฆTHIS POOR GIRL HAS BEEN ASKING FOR A RICE KRISPIE TREAT LMAOO
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@Twitch
better be careful cause thereโs a LOT of platforms that are changing the game for content creators where they can actually make their FAIR share of money ๐โ๏ธ
so...i jokingly bought john a gag gift (no pun intended) of a little costume for his penis that he obviously didnโt use. so we gave the little hat to luna to use for her dolls and whatnot lmfao and yโall...she keeps putting it on the dogs head and im DYING ๐๐๐
who wants to come over and watch the nightmare before christmas, light candles, bake those sugar cookies with the pumpkins on them, get cozy in blankets and drink hot chocolate with marshmallows ๐๐๐ผ๐๐ผ
it genuinely concerns me cause iโve had to ban some pretty unstable individuals. for them to be able to still watch in the shadows & watch my family and me is just...not it.
im at the doctor discussing my anxiety and am looking into therapy and iโm finally ready to make the moves to help my overall well-being. iโm tired of feeling chained by my mental health ๐ค
inb4 some dusty dorito person comes rolling in here like โyOu DoNt ThInK 50% iS fAiR yOuRe UnGrAtEfuLโ
like firstly, stfu. we work our asses off and are quite literally the backbone so yeah, taking half of my hard earned work is bullshit ๐ค๐ผ
luna just looked at me and went โiโm sad ๐ฅบโ and i went โyouโre sad? ๐ฅบ itโs okay to be sad, why are you sad?โ and she goes โi have feelings ๐ฅบโ
I HAVE THE CUTEST CHILD EVER
you know what traumatized me as a kid that i feel as an adult? when my mother would be super passive aggressive towards me. like if i pissed you off TELL ME. growing up having to guess if your parents were mad at you or not really fueled my anxiety.
can we normalize valentineโs day not meaning more if youโre in a relationship. this day should be about love in all capacities and that includes self care and loving yourself first and foremost ๐ฅฐ
UPDATE: contractions have been going all night long but my cervix is still being stubborn as hell so we still waiting! ๐ญ this baby is the most stubborn bean in the entire world. iโll continue to keep yโall in the loop ๐ฅฐ
i get to ring in the new year with a stiff drink tonight after having to experience 10 months of 2020 completely sober and itโs gonna be the sweetest drink iโve ever had ๐ฅฒโจ
happy new yearโs eve, bbs!
my 3 year old doesnโt call me momma anymore, she calls me babe ๐ฅด
โbabe, can i have some cookies?โ
โbabe, can i have some choccy milk?โ
โฆwtf lmaoo
my niece is 11 and my sister said she just told her that sheโs bi and told my sister to not shop at dollโs kill cause theyโre anti lgbt+ and iโm sO FUCKING PROUD???
i tell luna every. single. night. how proud i am of her & list off affirmations like โyouโre a wonderful sister, funny, beautiful, an incredible painter, smart..โ just everything i feel & that itโs an honor to be her mom ๐ฅบ
sheโs in the other room repeating them to herself ๐ญ
who here thinks that instead of twitch giving us a problematic thread chat "perk", they should focus more on bigger issues like the sexual harassment claims, trans not having a tag, hate raids and racists? just a thought.
i did the thing ๐ medusa is hands down my fav piercing so far, i love it so much ๐ญ๐ฅฐ
not the best pic but i look like a potato right now, and this was the only shot i got when i felt cute ๐
john made a whole ass thanksgiving dinner, did the dishes AND cleaned up the kitchen so i could just be super pregnant and vibe and im so thankful for him today and every day cause iโm truly blessed with such a wonderful partner ๐ฅบ๐ญ
when you're pregnant...and your community breaks you and gets you to...1,000 subs ๐ฅบ๐ญ...i'm so beyond grateful! thank you so much! i just really needed a cookie ๐ฅบ๐๐
pls donโt be the friend that gets pissed at other friends for being busy & you may not have talked as much as YOU would like. weโre all adults & people have shit going on. mental health, life obligations, etc. making someone feel like shit for it isnโt the way to go. be graceful.
if i seem a little off or sad the next weeks to come, just be gentle with me ๐ฅบ john unexpectedly has to leave in 24 hours to help afghan refugees (which is so dope) but we donโt know when heโll be back & my heart hurts. iโll have a lot on my plate so send me all the good vibes
2020 is an absolute shit show, but 2020 has also been empowering as fuck and stomping down rasicts, abusers, and pushing the scum to the surface. iโm done with people not understanding basic boundaries. weโre all holding hands ready to fight and you canโt stop us.
im honestly so proud of myself ๐ฅบ iโm on medication for my anxiety and depression and itโs been doing wonders and i met with a behavioral doctor today and officially start taking steps to therapy in 2 weeks ๐ค
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@killstar
hello, my name is dani! iโm a partnered streamer on twitch- i have a 150-200 viewer average & my community & i have a running joke that i own 95% of the killstar โcatalogโ ๐ณ๐
itโs been a dream of mine to work with you! letโs do something! ๐ฅฐโจ
motherrmoon
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