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06 ana girly ꩜.ᐟ cw 147 / next gw 138 🎐°⋆. ࿔*:･ @pochaccals priv ⟡ ݁₊ .
bmi 23.6 -15 dni
Joined May 2024
i’m actually in literal tears pls i just want to feel pretty can people just let me be why am i never good at anything or good enough
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themed diets by me for.edtwt cuz i miss them !! . /ᐢ⑅ᐢ\ ♡ ₊˚ .꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ ♡‧₊˚ ♡. /づ~ :¨·.·¨: ₊˚ . `·. ·‘ ₊˚ ♡
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a vent deep diving into how my daddy issues and poor relationships with men have shaped my ed and ruined my perception of love because i’m sad and high
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master thread of recipes for every meal for edtwt to make restriction easier ⟡ ݁₊ . ────୨ৎ────────୨ৎ───
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i just complimented a girl who’s probs much younger than me and she just walked away and whispered thanks 😭 but like now i feel creepy cuz wtf was that reaction but like is that not a sacred aspect of girlhood to hype up each other ???.
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me when i decline to eat dessert w the fam so i eat these pics up instead
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found these pics from sophomore year hoco when i was like 145lbs, need to get back here bad
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eat like aya for a day ! . this or that food poll except it’s just my meals 🐬🌺
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80% of the people under 15 on edtwt are evil you can’t tell me otherwise.
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@riahlimic ur right im just gonna get skinny them when i hit a new lw ima qrt them and be like how u like them apples with an updated bc 😜.
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saw this shit when i was high last night and i literally was tweaking so bad it was horrifying at 11pm baked asf
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9muses paper cup diet ⊹˚. ♡.𖥔 ݁ ˖.one meal a day consisting of foods that fit in 3 paper cups the size of mouthwash cups: .one cup full of fruit.one cup for rice (brown or mixed grain) .one cup for meat or sides .note: food can not overflow the cup!! and no greasy food
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eunbi izone apple diet ⊹˚. ♡.𖥔 ݁ ˖.1 slice of an apple for every hour starting at breakfast .do this for three days but no more than 3 apples across those days ! (1 apple a day)
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@cowgrlc4ls these kinds of things are unnecessary to post for a variety of reasons and i hope you know this could potentially trigger someone into a relapse or deter from recovery.
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how i think i look after eating like a normal person for one day
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@popteen6irl i don’t like how so many wannnarexics revolve their poor eating habits around men bc as someone who has an actual ed i feel a lot of outsiders see us as insufferable women who depend on men ykwim? like it can be a factor but they make it seem like the entire reason sometimes.
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they always say don’t go for frat boys but i would’ve died for him
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this trend is annoying i’m sorry 😭😭😭 no offense to any of my mooties.
“My deadname isn’t that common”. A fucking fast food chain:
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@cinnamnmilk god forbid someone trying to escape this disorder deletes triggering things of THEIR account.
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my fav omelette !.1 serving of ham (70).2 eggs + 1 egg white (160).1 slice of low fat mozzarella (60).total: 290kcal. note: you can sub the mozzarella for low fat american cheese to be 260c, .also adding veggies can make it extra filling and yummy !!
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jeon somi banana diet ⊹˚. ♡.𖥔 ݁ ˖.banana for breakfast lunch and dinner
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@dollboycalz it’s just like a thing i feel like i NEED to do before i weigh myself like i will literally take hair ties off my wrist and there’s been sometimes where i’ll take out my piercings out of paranoia.
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american university fees are outrageous and getting scholarships is so difficult, why the hell is trump trying to take away fafsa ??.
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update on the weight loss patches i got them and im trying them starting today so we will see if there’s any difference
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thread of black 🦢 thinspo bc they’re one of my fav groups ever 💗 no nv33 pics here tho i couldn’t find any that fit
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please ignore the dust flying around but GUYS I BOUGHT THIS DRESS IN NOVEMBER BUT I COULDNT EVEN ZIP IT HALF WAY AND NOW IT FITS SO EASY YAYAYAYYA should i wear it when me and gymbro go on our day trip tuesday ?
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feel like i’m maybe starting to see progress with losing arm fat and maintaining muscle bc my muscle wasn’t this prominent like a month ago
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650 intake is not a lot .650 intake is not a lot.650 intake is not a lot .650 intake is not a lot .650 intake is not a lot
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I LOVE MY MOOTIES IF YOURE MY MOOTIE I LOVE YOU IF YOURE NOT MY MOOTIE LETS BE MOOTS CUZ I LOVE YOU TOO.
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@petitekcals okay miss ana police 👮 i’ve been diagnosed in the past and went to iop for treatment not sure who you think you are to tell me if im disordered or not 🤔
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some of u agreeing w that weirdo who qrt an essay about my body just hate to see someone feel good about themselves because you’re miserable huh.
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would u guys use my “skinny pesto” i made in ur pasta ? it’s 80c for 1/4 of this which would go a very long way i feel and only has 1 tsp oil ! if its good when i eat it tmr do u guys want the recipe ?
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this dress is to die for i can’t wait until im small enough to feel good wearing it
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@Ed_Pokkle stoner at 13 is crazy also that little child needa get their loco out their bio and gtfo out of my state w this nonsensory !!.
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nov 8th vs jan 2nd .okay guys this is kinda crazy i know i made progress but i didn’t realize my arms were that fucking fat before😭😭
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the beginning of my ed~ . during the time my ed started i was gaining a lot of weight and got bullied by my peers and my grandpa made a comment about how i was gaining too much during covid time (this was 2021, i was a 1st year hs).
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@periwrinkle13 especially when she’s talking to herself on there with her 7 followers or whatever…
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guys be so honest does this hat look stupid on me bc i genuinely have a fear of wearing hats that im trying to get over and idk why i’m scared to wear hats but yeah
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a realistic 🧵 on how i, as a black anorexic girl, keep my hair as healthy as possible during restriction .⊹˖ᯓ★. ݁₊
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dear mooties, . i love you. if nobody got you aya got your backs always.
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can’t wait for tonight guys look how cute my flask is ! also this is the best brand of low cal vodka !!
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43g of protein, 450 cals !! i love breakfast foods and this was such a yummy breakfast bake ! lmk if u guys want the recipe
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bought these jeans that are 2 size smaller than me, hopefully i can fit in them by march !
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my skinny pesto recipe for edtwt because it honestly tastes better than regular pesto!
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this led me to develop an ed with the sole reason of being prettier and more in tune with the beauty standards. but then later that year i got into an online relationship (ik embarassing but he lived right by me so he was just an excuse maker) and he body shamed me so much.
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face card never declines .i may be fat but at least my side profile is heavenly ⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪
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it’s summer when i say it is 🐬🐬 (it’s gonna be 34° today but fit comes first)
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edtwt what’s ur #1 fear meal ? . mine is this😣😣haven’t ate fried chicken since i was in freshman year of hs
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@Reaperz99999 thank you very very much, you’re very kind and you’re absolutely right nobody would take that much time out of their day to analyze my appearance like this if they weren’t jealous 😭.
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since we are nearing prom season here’s a throwback !! i wish i had lost weight before prom bc this would’ve looked sm better but it’s whatever
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he picked me up guys he is so fucking buff and we cuddled and got really ducking high and just yapped about everything and watched bojack horseman.
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me because yall act like tiktok getting banned was like getting evicted from your house and getting ur children taken away
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@imfkintireddd the face i just made… i can’t believe you even just asked this i hope u get uninvited 😭
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best part of losing weight is i can sell my old clothes on depop and make money and know that i can’t gain bc if i gain i’ll have to spend a bunch of money to rebuild my closet.
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need a hug from my american mooties we are so fucked also was taken down
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ate half of this then immediately purged it, was so delicious but i’m sure it was incredibly high cal but i got a wintermelon tea afterwards so ill keep that down haha
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