tw bodychecks !!
. . . also omfg i think im in a plateau.
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finally took some pics im okay with !! but seriously i have got to get more toned
tw // vent ++ weight talkk
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in recov.. i rlly wanna challenge myself to gain to a normal bmi..im shooting for bmi 20, BUT THATS SO FUCKING SCARY. ive never been above bmi 17.. id have to gain 30lbs xtra than what im used to 🧟♀️🧟♀️
just got the most dangerous wave of motivation.. it’s so over !!! i’m really scared of how much i’d need to eat in body recomp, so i def wanna start AFTER school i out.. but i’m so impatient!!!! ANHH SHARP SKINNY SAVE MEEE !!!!! to be so undeniably lean…like all muscle..RN!
mooties i LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!! :3 dont want anyone thinking im fishing for compliments cuz TRUST SHARP SKINNY IS JUST MY UG!!! body recomp this summer will be insane (manifesting)
gotta be leaner than goddamn track stars omgg
no bc if it was a thinner person they would be cheering 🫤 like this sounds so nice!! she seems so sweet and got to enjoy the little things like cmon pure joy
idc im a luvr girl at heart
BASIC INFO —
— 17 y/o・an-b/p ++ arfid
— blk poc!!! (east african)
— lesbian + she/it prns!
xtra : ocd, bpd, tism 🔥🔥🔥🔥
UH QUICK INTRO! WILL MAKE A BETTER ONE SOON. INT FOR A FOLLOW BACK / BE MOOTS !!!!!
update on thread abt how i lost 35lbs in 4 months :3 !! PLS REd!!
QUESTION HIII!!! we all know how im a nervy grl!!! :3
i’ve rewritten the thread many times and im gon b blunt i changed my entire lifestyle and it was intense so wld u guys even want it still?
(1/4)
im so ready to be done speedrunning. i guess i didnt acknowledge my progress before, because of bdd??
but if anyone would like to know how i went from 110lbs -> 75lbs | 50kgs -> 34kgs in 4 months id be ok w/ making a threD !!! but lmk if i sound full of myself please!!!!!
tw // neg food talk
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been wanting to eat this for a few days now! but im just so scared for some reason? seriously i dont know why it freaks me out?
like there is no reason this should be a fear food? y r eds irrational what the Hell
@flaqals
getting caught body checking and touching my collarbones in the girls bathroom n making an excuse that i thought my shoulders looked uneven n my first said
“maybe it’s bc u have a 1 strap bookbag”
then i panicked for a week thinking i actually do have uneven shoulders 🥲
Noooo why would you ever cut your beautiful skin. Leave that to the stupid nonblacks 💔 — i think my skin is still beautiful!! my scars and cvts dont take away from that! :3
n im not even gonna mention the second part of this com…
nobody move . . CHAT??
ALSO NEW & OLD MOOTIES. ILYSM!ive been going thru it plus eds are kinda isolating yk…. so i love interacting w/ everyone sm!! :3
chat i know body dysmorphia is real but i am not buying any of the comments …. I KNOW ITS THE MENTAL ILLNESS BUT GUYS CMON IM IM IM also istg not posting for bait im genuinely just fucking crazy
i luvv getting tips from ġymtwt but then when i come back to 3dtwt i feel like a fake does that make sense??
like i wanna b in a calorie surplus to gain muscle but everyone on 3dtwt wld behead me if i dont eat under 500cals