unpinning when i reach 140

im so sorry i keep apologizing for being mia moots. honestly miss you guys & think i need community now more than ever. my ed is a mess & im trynna get sober amidst depression & these LA fires + inauguration - im just not handling things well, & honestly just trying to stay alive

locking tf back in today, idgaf.

can y’all tell how down bad i am lmao

@BarbieChic96 thank you. i hope so too. ive done it before i can do it again. just feels harder every time. the recovery is always harder after each relapse

@mintteaangel thank uu 🥹🙏🏼🤍

@goal0x ty grace 🥺 i feel like im crawling on my fingernails to get through everything rn

@matchasmootea thank you m 🥺🤍 ly

@AnoraSmith its been hell, like truly felt apocalyptic but the winds turned and we’re safe for now. theres still major fires around us though :/

@carmenthefrog thank you 🥺🥺🥺🤍🤍🙏🏼

@supremekgs thank u bb 🥹

does anyone know any key words or phrases to use on craiglist to get ocs or dillies

any other addict moots are free to talk to rn? im deep in the trap of benzos again & i just feel like such a shit person for it

ok edtt, you win this round

im trying to find life again by listening to mac & its helping

@borderlinestars ty void 🥺 ik ur right. i just cant stop judging myself

@imexhaustedugh thank you!! truly means the world 🥹🙏🏼🫂🤍

@coldietcoke ty ml 🥺 could really use it