scarlett’s edtwt intro! ⭐️
~> she/her
~> 08
~> 175 cm
~> stats in bio ^^
~> not new, *hoping* to be active after lurking for ages + looking for moots 🫵
(( i interact w/ allspo ))
💕/💬 for moots!!
*binges bc low res*
*restricts to compensate*
*binges bc low res*
*restricts to compensate*
*binges bc low res*
*restricts to compensate*
*binges bc low res*
*restricts to compensate*
*binges bc low res*
*restricts to compensate*
when will i learn
losing weight finally except it’s weight you’ve already lost and regained so it just doesn’t hit the same (i haven’t had a new lw since over a year ago)
losing weight finally except it’s weight you’ve already lost and regained so it just doesn’t hit the same (i haven’t had a new lw since over a year ago)
i might start taking pictures of my meals cause i need to be more aware of what im eating so stopping to take a picture would in theory make me slow down and process what im about to eat?
tw rare sh mention for my non shtwt moots //
just hit the back of my head really fucking hard on the wall and my ears are ringing and my jaw hurts fuck i couldn’t breathe my throat there’s a lump in it oh my god my head
yall my mum is catching on so bad she just asked me if i’m gonna eat today out of the blue and then started going on about this girl at work who had BED and said i can talk to her if i want????
last night i had a dream about my mum finding my mum finding out about my ed and confronting me about it and she was like ‘i can see what you’re doing on twt’ and saying our phones connect and stuff then i woke up and i was so scared it was real for a full 5 minutes 😰😰😰
might start an accountability thread guys idk who’s trackers to use or what to track though.. do i do weight? cals? steps? how much do i plan to lose in one thread? anyone whose done one before help would be appreciated 🙏
talking with my mum over text is so tedious guys like why do i have to type like a gen X mum to have her understand my tone and she still thinks im rude??
today is so great i went on a walk with my friend and then we tried to get into this abandoned place we’ve been seeing in our area but it’s being demolished 😞😞 so instead we walked around and then went home and i walked home too i love walking 🚶♀️🚶♀️🚶♀️ best activity ever made
so i’ve been doing the couch to 5k thing from the nhs, and i’ve been taking photos of myself after my runs right?
i showed the one from today to my mum compared to the one on the 1st of this month and she told me my FACE LOOKS THINNER???? AHFKAMDJAKDN 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
yall i’ve been gone for like a month just lurking cause im too afraid to show my face around here.. but all i’ve done is gained so i think it’s time to lock in and start being active again 🔥🔥(this will last a couple of weeks at most)
oh my goodness i’m so happy my dream of low bmi high grades is coming half true i was the top of the class in our feb maths mocks i can’t even explain how happy i am i love maths 🎉🎉🎉 all i need now is the low bmi part ….. 🙏🙏
oh my goodness i’ve been locked out of my account for 24h for following too fast and i’ve just got it back that was so scary i didn’t know what was happening i thought i was gonna lose you guys 😥😥
yall i’ve started weighing myself every TWO days instead of every day and i think it’s making me restrict better cause i know i have to lose twice what i would usually lose and the anticipation is killing me
i think i’m gonna log off for tn, see you guys tomorrow or something maybe the day after idk
ill tweet when i have something to complain about again.. 💀
my mum has began telling
me every time i look at a piece of food with any expression other than pure joy “well it’s not too fattening…” i didn’t think that??? why are you saying not TOO fattening? you’re just making it worse by suggesting it is?? she is so clueless ngl
oh my god the posts all over this subtwt about 3ug3nia “recovering” are so… stupid?? yeah she might be but don’t just assume because she ate one thing on camera?? she hasn’t been fasting all this time yall bffr
@rainsonrian
it’s friendlier imo cause it’s interchangeable with one of my friends or one of my followers whereas moot to me is like you just follow eachother yk?
thing is earlier this month she had a mental health training thing at work cause she’s the mental health person of the office and she had a full section on EDs which she had to study and literally said (her words) “i think you have a bit of an eating disorder yk..” WHAT????
yall my mum is catching on so bad she just asked me if i’m gonna eat today out of the blue and then started going on about this girl at work who had BED and said i can talk to her if i want????
naw i’m so cooked it’s over for me i’ve reached my hw and i don’t even feel bad about it i just feel numb like yeah i’ve cried but it isn’t the same cry as when u was stuck in the 130s and i would yo-yo to 140 and be distraught like i used to think 130 was too big (it still is)
@FR0STB0NES
thank you this really means a lot!!!! it just hurts atm like a little pulsing i think ill be okay.. i appreciate it sm though you don’t even understand <33
these are wild dog pups they got lost after playing for too long and they’re trying to find their way back to their pack!!! (they made it and reunited 😁😁😁😁)