I don't know what or who you woke up missing, but I hope the grief introduces itself to you, I hope it only echoes the love that you still have, so you won't sit too long with the anger.. and later when you go to bed at night, may you not kneel to the dream of what could've been
@ssefnum
I have nothing against those menfess. Yet some of them are so unnecessary, like?? no one wants to know about your sex life. I think some people need to understand that not all things are meant for public consumption
@ssefnum
"Ga berhak dapat kehidupan yang baik lagi ga sih?" Not to justify cheating, but it's a messed up viewpoint. People shouldn't forever be bound to their past mistakes, they still have the rights to change for themselves. Shielding your pain with hatred won't lead you anywhere.
sometimes i want to be understood more than i want to be loved {...} there is a fine line between finding a home and being in a home that holds all parts of you.
It's January again; I hope you will put down the weight of the world off your shoulders for once.
I hope you will stop fearing your own gentleness, so you can realize that if you breathe again... the world isn't going to collapse.
For you, can be tender and still be a bone.
Who am I?
I am the victim of soul destruction due to the distance that separates us... Others find beauty in longing, but why do I find myself perched on a mountain of terror?
My yearning does not blossom into love, darling. It grows sharp knife that always turn inside of me.
And I don't think it's an 'eat the rich' movie. Oliver was starving of obsession, not possession.. he took the stakes just to be a part of Felix's life. He never wanted to be the king of the hill until things went south. Aaaah, this movie is so mind-bending.
these screams anti intellectualism but thats one thing. calling my basil hallward a bleak man without taking into account the layer of complexity and depth within his character is quite another lol how reductionist
"We will figure it out together" is the most tender thing anyone has ever said. You are never weak but you don't have to bear it alone. I want you to share the weight on your shoulder so it won't make you sink. Let me think with you. Let me sit with you. You have me, you have me.
i hear too many 'i love you's & not enough 'i understand you's. i see too many apology flowers & not enough art that isn't taken at face value by people at the museum
i just want us to sit in circles by the winter fireside & say nothing because explaining everything is too hard.
I like to think that the idea of someone being your "missing piece" is ridiculous. You are a complex puzzle unto yourself, and others should feel privileged that you've sacraficed a piece to share with them.
I think a lot of everything that is human constructs.. God gives us hope and we make art from it; stars for constellation, raw ingredients for food, sounds for melodies, words for literature. It made me realize how desperate we are to find meaning. How hungry we are for reasons.
Like a gasoline.. diesel, maybe? How I love is so fierce that I'd throw everything into the flames to make it last for them. I'd rather turn to ashes than stand on the sidelines, wondering what it's like to burn for that person
Every time I felt like I was the sole bearer of this kind of sorrow, Russian literature always reminds me that the same feeling has been felt for ages. It has existed and continue to exist,.. the more things change, the more they remain the same.
Your body was never mine to love, to kiss, to worship, yet you have kept mine caged, imprisoned. You compel my desires towards you like the moon tugging on the tides – a gravitational pull I can't elude. For without your touch, I starve, I ache, I beg.
I wonder if I will always be like that for you – an offerer. Eye for nothing, limb for nothing, heart for nothing. Does my body seem more familiar with bruises than porcelain flesh? You were never sorry in advance, and I was never prepared.
Quite ridiculous to see people trying to define what qualifies as art and what doesn't, even more so when they start demeaning us because our perspective on art is different from theirs... boy oh boy, the objectivity.
Saltburn is a bizarre mess. But despite the myriad of opinions about class disparities and social inequalities, I think what's more fucked up is how Oliver caricatured himself as a damsel in distress so Felix could play the hero. Offer me your hand and I'll take your name 😵💫
@catthedraI
Please! Not a nonsense at all. I agree that it teaches us valuable lessons about the consequences of recklessness that could lead us to our downfalls. You've made an insightful intepretation on the story of Icarus and Daedalus, Gray. No wonder it got you interested in Greek myths
Mainly because it has had a huge role in molding cultures and societies, loads of philosophical thoughts have seeped into literature, art, politics and even science. So it feels like tapping into the roots of human thought when you dive into it
There's no definitive answer to that question.. but I think life can be both. It can have the meaning that we give it while also acknowledging that our existence is a random collection of events that may not be significant on a cosmic scale. (Father Nietzsche, simplified!)
@99sfile
You're under house arrest at my place, will pick you up at 8 (I'll buy you dinner) (Revised. I'll buy everything you want angel the fire of my loins what a sight you are)
Are you a ghost, darling? That's what people call you now, they also say that I'm haunted. By you, by what's in the dark & what's left behind.. Are you really?
Because to me, you're now a house of mirrors. I see you in every reflection, every angle, nearly real.. almost literal.
How the moors in Wuthering Heights symbolize a grey area between life and death is beautifully terrifying. I despise Heathcliff, but the love that he had haunts him so much that every joint of him crawls to the moors over & over again... maybe today, Catherine will haunt him.
@99sfile
@disenthracl
Do NOT, i repeat DO NOT steal my girl. Iros here is the funniest the most adorable person I wanna create a country in my pocket and kidnap her to be my one and only citizen
And in another, we're always six.. picking the same flowers & I get to learn the lines of your palms.
In all of these timelines, you love me. You do.
And I promise it is not bloodstained.
If longing for you were a grave sin that carried a death sentence, I would look God in the face and tell him I don't want a seat in heaven. Let me long, let me drown in the depths of hell for the sake of keeping your shadow eternal in me.
@Autuned
@ssefnum
It's my day off.. so I'll probably sleep throughout the day, and at night I'm gonna lurk to find some cookies. Been craving for it for weeks now 😮💨😮💨 how about you?
@Dbluesouls
yea some of my friends wanna wait until next year too. not sure if the price will drop though, what they're offering now seems like a steal. i was surprised tbh, i thought it would be pricier... even matt rife's show in abu dhabi costs more than cas 😭😭😭
I taught you the map of my body, it was never for you to carve it open and leave me to pick up the pieces with all your unfulfilled promises.
But perhaps this is time to pronounce the hour of liberation; I have always been willing to bleed, just never for you.
Seeing this performative activism really makes me physically disgusted. If you really want to appear socially conscious, the least you could do is to understand the complexity of what's going on.. Advocacy requires, not only empathy, but also knowledge.
Catherine and he never got to be together in one life... so they chose to be together in another, on the moors. WH is never a romantic novel, I wouldn't say so, but ngl it's straight out of Hozier's notebook x__x
The purpose of art itself is to be a tool for expressing diverse perspectives on life anyway. It's never meant to be confined by rigid definition
Don't like it? That's fine
Want to criticize it? Do so through analysis, not classification. It's downright rude & counterproductive.
@marydienloka
I WISH I COULD. And on a side note, thank you for making me realize I put two them instead of one (though that really explains how much I despise them)