Ok guys, please pray for me. I fell down my entire flight of stairs in my house, and had to call an ambulance. They are positive I lost consciousness. Not sure for how long. Had numerous CT scans with and without contrast on my ENTIRE body, along with Xrays. I have a
I just lost my husband of 33 years. I'm out of my fucking mind right now and could use prayers please. They think he had a massive heart attack.
@KickStreaming
@LauraLoomer
Actually, only the CURRENT President holds the honor of being called Mr (or Mrs) President.
Media will use "former President so & so". These former Presidents revert back to their previous title held prior to being President.
And yes, we learned this in school.
Getting ready to leave the hospital and onto the rehab center for a bit!
As much as I love the staff here, I won't miss the hospital (or the food!)
Also, please remember the gofundme pinned at the top of my page.
Love you all! XOXO!!
I'm struggling. I feel like I'm drowning most days. I couldn't even get myself out of my bedroom today.
I thought if I could help people, bring them some type of relief, a smile to their face, a laugh or 3, that it would help. It did, but only for that moment.
I have spent
@Trainwreckstv
I just paid for my husbands funeral (he died in August)...who knew funerals were so damn expensive???? I still need to get a headstone. ♥
So, as most of you know, I recently had lung cancer surgery (Stage 1b Non-small cell, which came back with clear margins) BUT I started having breathing problems yesterday. I may have a tear or something in my right lung, so they are going back in surgically.
Good Morning Fam!
It was our Wedding Anniversary on Saturday. SO many great memories of that day! I just wish Lonnie was still here to share it with me.
Busy weekend, though. I had quite the crew over to help me move some things over to my storage shed, downsizing a bit. Made
@JaredFPS
@StakeUsa
Oh my goodness, Jared. The things you said about me, not even true. I had been following you since May. If you don't remember our chats, I guess chatters aren't that important to you. (And yes, I even watched this win!) Yes, people that come to your stream after Eddie's stream
Ok guys, so now that I don't have my husbands income to fall back and rely on, so my plan is to start streaming again sometime soon. SOOOOOO, I need some advice. I am looking at buying a computer within the next couple of weeks that can handle streaming AND gaming. Also, any cool
So much paperwork, so many phone calls, texts, emails, funeral plans, the price! My God! The empty feeling in my heart, not knowing which way to go. To say I feel overwhelmed is an understatement. Tell your loved ones every day how much you love them. EVERY DAY!
@KickStreaming
Broke out of rehab last night for the Superbowl party at Deans. A one night reprieve! Yay Chiefs! Great game! On my way back now. *cries*
Also try to find the positives in a negative situation!
@Str3tchyy
@lxFORMIDABLExl
I gifted like 135 subs one night to one streamer and had this happen to me. That being said, that streamer DID get the sub money in a few days. I'm sure it's just a glitch that they are getting sorted out.
So, it's been a tough few days. Losing your best friend after 33 years is just so awful. I'm lost. $16,000 for his funeral not including a headstone!
Today, while watching
@StakeEddie
stream for
@StakeUsa
@Stake
, I was chosen by
@StakeMikey
for a $1000 bonus buy...and won
Ugh. Today. Today just needs to be over. You see, it's my first birthday without my husband. I miss his "birthday kiss" first thing in the morning, his silly birthday texts that would last all day long, his facebook posts, his "Want to wish my beautiful wife a happy birthday.
I have to give the BIGGEST, most heartfelt SHOUTOUT to
@energized_GG
&
@Jokers_VIBE
! Not only did they make me "go live RIGHT NOW", they also made me ugly cry! You guys are the BEST! I love this Kick Fam! So much love was shown in my stream tonight! SO. MUCH. LOVE! AMAZING!
Good Morning Fam!
It's going to be a tough day for me. I'm going to visit my husband at the cemetery for the first time since he passed away. I haven't had the strength to do this yet.
His elderly Mom is in the hospital, and will be for quite some time. She fell and not only
Good Morning Fam!
Happy Saturday! What plans do you have today? I am off to see a good friend of mine be inuducted into our schools Hall Of Fame tonight for her accomplishments in the medical field. She is a cancer Dr for children and we are allllll so very proud of her!
I hope
Good Morning Fam!
Remember to watch my computer being built on Monday, Oct 9th @ 2pm CST at
@GamingEmpower
Also, here is another little sneakie peek at a SUB badge made by the beautiful
@attagirlSay
And, as always, remember that today is a GOOD day
I just want to thank each and every one of you for ALL of the love and support you have shown while I go through this shit! You are ALL legends! Much love! ♥
My husbands video tribute just went live. I have ALLLLLL the emotions right now. We're detailing his Camaro Convertible to be ready for the ride to the cemetery on Monday after the funeral. We're gathering his most beloved eagle collection to display. I know I'm forgetting
Tonight at midnight. I'm dreading this time. It marks 4 weeks since Lonnie passed away. I have ALLLLLLL the emotions today. All of them. Every single one.
It doesn't feel like 4 weeks. It feels like it was just yesterday. I don't remember a lot about that night and all the days
Good Morning Fam!
This morning I have another lung cancer screening to make sure my last 2 nodules are still clear and to make sure I don't have any new ones! Prayers and positive vibes please!
Also, just a reminder that my computer will be built live on
My personal cancer fundraiser will start later this afternoon and run through Sunday! Please stop by and say hi! Much love to you all! ♥
Retweets MUCH appreciated!
@KickStreaming
Good Morning everyone! Happy Thursday! Have a super fantastic day! And remember, today is a good day for a GREAT day! ♥
Let's help
@CybahL
reach affiliate!
@KickStreaming
Good Morning Fam!!
It's laundry day. Oh boy. I hate laundry. Like, with a passion. It's not exciting. When will someone invent the dryer that also folds underwear and socks?? Did I mention I HATE LAUNDRY? *sigh*
BUT, it's Tuesday! And that means TACO's! I mean, who doesn't
Good Morning all my hippies out there! Today, take time to reflect on all the good things in your life and then go out and be your amazing self! It's a beautiful day, rain or shine! Be happy!
Today is a GOOD day to have a GREAT day! And coffee!
@KickStreaming
@StakeEddie
I'm in a really dark place right now and I don't know what to do anymore. Landlord contacting me, utilities, can't get a bank loan. And all these damn scammers DMing me. Just make it stop!
Yep, it's definitely Monday yet again!
I had the City here for gas line purposes, my new water heater installed, 7 phone calls for various purposes, several emails sent out, all 3 dogs taken care of several times over because...dogs. Oh, and Amazon made a delivery. All before
It's Sunday! My wish for you today: I hope you have a fantastic day, an awesome night, and an even better tomorrow! Because, tomorrow is Monday! You got this! Go out there an be GREAT today!
@KickStreaming
@StakeMikey
@SteveOnStake
@StakeEddie
Good morning! It's deffo a coffee day! Today, we go look at a "new to us" car if the hubby can get off early as it's a couple hours away. Nothing special, just need a reliable car!
Today is a good day to have a GREAT day! ♥
@KickStreaming
Good Morning Fam!
So, what's good today, you ask? Well, it's Friday Eve! It's almost the weekend!!! Anyone have anything fun planned this weekend? I'm downsizing my house a bit, putting a lot into storage, so not too much fun happening here! ALTHOUGH, I am making Chili & having
I am off to take my "old lady recovering" nap! Now all I have to figure out is how to get my hubby home from work tonight. (gas money is an issue after getting his vehicle looked at yesterday) *sigh* We'll get it figured out! I hope you all have a super day and a better tomorrow!
Good Morning Fam!
It's Saturday! Does anyone have any fun plans today? Not I. Just finishing up a few cleaning things. Seems to never end. PLUS, it's getting a little chilly here in Minnesota. I woke up to 33 degrees this morning. And it's been rainy, so....yuck!
And, as
Good Morning Fam!
I'm slowly getting into what is now my new norm in this life of mine.
I'm super excited to announce that will include streaming again! Just waiting on the new computer to be built, the graphics to be completed, my new computer desk to be set up along with a
@Frank_Legend
@Twitch
@djclancy999
@TwitchSupport
Since when can they demand to hand over something YOU paid for? Like the police would have done anything over that? Why not just ask you to change clothes if they feel so threatened about a piece of clothing?
@Twitch
DO BETTER!
Kick is broken *giggles* BIG win that
@xQc
is here! Now I don't have to go to Twitch to watch him!
He is done streaming, Kick should be fixed shortly!
@KickStreamsLive
Good morning!!
It's FRIDAY! Of course I'm not going to get anything done today, lol. Except more therapy. Yay. Not.
Happy weekend everyone!
And always remember, today is a GOOD day to have a GREAT day!
Also, please remember the GoFundMe pinned at the top of my page. If you're able to help, even just a little bit, I would appreciate it so much. This is gonna be a tough one to get out of on my own since being stuck in the hospital. Can't wait to get THAT bill, ugh!
Good Morning everyone!
Happy Saturday! Nothing planned for today, which is a good thing! I might even step on grass today! Maybe! Ha!
Today is a good day to have a great day! Be excellent!
@KickStreaming
@StakeEddie
@Trainwreckstv
@HeyItsRUFF
Santa Ruff kinda has a sweet ring to it! Does that mean sexy Santa outfit, too? And a sexy Mrs Claus, perhaps? *waggles eyebrows* Also, I would like to note that I was the 69th retweeter...so there's that!
@TomRyan33221349
@adinross
Well now you're just trolling sweetheart. I've been married to my "sugar daddy" for 33 years this year. Also, I have not veered off course. I took a peek at your page and honestly had to laugh. *shrugs*
@iamnerdyink
@tyftac
@PinkBubblez69
Don't attack you? YOU decided to post on a public platform. YOU attacked HER. Don't be telling people not to comment there buddy. It's kinda weird that you call a community a cult, to be honest. It's HER stream, the people in her stream WANT to be there! Why? Because she is an
CHRISTMAS GIVEAWAY MADNESS. READ ALL OF THIS FOR A BONUS ENTRY.
On Saturday December 9th at 6pm Eastern I will be hosting my 2nd "Creators For Creators" Christmas Edition.
I have been cooking this up since the last one was finished and was such a hit!! I have decided to take