this account is dead 💗 life update, im recovering, im stable again, i’m in a loving relationship, i have a personal account i use now :) not deactivating in case anyone needs help . ily all please be safe i hope you can all get out of here 💗

RT @v4mpcals_: 🧵of borrowing tips from someone who has been caught multiple times and also works in retail 💪💪

my brother gave me some of his halloween candy :3 he let me pick out whatever i want since my mom told him im going to do some iop ed treatment …okay who wants the c/s haul

@miira2onthewall YES SUPER HELPFUL INFO !!! ILY

RT @miira2onthewall: only brush your teeth 30 mins AFTER pvrging, acid softens your enamel and brushing risks eroding it!! rinse your mouth…

happy halloween guys :)) if you are purging candy tonight pleaseeee be safe and have some water/gatorade after and brush your teeth !!! i love u all

hey edtwt im kinda bad with tone so i thought the paul thing was like a joke but i guess its actually a reference to something i dont get PLEASE SOMEONE EXPLAIN WHOS PAUL 😰😰😰😰/gq

im gonna fucking kill myself it’s almost 3pm and my dog refused to eat until i ate :/// does anyone else’s pet do this???he’s a foster i’ve only had him a few weeks but he’s extremely attached to me. it’s been a few days of this IM SCARED

@ugw2025 never never never remove the garlic bread !!!!!

nvm she probably hates me too

i feel so bad putting food down the disposal so i can throw away the wrapper and my mom will think i ate

@mousemunches that’s awesome :))) have a fun birthday!!!

me : :( my dietician sending me a long and encouraging message me: :,)

guys i literally don’t even know what im supposed to do i haven’t been this low in 2 years i can’t live like this and i can’t fix it i just have to be dead

seeing her new tiktok on my fyp and people flirting her her in the comments and my therapist said im annoying her and she clearly doesn’t like me 👍👍👍 i will in fact be slitting my wrists tonight

must shower and wash hair. but that means detangling the right side of my hair which is so bad it’ll cause me to breakdown. also need to walk my dog. also need to eat so i don’t go to treatment. also need to do more job hunting. instead i will stay in bed and ruin my skin more 😋

@bloodyv31l you look up soft gentle pillow and order it and cut with it (it cannot cut you )

@bloodyv31l probably if you look up soft gentle pillow it’ll come up

RT @incandscentglw: me, at age 13: been getting into anorexia lately me, at age 17: fuck my eating disorder i deserve recovery i’m going t…