hey, had a talk with doctors and my mom and I've decided to do recovery!! :) will be inactive until further notice, love all of you and remember you're all valid!!
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-> been lurking for a few months, but now joining!
~ name's lilli!
~ BMI: 19.5
~ 5'2 (more like 5'1.5 but shhh)
~ 17
~ she/her
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~ sw: 143 lbs
~ cw: 106.6 lbs
~ pro-recovery!
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protein bars are NOT an overrated ed food!! like YES those bitches are small but they're the only thing that keeps me from collapsing when doing low intake
I drop .7lbs overnight and wake up BMI 19
I drop .7lbs overnight and wake up BMI 19
I drop .7lbs overnight and wake up BMI 19
I drop .7lbs overnight and wake up BMI 19
I just need to get worse
I just need to get worse
I just need to get worse
I just need to get worse
I just need to get worse
I just need to get worse
I just need to get worse
THIS like I have an "ugw" but this all still feels so unreal. I was overweight/obese my ENTIRE life and now I'm considered skinny, it feels too good to be true
I haven't been on the scale for weeks and I'm estimating my weight based on my tdee and calorie intake...what if I'm like 5 pounds fatter then i think. like I can see major physical change but what if
I drop .7lbs overnight and wake up BMI 19
I drop .7lbs overnight and wake up BMI 19
I drop .7lbs overnight and wake up BMI 19
I drop .7lbs overnight and wake up BMI 19
is letting people joke about your weight and acting like you didn't mind for validation even though it HURT a canon event for girls who were overweight
🎃 DAY 9 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 108
CALS BURNED = 416
NET INTAKE = -308
best ana who? but tbh today was rough mentally but at least it was good restriction wise! starting sport tomorrow so nervous on how I'll have to adjust my intake but I'll just have to see 😭😭
☕ DAY 3 ☕
CALS CONSUMED = 252
CALS BURNED = 136
NET INTAKE = 116
restricted more today but still feel awful bc the scale won't go down, hope the lax kicks in soon enough and that I actually lost a good amount of weight that matches up with my deficit or I'll cry 🙏
🎃 DAY 6 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 230
CALS BURNED = 176
NET INTAKE = 54
ik it's water weight bc I drank a TON of water today but I'm still nervous about my weight being 2lbs up :( I'll wake up tomorrow and weigh myself but I'm so nervous even tho I know it's ana brain being dumb
💀 DAY 11 💀
CALS CONSUMED = 419
CALS BURNED = 167
NET INTAKE = 252
rip to my streak of under 100 net cals 🫡 mom made food that was SCRUMPTIOUS it was worth the calories even if ana brain says it wasn't
🎃 DAY 4 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 268
CALS BURNED = 231
NET INTAKE = 37
today was a good day restriction wise, and the lax I got should work tomorrow 🙏🙏 scared for the weekend tho bc school makes restricting so much easier and I'm gonna miss that
🎃 DAY 5 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 95
CALS BURNED = 66
NET INTAKE = 29
didn't get as many steps in today as I would've liked bc I decided to go to school later, but at least my intakes low :) hoping the laxatives fully work the next time i take them 🤞
💀 DAY 1 💀
NET INTAKE ≈ 273 CALS
Fasted for most of the day, then decided to OMAD a slice of cheese pizza my parents got me. Feel guilty bc I don't know the exact calories but I'm estimating somewhere near 250 cals.
gonna restrict harder during the school week 💪💪
🎃 DAY 13 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 215
CALS BURNED = 276
NET INTAKE = -61
today sucked but NEGATIVE NET CALS YUHHHHHH, sad tho bc it's gonna probs rain all day saturday so it's gonna be hard to burn extra cals 💔💔
🎃 DAY 10 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 239
CALS BURNED ≈ 341
NET INTAKE ≈ -102
delayed bc of personal stuff but still did good! calories burned may be overestimated or off bc I can't track my sport on my phone ☹️ no scale now so im nervous but I'll track my weight by deficit ig 😓
🎃 DAY 8 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 365
CALS BURNED = 438
NET INTAKE = -73
felt horrible about how much I ate but walked for two hours and a half and burned it off! feel great as well bc of the exercise and actually getting some food. might try to get an even lower net tomorrow 🤞
☕ DAY 12 ☕
CALS CONSUMED ≈ 460
CALS BURNED ≈ 266
NET INTAKE ≈ 194
sucks not knowing the exact amount of cals in my exercise and food but CLOSE ENOUGH 🤞 could've ate so many more cals today but I didn't so WE MOVE 💪💪 feel so bloated and full rn tho :(
🎃 DAY 31 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 175
CALS BURNED = 289
NET INTAKE = -114
THIS IS LIKE A WEEK LATE 😭😭 felt too lazy to finish this thread 💀 fun fact I had this piece of candy and felt like SHIT afterwards it was HORRID, at least this thread is DONE 🙏🙏
🎃 DAY 27 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 134
CALS BURNED ≈ 340
NET INTAKE = -206
saw the FNAF movie on this day it was SO GOOD! easier not to eat at the movie theater when the food prices are SO FUCKING HIGH JESUS
☕ DAY 21 ☕
CALS CONSUMED ≈ 579
CALS BURNED = 426
NET INTAKE ≈ 153
went out with mom so my intakes higher today, but was able to burn a lot of the cals off :)
🎃 DAY 7 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 153
CALS BURNED = 175
NET INTAKE = -22
went on a walk today and burned some cals! proud of myself since I tend to stay home and eat more on the weekends. the food I also did have was some chicken breast so PROTEINNN 💪💪
🎃 DAY 14 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 344
CALS BURNED = 257
NET INTAKE = 87
forgot to post this! nearly had a much higher net intake day but managed to burn off some cals even tho it was raining like all day 🥳🥳
🎃 DAY 19 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 161
CALS BURNED = 348
NET INTAKE = -187
gonna try to post to this thread on a more consistent basis!! (lying) intakes been consistently low for a while so that's AWESOME! sucks not having a scale but I should be somewhere near BMI 18.2 so YUH
🎃 DAY 20 🎃
CALS CONSUMED = 159
CALS BURNED = 310
NET INTAKE = -151
SO CLOSE to some of my weight goals but I can feel the exhaustion getting to me 🥹 I'll be underweight soon JUST A LIL LONGER 💪💪