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@lilacknees
remi ᵕ̈
4 days
𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪2 week accountability thread𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪 as i'm going to a festival and i need to get it together🪽
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@lilacknees
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1 year
I FOUND THE DETAILED MODEL DIET THAT A MODELING AGENCY SENT ME AT AGE 16 THAT STARTED MY ED !!!????
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@lilacknees
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2 years
do you guys agree that loudly proclaiming "i haven't eaten anything yet today" is a telltale sign of -not- having an ed?
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@lilacknees
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3 years
this glow down makes me angry
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@lilacknees
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3 years
tw / bc i slept with braids in :) also i've never done this but if u want guess my bmi
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@lilacknees
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1 month
tw bc april 2023 vs may 2024
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@lilacknees
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2 years
it's so gross how judgmental an ED makes u, like u look around in public and ur mind automatically judges everyone
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@lilacknees
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3 years
tw // bodycheck . . . wow i found a photo of me from exactly 2 years ago?? vs now
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@lilacknees
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2 years
it sounds weird but anorexia feels comfortable
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@lilacknees
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3 years
tw / bc, comparison 2018 versus 2021 omg
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@lilacknees
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1 year
realising that i can't be skinny unless i give in to a life ruining mental illness makes me so fucking sad
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@lilacknees
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9 months
tw / sh i was playing a drinking game last night and one of the cards said "drink as many sips as u have scars on ur body and explain the story of every scar" 😭😭😭😭💀💀💀💀
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@lilacknees
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3 years
how do ppl eat half of something. what do u do with the other half
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@lilacknees
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1 year
something i noticed at the festival today is that u edtwtizens are skinny as fuck, regular people are rarely edtwt-skinny
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@lilacknees
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2 years
oh to be a petite american high school girl doing cheer and walking around in ur cheer outfit all day and wearing bow ties in ur hair
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@lilacknees
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1 year
oh nothing just eating 11 donuts a box of chocolate cookies and a bag of crisps while retweeting diets and replying to bodychecks with "when is it my turn"
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@lilacknees
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3 years
i get triggered by healthy weight loss
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@lilacknees
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10 months
tw bc 63.5kg
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@lilacknees
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1 year
oh i know a wannarexic and it's very real and very fucking weird
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@lilacknees
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2 years
tw / bc waittttttt is there a visible difference????? one month ago vs now
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@lilacknees
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1 year
should i translate and share it?!? i just might
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@lilacknees
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3 years
tw / bc fit check featuring a ridiculously swollen face
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@lilacknees
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1 year
tw / bc new lw but the only thing i see it how fat and wide and average i look
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@lilacknees
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1 year
i tried emily in paris' magic leek soup that supposedly makes u lose weight and it's actually really good
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@lilacknees
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3 years
MY BEST FRIEND E BOUGHT ME THIS SPOON AS A PRESENT AFTER MY DIAGNOSIS😭🤍😭🤍
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@lilacknees
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10 months
the blatant bodycheck is so funny to me
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@lilacknees
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3 years
tw // bodycheck . . . . my mind still thinks i look like the left
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@lilacknees
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3 years
a reminder – most ppl with EDs are not underweight. no need to feel invalid if ur not underweight
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@lilacknees
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1 year
yeesh there's this influencer who's in recovery for anorexia and she seems so sweet but she doesn't seem to progress at all and it's so triggering
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@lilacknees
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3 years
tw // bodycheck . . . 2018 (66kg) vs 2021 (57kg)
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@lilacknees
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3 years
what is the point of eating if it's gone when u swallow it
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@lilacknees
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4 years
tw bodycheck if this isn't skinny fat then idefk
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@lilacknees
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3 years
tw // bodycheck . . . . i look... less healthy lol
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@lilacknees
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3 years
I JUST SAW SOMEONE REFER TO BINGE PURGING AS EATING&YEETING I-
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@lilacknees
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3 years
i hate my ed for convincing me that having a small body holds more value than things like my creativity, intelligence, character traits or aspirations
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@lilacknees
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3 years
HER LEGS
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@lilacknees
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3 years
apparently my grandma had anorexia when she was a child!!!! it's genetic!!
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@lilacknees
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3 years
i think it's annoying that ppl think ednos means "random ed symptoms" bc it's not that simple
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@lilacknees
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3 years
tw / bc kinda obsessed with chest bones i want them to show forever
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@lilacknees
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1 year
have yall seen this debate? who are we rooting for
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@lilacknees
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2 years
it's so much easier to just not eat anything for as long as possible instead of eating tiny portions ?? eating just makes me more hungry
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@lilacknees
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3 years
circle ur favs
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3 years
tw / bc so sad that i'll have to say goodbye to this weight soon :(
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@lilacknees
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3 years
it sounds weird but i have trouble trusting notebooks/journals with my deepest thoughts
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@lilacknees
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1 year
tw / bc sucking in on the 3rd pic, 4th pic was about a month ago i'm bmi 21
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@lilacknees
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@lilacknees
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3 years
the 9 year old girl who i babysit just came out to me as bisexual
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@lilacknees
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2 years
WHY IS IT CALLED THAT?????
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@lilacknees
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7 months
tw bc i felt skinny in my new gym set but now i look at the pictures i changed my mind
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@lilacknees
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3 years
so i'd really want to be recovered to an extent that i wouldn't be afraid of chocolatey oatmeal, but isn't this just....unhealthy?? or am i just disordered
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@lilacknees
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3 years
spoon for edtwt
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3 years
do u guys have this ice cream flavour in ur country
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@lilacknees
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1 year
my abusive gaslighting ex bff has returned to ig after a year and....... she's gained a LOT
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@lilacknees
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10 months
tw / bc 2021 2022 2023 screaming crying peeing about 2021 i need to go back
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@lilacknees
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3 years
to the girl at the stoplight wearing a totebag with "have you eaten yet?" fuck u
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@lilacknees
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3 years
no matter how competitive EDs are, i would never let myself make moots feel bad ab themselves. i want every single one of u to feel valid /g
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@lilacknees
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3 years
made a cake (´。• ᵕ •。`)
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@lilacknees
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3 years
i don't know whether i'm low or high restricting or binging or purging or eating normally or overeating or reactive eating or fasting – i just call it chaotic eating at this point
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@lilacknees
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3 years
tw / bc fit and hair check
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@lilacknees
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3 years
she can step on me
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3 years
tw // bodycheck . . . ahhh my new s3t active sportswear came innn🖤obsessed with the top
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@lilacknees
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2 years
I CAN'T my photos app gave me a "1 year ago :)" and it's THESE i'm mourning my underweight body smmmmmm
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3 years
yeah very bad! can i have one
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3 years
blinks
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@lilacknees
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2 years
new lw :) bmi 21.5 now
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3 years
do u think this is her natural body? it's insane
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@lilacknees
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3 years
PARTY PEOPLE I HIT MY GOAL WEIGHT AHKDJS IM OFFICIALLY UNDERWEIGHT LOL
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3 years
omad hehehe
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3 years
tw // bodycheck . . . i want to post these to insta but would u say i look skinny? i'm scared to post bc i'm afraid to be perceived lol
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1 year
overwhelmed by the enthusiasm i'll post it asap !!
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@lilacknees
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3 years
some of u tend to forget that "being scared of food" is NOT a diagnostic ed criterium
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@lilacknees
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3 years
blueberry baked oats
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1 year
tw / bc april vs june
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@lilacknees
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3 years
i was scared to try on my new christmas dress bc i was avoiding "acknowledging" my body – but i did it and i'm actually kinda ok with it :)
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@lilacknees
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3 years
i have this theory that when u have a naturally round face u are more vulnerable to developing an ed
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3 years
I HAD AN EMPTY DRAWER AND DIDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO W IT I-
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i'm afraid i'll gain weight tomorrow bc of this omad but it's healthy i guess😭😭or is it??? i'm having regrets
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3 years
i tried taking pics to send to a modeling agency but then i got insecure and stopped
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3 years
tw // bodychecks . . mini zara haul :)
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2 years
granola is actually so high kcal it's ridiculous like a bowl of yoghurt goes from 30kcal to 150 or smth by adding like a sprinkle of granola i'm so done
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3 years
not to alarm anyone but i made oatmeal pancakes
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2 years
when i was restricting last year i didn't want anyone to know or notice, i was terrified of anyone finding out really
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@lilacknees
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3 years
going to london tmrw and these are my outfits :)
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@lilacknees
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3 years
i'm actually living from morning to morning to see whether i've lost weight, the rest of the day is a blur with some meals in it
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@lilacknees
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1 year
vegetarians and vegans, do u ever binge on meat/fish/dairy/eggs?
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@lilacknees
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3 years
tw / bc grocery shopping fit check
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1 year
i've purged like half a supermarket by now so if ppl get mad at wasting instant noodles idk what to say
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nvm
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@lilacknees
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2 years
wtf hit a new lw again🫶🏼bmi 21.1 now (i'm 175cm) also got a new dress and had a cute first date yesterday🫶🏼
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3 years
tw // bodycheck & sh . . . . . i'm sucking in also this is my favourite bra
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@lilacknees
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3 years
tw / bc morning attire
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1 year
tw / bc the skirt finally fits🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
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@lilacknees
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4 years
🍂face reveal🍂 yeah idk
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7 months
there are so many mirrors at this ed clinic
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@lilacknees
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7 months
got a smart scale!!!! does anyone know what any of these numbers indicate lmao
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@lilacknees
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3 years
kinda tired of the overrepresentation of anorexia and underrepresentation of literally every other eating disorder
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@lilacknees
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1 year
tw / bc HELLO??? IS THe DIFFERENCE NOTICABLE OR AM I DREAMING??
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@lilacknees
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3 years
I SUCCESSFULLY WENT A WEEK WITHOUT B/P 🤩🤩
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@lilacknees
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3 years
ed clinic check
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@lilacknees
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2 years
reposting this WITHOUT doxxing myself anyway i need this body back
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1 year
i still hate my body but my hair is pink now
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