perhaps one day i can make a new account non ed related and continue to post my meals . i really enjoy cooking n food presentation but i need to improve my relationship with the food i am posting and eating first ..
things tht hav changed since i upped my calorie intake 🤍:
more fibre (more pooping)
more protein (💪💪)
more nutrients (more energy)
n most importantly no weight gain . pls do not b afraid to up ur intake if ur struggling mentally/physically !!
i wasnt able to stick to the halloween theming for dinner unfortunately bc i jus got home frm yoga & didn’t hav much time :-( this was still rly yummy though !! 368cals, 48.2g protein
the love u guys have for my meals means sm to me .. it reduces the guilt i feel eating it i rly wish one day i can host a tea party for all of us and i will cook and bake and make beautiful protein teas and coffees n then we will hav a sleepovr n it will b lovely
the worst part abt a binge is the fact tht my brain tells me i shud keep going bc i will nevr let this happen again which jus encourages me to eat more n makes the situation ten times worse … ?????
i just let myself hav a piece of my grandmas loaf cake that she baked . idk any of the macros . my grandma and her baking wont b here forevr . my brain needs to shut up i am okay
the macros of this werent great but .. im trying to focus more on the nutrients than carb/protein ratio .. i jus wna aim for 20-30g of protein per meal .
to my followers with apple watches - can u tell me a littl abt them?? which one u have,, what it tracks n how,, do i have to wear it on my wrist (i won’t be allowed for work) etc ..
i jus wna b happy i wna eat n not worry abt my protein or carb intake i wna continue to eat the same beautiful food but without guilt or punishment i want peace in my mind
i wish i had friends who liked yoga classes n charity shopping n going for coffee n walks lots of long walks . i feel like none of my friends are into tht
uk moots pls run to morrisons n get the hazelnut puddings (160cals for 20g protein) . i think theyr new .. i was a bit spooked by the jelly consistency but i mixed it with fage n it gave me the most beautiful yoghurt evr ..
my dog jus jumped on my lap as i sat down with a boiling hot mug of tea n it spilled all ovr my leg n scalded me . i cried like a baby but i honestly dont think it was the tea tht was the problem
i am forever thankful for my transition from junkorexic to ortho .. i was trying to fill up on low calorie foods with poor nutrients which jus lead to binge aftr binge
today is gna b a metab day bc going shopping means eating out but at least i can get steps in hopefully . i was gna skip breakfast to keep my cals down but if im gna hav a high intake the least i can do is get my protein in ..
i am the definition of skinny fat u can see my ribs my spine the full length of my collarbones to my shoulders my chest bones my hip bones but i also carry sm weight on my thighs n stomach i hate it sm trying so hard to tone up
ive still been eating at deficit with 900-1k a day . i havnt binged i havnt eaten anything processed ivw been getting 10k steps in minimum n working out regularly i hit 80-100g protein a day . wtf do i do now
almost finished this n wnna recommend it . i lov it sm it feels so good without being too much . they’re all workouts under 30minutes n focus on different areas of the body . my strength n stamina has definitely increased since i started 🤍 perfect for pilates beginners (like me)