I forgot that kirishima harasses the shit out of temaki dhuadhausdhau
HE WENT TO THE 3-A CLASS TO ASK TAMAKI TO INTRODUCE HIM TO FAT I CANT HDUAHDUSADHU
it starts with paying attention. always pay attention, never get distracted. always. he never lets his friends distract him, no matter what it is. he snaps on them for talking to him during a class if he has to, but it'll all be worth it in the end.
look at the end. who cares if it's four in the morning? other people pull all-nighters all the time. he can't sleep, or he won't get into oxford. it's a 17% acceptance rate, he can't be part of the 83%. admission officers are going to look at his application and know he's lazy.
@KenjisGamingDen
@ShineOfDuality
literally go to any marauders au. art heist, baby! by otrtbs for example. literally no one in the fandom sticks to any canon except for family relations, the prank, and the fact that sirius left home. most of us dont even stay in the same universe. most fics can barely qualify +
stress about the little things. an a minus? he might as well be a fucking failure. maybe it's because of his friends. he's letting them distract him. he has to shut them out.
let it ruin you. he didn't become top of his classes for nothing. he's not worthy of a good score if he's not willing to sacrifice everything for it. maybe his dad was right, maybe he isn't good enough at all. he's just going to be a dropout. he's nothing.
destroy yourself, including your body. he heard a rumour that unnecessary meds help you focus. maybe he should try it out. he should take his dad's medication one time. just one time. he just wants to try it out. it doesn't matter if he doesn't necessarily need it, just take it.
stress about the little things. why is that pen so loud? why is everyone in the room tapping their foot? what is wrong with everybody? why are they so fucked up? why can't everyone just pay attention? stop drawing, stop listening to music, just listen to the teacher. hear him.
“the cruel prince series is so bad it barely has any romance” boo i hate to tell you this but the entire thing is about fantasy politics it’s not supposed to be mainly romance
get addicted. he gets addicted to the mass. it's worth it. taking six at a time instead of just two is working. oxford is going to love this! he needs it. he's not addicted. he's going to make it to where he needs to be, just at a cost.
pay attention. always pay attention. why are his friends paying attention? why are they noticing? his grades are 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦. he is 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦. why are they worrying so much? what the fuck is wrong with them? are they fucking blind? he's 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘦.
destroy yourself, including your body. why the hell can't he get this math problem right?! it's been an hour! maybe just a few more pills. it'll fix him. he's just not at his best today. a few more can help that.
@siirity
im pretty sure they made a video explaining why they didnt add peter. they said that on top of what happened with james and lily, peter resurrected voldemort, causing thousands of deaths… so… yeah
get addicted. he takes the pills every time. his grades are improving. oxford's going to love this! they don't have to know the details, right? they're just going to see the grades, right? no one will have to know. it's all going to be okay.
let it ruin you. this is why he's taking the pills in the first place, right? he just needs perfect scores. all of it for the application. a few more pills and he'll get there. he just needs to focus, is all. it doesn't matter if it ruins him. he'll let it.
look at the end. at the end, he'll stop taking the pills. he'll graduate from oxford, become a neurosurgeon, and just stop. it's that easy, right? he's just going to stop. it'll all be worth it in the end. just wait until the end.
"it's aquilegia vulgaris," evan says, leaning back against the stall wall. barty doesn't know if that's supposed to be comforting or not. either way, it's not, but he's too tired to say anything. he just wants it all to be over.
barty crouch jr has a cough. at first, he thought that it was just going to go away over time, but that's hard to believe when evan rosier is holding his hair from his face while he vomits buds of what could've been beautiful flowers into the dirty toilet bowl.