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lonely addict with anorexia and queer harm reductionist 20yo | #drugtwt and #edtwt
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when people use fentanyl for years and are still alive 🤯
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@clonayputas
that’s kinda why i do it? i’m too much of a pussy to kill myself but still don’t wanna be alive so i’m playing russian roulette with fentanyl until i die
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not saying it’s not dangerous shit is but it’s not like this poison that will cause instant death like y’all think it is
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don’t even know why i test my drugs lol. still would use them no matter what’s in them lol
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worried imma become a regular IV user. alr injected again last night after i said i wouldn’t and ngl will probably do it again tn
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this weeks drugs. fent, coke, mdma, and one lone ugly lookin ecstasy pill my coworker dug outta a drawer for me lol.
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lmao this is the conversation from when i first bought oxy a little less than a year ago. it’s so fucking casual and i had never tried hard drugs before. crazy how such a simple text fucking ruined my life. hate that i ever tried this shit thinking it was fun :(
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love being completely certain i’m going to kill myself and then i take a nap and all of a sudden i want to live again. definitely a normal functioning brain lol 😭
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i’m back, relapsed tonight. couldn’t even make it three weeks. also tried coke tn for the first time since i obviously need another substance to get addicted to 🫠
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i kinda miss oxy highs cause i was so productive or could at least stay awake long enough to enjoy the high. w fent i just pass out over and over again and then keep residing for no reason
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side note, it genuinely pains me to see addicts shitting on other addicts. i know addiction has always had hierarchies, but c’mon, can’t drug users just be kind to other drugs users? it shouldn’t matter what drugs someone is doing.
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i guess it’s proof of me going through real shit to people. a little symbol that shows how hard my life is without me having to explicitly say it
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i just did a drug test and tested positive for meth which means the mdma i got from my coworker is cut w meth (also tested positive for mdma so ig that’s good). looks like i can add meth to the list of drugs i’ve tried lol.
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was so desperate for any drugs that i scraped this tiny line of fentanyl off the dollar bill i use to snort stuff lol
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prob gonna immediately delete this but here’s my basic white girl outfit for my first day of junior year tmwr!
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today i biked 90 miles and i’m very proud of myself. so i decided to reward myself and buy a new $1400 road bike instead of more drugs. imma miss you again fentanyl but onto making better choices in life 🥰
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a year ago i had smoked some weed and drank alcohol exactly three times. in less than a week i hooked myself on oxy and now i’ve done that plus fent, molly, shrooms, a variety of benzos, some research chemicals, coke, crystal meth, acid, nitrous, and speed. bonkers
absolutely crazy to think that it’s almost been a year since i first used oxy. i told myself when i bought those first ten pills that it was just a one time thing and even after i used them i genuinely swore to myself i would use them for a couple weeks and then quit
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why am i oddly proud of the injection marks on my arms lol. same feeling as being weirdly in love with my self harm scars.
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i’m tired of hiding who i am outta fear that imma be harassed since drugtwt is so transphobic (honestly bring it on). so fuck it, im trans <3
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valedictorian in high school with a top sat score and 4.0 gpa to junkie who keeps trying to kill herself at an extremely selective college pipeline lol
goes to show how much my priorities in life have changed. came to college wanting to go into politics and now in a junkie w no passions in life besides drugs who could never imagine wanting the life i did a couple years ago
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i wish everyone on this app could just be nice and get along. like i hope i never come across as mean or rude i genuinely have only love for people and even if we disagree i just wanna do so in a kind and respectful way that doesn’t involve insulting each other
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not to make a blanket statement abt a group of people, but what is it abt those who drink cough syrup all day believing that their either not a junkie/addict or that their a better junkie/addict than people who use fent for example? if this is you pls stop being elitist
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people who use real pills treatment of those who use pressed pills (fent) is directly analogous to the unequally distributed racial and class views on cocaine vs crack
#drugtw
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some people on here are so obsessed w me and it’s honestly hilarious. y’all calling me brain dead don’t realize i’m a 4.0 student at a school as selective as harvard and have published research. you think i care abt some actually brain dead people thinking i’m stupid?
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aye new sub dropped lol. i’m literally stockpiling this shit since i only use it to avoid withdrawals. at least when i try to get sober again i’ll have a bunch
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got in a bad bike crash earlier and was transported by ambulance sustaining pretty bad injuries including spinal chord damage, neck damage, and a bad concussion. lost all memory of the event and have no idea what happened
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y’all telling me to wait a couple days are right lol. literally took like a couple hours and now i don’t want to die anymore hehe. sorry for scaring people lol
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i shot up a couple minutes ago for the first *successful* time ever. felt so so good but it’s so much more work
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paid off my 7 months overdue $800 credit card bill today instead of buying more drugs. next payday i’ll go crazy w the drugs lol
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just watched a video on the fentanyl epidemic in vancouver and the harm reductionist approached at solving it like supervised use and safe supply and i once again want to quit school and go work in addiction treatment (or at least change my major to something more applicable)
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also tbh, i love fent. it’s so much cheaper than the 20mg oxys i was getting for $50 a piece and gets me much higher. i’m trying to be safe w by only taking little by little and not combining it w other stuff.
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today i did drugs with another person for the first time ever (my coworker who’s an ex heroin addict- don’t worry he just did coke).
it was really nice not having to worry about dying since i had someone to narcan me if i needed it
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been sad seeing me gradually go from using oxy to fent. it’s not rly that much worse and i’ve only ever od’d when i was using oxy, use less now than i did last fall, and am honestly prob safer knowing i’m using fent but still sad ig. am saving a LOTTA money tho so that’s cool
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yalll i’m just a mentally i’ll 20 year old girl using twitter as a coping mechanism the same way i use drugs. none of this is serious and idk why yall are thinking i’m like endorsing my use of fentanyl or whatever. nah i just hate my life and love drugs, not saying you should too
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in other news, i definitely did a bit too much fentanyl since i’ve been throwing up constantly all day. it’s fucking miserable and at this point im just throwing up stomach acid
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@bludevilbaby
uhhh it cost me around $350 but there’s two g’s of coke in the picture and imma sell one of them for like an $80 profit lol.
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where are all my pretty
#drugtwt
girlies at? i look so innocent and people would never expect that i’m using fentanyl and other hard drugs lol
prob gonna immediately delete this but here’s my basic white girl outfit for my first day of junior year tmwr!
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have any of you going batshit crazy over me using fent ever stopped and considered why people use it? people did the same thing in the early days of the opioid crisis when people switched to heroin from oxycontin. maybe it’s a cheaper, more potent and far more accessible drug
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i literally told my ER doc today that imma just self medicate w fentanyl as soon as i get more on thursday and he literally didn’t care and was honestly fine w it. he basically was like since i’m already an addict minus well use the tools available to me to help my pain
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why do mfs on tiktok who freeze dry skittles act like they’re selling drugs lmao. they’ve gotta have experience at least selling weed cause their content is wayyy too similar to shit that plugs make lol
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people who use fent and don’t acknowledge it are not only doing themself a disservice but the whole community. please at least own up to the drugs you do. it helps break down the stigma around certain drugs and ensures that people don’t go around thinking their using real shit
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btw i absolutely do not associate w the side of drugtwt that’s a bunch of bigoted men. i’m just a queer addict shouting into the void abt my struggles with addiction.
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maybe why i like drugs so much is cause they’re the one thing i’m “good” at if that makes sense?
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got really high tonight (just weed) and decided to make an appointment w suboxone program. tried this twice already and still relapsed but let’s see how it goes again ig
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(luckily) woke up this morning with a fucking joint in my bed and a burn hole in my sheets lmao. nodded off and ig didn’t even realize i was smoking lol
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and while i’m at it
#drugtwt
needs to treat trans addicts better. we’re all struggling, be kind please <3
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how many people on
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are in their teens and heavily addicted to opioids? i feel so alone being 19 and an opioid addict. wish i could go to NA and AA and not be scared abt it being a bunch of seasoned addicts 30 years older than me.
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any other addicts like also crazy fit? i smoke at minimum three joints a day and then all the other drug shit and i can still bike 200+ miles a week.
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n i’m not saying to not spread awareness abt how dangerous fent is. just that fent sensationalism continues to downplay how dangerous pharmaceutical opioids are similarly to how oxycontin was seen as safe in comparison to heroin when in reality they were similar in potency
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psychs do be helping me realize how unappealing addiction is
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i appreciate people who comment things which make me rethink and evaluate the stupid shit i’m doing without calling me braindead or making fun of me. the latter just makes me want to use more. its people who are kind and show me that my life has value who act make me want to quit
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#drugtwt
i was cleaning out my drawers and found a bunch of old oxy packaging. this alone is $2350 worth 😭i really need to quit
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absolutely crazy to think that it’s almost been a year since i first used oxy. i told myself when i bought those first ten pills that it was just a one time thing and even after i used them i genuinely swore to myself i would use them for a couple weeks and then quit
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weekly disclaimer that yes, i do indeed know how bad fentanyl is and yes, i also hate it. i know i needa get offa this shit and imma try again soon. it’s just hard to restart after my previous 60 day streak knowing i gotta make it all the way back to that point.
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we’re all addicts, as long as people aren’t lying abt selling pressed pills and people know they’re using fent, criticism of the latter is just because they are poor and can only afford fent
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btw don’t think this needs clarification but when i say i’m sober i mean i’m not using coke, opioids, or benzos. i rly don’t care if i use psychs and molly once every while. even using those substances once a week + smoking weed would be a lot less harmful
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oxys with xans is such a better high than oxys without xans. i don’t know if i enjoy just plain oxys anymore but my tolerance has also gotten pretty high even just two weeks after relapsing so that might be the reason
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felt a lot of guilt over the past couple days for relapsing. thinking of all the other stuff i coulda spent the money on and just not wanting to go back to the junkie lifestyle. after i use the stuff i’m getting soon imma give sobriety another shot
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hi everyone i’m alive, just homeless now. got kicked out of my campus housing this week and have no family or friends :/
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what sucks abt addiction for me is i can get offa shit and be clean for a couple weeks it’s not like i have a problem w functioning without drugs. it’s that i get to like 3 weeks of being sober and all of a sudden get the urge to fuck up my life again and go right back to using
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don’t worry this is an old photo, im just going through my camera roll and looking at all the pictures i took while in active use. it makes me want to go back so so bad. i romanticize drugs wayy to much and behavior like this is why i have no chance at staying sober
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went to the pharmacy today to pick up my subs that i just stockpile lol and saw they have otc narcan now for $44 per two. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK. why is lifesaving medication so expensive jesus
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@VVR3heartz
i hope at least part of you is happy your off of it though. i miss it when not using too so i get it but think about running outta pills, the withdrawal, the cravings where you can’t even sleep, it’s such a terrible fuckin
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this is probably the most happy i’ve ever been to have fentanyl again. not only does it help with how depressed i am it’s the first time i’m kinda using opioids for their actual purpose.
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actually this isn’t true i’ve done it once before but w a big ass needle which i missed my vein w and i had this huge ass bruise for weeks
is it bad i’m gonna try IV for the first time once i get more pills lol?
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why couldn’t they’ve given me more morphine :(( it felt so good for a sec even while on subs even if it only lasted for like 10 minutes lol.
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btw drugs from my friend
@bruisecolor
. they’re literally the kindest most caring person ever. i know drugtwt can suck sometimes but this community is worth it just for meeting people like bunny.
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this shit is making me want to get sober actually. idk maybe it’s cause i can actually recognize that my life has some meaning and potential and i don’t want to throw that all down the drain in pursuit of a temporary high that only makes my life worse when it ends
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@narcanned
damn i’m the exact opposite. opioids make me crave sugar like nothing else. it’s actually scientifically proven that opioid addicts are more likely to have a sugar addiction. even on the r/opiates subreddit the logo is a reddit guy holding a bag of sour patch kids lol
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y’all just be replicating the same stigma that caused the crack epidemic. like if your hating on fentanyl users, your actively contributing to fear and paranoia that prevents people from being truthful and accessing adequate support. be better. please
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also watched american pain and shit made me think about how terrible this whole lifestyle is. i want outta addiction so bad
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woke up this morning hoping shrooms finally gave me the epiphany that i never want to use again and while i don’t think that’s true, i still think they helped shift my perception of drugs from something that i perceive as “cool” to something i now see as pretty unpleasant
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@444MADS
@gwbushh8r
@bruisecolor
unfortunately i realize this and am still going to use. i don’t think people realize i’m not using fentanyl while naive of it’s impacts, im using it because it gets me high and i really don’t have much care abt life :) i know i might die but i don’t rly care
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people need to talk abt how other opioids have been cast as less dangerous now that fentanyl is out there when in reality oxy, hydros, and even codeine can be dangerous af especially if your less careless cause you think it’s “nothing” compared to fent.
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the answer to why i ended up this way is… guess what??? ✨autism✨
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also if anybody needs a plug for pressed 30s (fent), feel free to dm me. i can pass their @ along to you. again, they’re pressed, not tryna hide that shit.
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