@nopelol9900
i do go to the gym, i use this as a safe space when i can’t talk about my disorder with other people, i don’t disagree that it’s kinda embarrassing but it’s also a healthier coping mechanism than alternatives.
i will still lose weight eating 800 cals a day right?? especially because i’m a higher cw?? i know it’s a bit of a stupid question but i feel like i just need reassurance while im eating a bit higher 😭
i’m not gonna binge this week
i’m not gonna binge this week
i’m not gonna binge this week
i’m not gonna binge this week
i’m not gonna binge this week
i’m not gonna binge this week
i hate being overstimulated because how do i explain to someone that just their presence is making me want to die without sounding like a complete dick
my parents wondering why i have problems with food:
also them: oh my god did you see —— in that picture?? she’s gotten so fat i could never. also let me check the calories on this because i need to dusty my diet before summer.
guys does this outfit make me look fat asf or is it a cute kinda oversized? i can’t fix my fat ass face so i at least don’t wanna look massive in my outfit
im still gonna be lurking here liking posts and stuff, just wont be as active and not really tweeting while i get used to my meds and get some shit sorted
does anyone else’s body just always feel off physically? not even an an ed or body dysmorphia way it just feels like something is wrong and idk what. maybe it’s just health anxiety fuck idk
i don’t think making accountability threads actually works for me, if anything it makes me end up binging more and exercising less because i feel like i have to perform for people and i get stressed
bought some new clothes for workouts and i thought they were gonna be too small- the leggings are a bit loose around my waist and the shirt reaches my knees
even once i lose this weight im gonna have loose skin that i can’t even afford to get removed and everything just feels so hopeless all the time, i don’t think ill ever feel happy and content in my body