Many of you have probably noticed that I've private nearly all of my 4K videos.
The videos that are now private are cheated scores.
I can already feel the disappointment many who looked up to me as a player...or person.
There's some things I want to elaborate on and say, though.
But to everyone who will continue sticking with my PIU journey, thank you so much for giving me a chance to showcase the world that I can be a great rhythm game player. I want to actually be a real inspiration, instead of a fake. This is a new chapter to my life.
Once again, I want to apologize. I'm sorry, from the bottom of my heart, especially to people who looked up to me as a player and to people who have been robbed of achievements they were working hard for.
I'm sorry to especially Myuka, who saw me as a great inspiration to push the game further. You're probably extremely disappointed, but I don't want you to believe your 4k career flourished from scores I've set that were cheated. I hope we can still be on good terms...
As for how I cheated: for etterna it's replays being rate changed (you can look up how to do it). For mania, I OD edited a majority of my scores. My physical peak for trilling is not like many believe.
There's a big reason (among many others) on why I play pump seriously now and it's to start over again; to make a legacy I can actually be proud of.
Hopefully that provides a resemblance of how I feel whether you guys take it as genuine or not.
If there's one thing pump taught me, it's that behind every score is a shit ton of hard work put behind it; I genuinely feel disgusted skipping that step.
The scores I left public are clean, but Hardcore 1.2 reverse fc choke specifically is OD edited, but I kept it because it's satisfying to hear the keytaps which some people want to watch, but I'm willing to private it if people dislike the fact that it's cheated.