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I cut myself in the silence, and it still hurts. . . I have sorrowed the wrong god in the silence. ㅤ ♛ꔫㅤ ꔫ real vampire ꔫ read carrd. digital diary, tw shed ꔫ

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@idoldecay
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2 years
'*•.¸♡ ♡¸.•*' ˚୨୧⋆。˚ ⋆ ⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ 🦇 NATALIE ! IRL VAMPIRE ! 🦇
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@idoldecay
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tt is fucking unbelievable dude
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@idoldecay
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THE DANCER'S BODY BOOK 🩰 a thread of a book I found with - triggering statements about dieting, exercise and losing weight as a dancer - general tips - recipes - ideas for exercise edtwt thinspo ricecaketwt
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@idoldecay
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3 years
THATS UR JOB ????
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@idoldecay
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2 years
side eye...
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@idoldecay
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4 months
This is stupid but does anyone else feel soo invalid when theyre warm. especially if people tell you you feel warm like youre Supposed to be cold its an ED Essential if youre Thin
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@idoldecay
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1 year
im ctfuuuuuu learning about the bulimic m4rvel character whos whole power is turning obese and then purging to go back to her model life?#@$@?% LIKE WHAT POSSESSED THEM TO MAKE THIS THATS SO FUCKED UP?@#@$?!@#
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@idoldecay
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1 year
BRO?
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@idoldecay
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2 years
✨ Weights / BMI of different, current Egg ( Gy4ru magazine ) models, as shown on their youtube vlogs ✨
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@idoldecay
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1 year
"SPEAKING IN KATAKANA" IM CTFU
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@idoldecay
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2 years
oh my god??
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@idoldecay
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1 year
good fuckin lord
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@idoldecay
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3 years
tw body check , ok to rt ... Yeah ❤️
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@idoldecay
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2 years
LMAO THESE STOCK ILLUSTRATIONS I FOUND??
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@idoldecay
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1 year
im getting hives from just looking at these help
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@idoldecay
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2 years
🦇🥀 90s/80s Trad G0th / Death R0ck Th!nsp0 thread 🦇🥀 - Mostly Mascsp0 / Androspo - Will be updated over time
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@idoldecay
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3 years
does anyone remember the "health goth" trend
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@idoldecay
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2 years
its so weird how they just..refuse to dress the plus size characters well? theyre both practically wearing the same thing
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@idoldecay
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1 year
theyre right. if someone with an ED abuses you, does that make anorexic abuse a thing? bpd abuse? what about adhd, or autism? you'd be lambasted if you dared to say autistic abuse is a thing, so why is there a pass to use npd in a demonizing light? just call it abuse, then.
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@idoldecay
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3 years
fuck it lol. weight loss in my face ❤️ i feel like such a different entity in general [ ok to rt ]
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@idoldecay
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1 year
this is so fucking funny promise me nobody actually believes this please
@3dsther
esther ྀིྀི
1 year
Oh my god
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@idoldecay
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3 years
cw body check / i love my hip bones 🥳🥳
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@idoldecay
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2 years
@identi_sick an inside joke that needs to be kept inside !!
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@idoldecay
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2 years
flufy hairr :p Ok to rt
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@idoldecay
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3 years
what the hell is this
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@idoldecay
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7 months
THISIS KILLING MEEEE
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@idoldecay
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9 months
very very odd tweet what the hell
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@idoldecay
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2 years
people on here have no sympathy or understanding of disorders besides the eating type lol. the hatred/mockery of psychosis, cluster b disorders especially npd/aspd, etc is sad.
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@idoldecay
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1 year
@hearts4jotaro for fucking reaaaaaaaal like now what if a larger person posted themselves idfk eating pizza and i commented "im in recovery from bed and its disgusting and triggering for u to post this!!!!!!!"
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@idoldecay
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2 years
@appleoatsluv frrrrr like u are all the reason we get weirdos here and get """Raided"""
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@idoldecay
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3 years
fit check , body check / ok to rt hai :3 at the concert ^___^ I have a mask its pulled down for the picture👨‍💻
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@idoldecay
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3 years
i'll probably delete this but idgaf rn im pretty tipsy and nobody here is talking to me so .. face reveal ?!✌️
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@idoldecay
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2 years
im going to be really really real and say these posts always make me giggle a bit because this is exactly how ppl treated scene fashion and stuff after it was popular in the late 2000s.. now everyones eating that up again
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@idoldecay
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10 months
local goth braces themselves for any "its thanksgiving not halloween" comments
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@idoldecay
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1 year
tw gore for the shirt lol . ok to rt Do U guys like my oudfid
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@idoldecay
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2 years
imlike crying over this
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@idoldecay
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3 years
preparing for tmrw
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@idoldecay
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10 months
got dolly contacts again :3 ok to rt
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@idoldecay
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1 year
they tried to bring her back also and like tried to make it better by making her a plus size model but the entire concept is so astronomically offensive in so many ways WHAT WERE THEY THINKINGGG
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@idoldecay
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2 years
THISPICTURE MANA-SAMA JUST POSTED?@#$?$!?%$@#^
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@idoldecay
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11 months
look at my shadow you guys
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1 year
WEIRD ASFFFF I BLOCKED
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@idoldecay
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1 year
i will neverrr get over this look
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@idoldecay
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3 years
tw blood -- 'egospo' / motivation i tell myself related to seeing myself as not human , a thread
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@idoldecay
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2 years
this site is run by an ana fetishizer and full of roleplayers jsyk /gen
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i literally cannot believe my eyes rn
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@idoldecay
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1 year
@prettyboyaries right? like, youre in recovery yourself how would you feel if someone spoke abt u like that. sorry ur so sensitive tht seeing someones outfit video makes u this upset like it sounds evil but... relapse then maybe if ur gonna be like that
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@idoldecay
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1 year
why would u willingly go by "it" pronouns. do u know how dehumanizing it is to be called that — keyword here is dehumanizing. i am not human. i hope that helps!
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@idoldecay
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3 years
Wait she blocked me so I can say this now but lucinda's partner(??) tried to get me to join a literal cult ..? It was this . I thought it wss a joke bc unicorns but it was definitely not 😭
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@idoldecay
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2 years
im going to be so real and every time i get down about myself and my looks, at least i can say i had a hell of a glow up
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@idoldecay
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3 years
fit check / [ ok to rt ] oversized punk sweaters my beloved
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3 years
cw body check // [ ok to rt ] histrionic pride shirt just arrived
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@idoldecay
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3 years
fit check / omg pauseeee i love how this set looks wit this crop top . boutta go out like this in my new suburban neighbourhood btw wish me luck hope they're ready to meet their friendly(?) neighbourhood vampire
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@idoldecay
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1 year
sorry he has swag
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1 year
@idoldecay please tell me that aint u with the crustiest fuckin makeup ever in your banner like
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@idoldecay
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this will be a bit clunky bc its full pages, if you need any help reading it lmk!
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@idoldecay
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1 year
wait thats so cute the girl i admire who identifies as a robot uses "software update day" instead of birthday
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@idoldecay
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2 years
idk how true it is but i remember seeing someone who said theyre a waitress n served her n saw her spitting everything out into napkins skhdsfjfdjg
@kc4tz
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is this not considered a binge?
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@idoldecay
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9 months
me and my brother slay
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@idoldecay
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2 years
HESSSSS SSOOOOOO GOALS
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@idoldecay
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3 years
I K!LLED THEM THEY STOPPED REPLYING TO EVERYTHING AFTER MY QRT AND D!ED
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@idoldecay
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2 years
"bmi 23 sw 175 cw 130 gw1 115 gw2 105 gw3 95 ugw 90" ALL THESE NUMBERS IN YOUR BIO BUT WHAT IS YOUR AGE‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️
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@idoldecay
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1 year
tw sh
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2 years
tw unsanitary ?? im going to actually be sick wtf
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@idoldecay
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1 year
see i was like oh this is caring even if itd make me furious, until he said "gotta feed the dummpy one way or another." he doesnt care about her, he just wants her to have alluring curves LMAO
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@idoldecay
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2 years
lewk to go see rocky horror :p ok to rt
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@idoldecay
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3 years
~ 🖤🖤 NONHUMAN THINSPO THREAD 🖤🖤 photos and quotes ! will be continuously updated as i find more pics ~ [ warning for some horror / body horror elements ]
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1 year
my hair 2day.. ok to rt
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1 year
Freak goes out... part TWO (ok to rt)
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3 years
@i8bunnie reminds me of "i saw __ in the gay club :/" 😭😭😭
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3 years
zzsssssssss vent art but ok to rt andeverything
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@idoldecay
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3 years
Thought people here were all for reclaiming slurs that you're able to.
@lNFECTEDOLL
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what do you mean by “r word” 🤨🤨
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@idoldecay
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2 years
oh i still had the tweets loaded. what a freak, they can delete it all they want lol. I have several moots who follow so uhu yeah
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@idoldecay
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2 years
Hmm
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3 years
fit check / ok to rt IM IN LOVE IM IN LOVE ITS SO COMFY N WARM
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@idoldecay
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3 years
it's always funny as hell coz they get exposed for their photoshopping like
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2 years
she wouldve been the moment...
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3 years
fit check / ok to rt going 2 a halloween theme drag show hi 🖤🖤
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@idoldecay
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2 years
ppl defending this/him like jsyk he was outted as a racist a couple yrs ago
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2 years
it really is disgusting to me how people are taking the whole.. stabbing thing as "THIS IS WHY U OBSLOVE BPD BITCHES R INSANE U INSANE DRUGGIES WEIRDOS" like.. thank you for reminding me how stigmatized bpd still is and how ppl cannot vent w/o being lumped into the extremes
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2 years
i swear i dont mean this in a .. shaming way but its soo obvious theyre trying not to get flack for being "too skinny " again..
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@idoldecay
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3 months
PH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!!!!!OH MY GOD!!! OH MY GOD!!!!?
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3 years
fit check , ok to rt vampire masquerade 🖤
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1 year
Dont feel like being conscious rn (Ok to rt)
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@idoldecay
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9 months
laughing at the Use Of The R Word tw but then never used it u can tell they originally wrote it and decided to put delayed socially inept instead 😭
@edtwtconfessing
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2 years
justa strange creature (ok to rt)
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1 year
OH MY GOD????????????????????????OH MY GOD
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1 year
??? i just saw someone in a forum say theyre high off of antipsychotics girl I think thats just you becoming normal 😭
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@idoldecay
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3 years
NATALIE ON DA RUNWAY :] THESE PICZ R JUST FROM MY FRIEND THERE WILL BE BETTER PROFESSIONAL ONEZ
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2 years
i like my hair today i think :9
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3 years
cw body check / ok to rt am histrionic ✌️
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you ever feel great about not feeling hungry but you catch a whiff of food and suddenly youre a ravenous dog
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@idoldecay
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3 years
ZEKKYOU GAKYUU: requirements of a belle! a horror story 4 all u edtwt besties from a horror manga aimed at kids/young girls (tw for light gore/disturbing imagery ig )
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1 year
Im so vkeipilled finalfantasychad. ok to rt
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1 year
tw sh , vent art but ok to rt bestg0re camwh0re
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2 years
look at the nails i got for tmrw :3
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3 years
every1 go block lol
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@idoldecay
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3 years
Are U fr I was just abt to go for a walk and someone found ambr0se's new acc with an entirely new persona and 300+ followers despite being created this mnonth.
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@idoldecay
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2 years
some people on here really need to stop shaming bodies who've taken a strong toll from anorexia. "ana face," "the anorexia butthole," talking about how disgusting and ugly the ppl in bonespo are. why? why are you shaming someone who has fallen further than you?
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3 years
Phones being annoying and not showing all messages but heres a couple and also
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3 years
Wait she blocked me so I can say this now but lucinda's partner(??) tried to get me to join a literal cult ..? It was this . I thought it wss a joke bc unicorns but it was definitely not 😭
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3 years
@urfavoritepixel my boyfriend does this its the most annoying shit ever "Well then I'm not getting anything :/" ok?!?!!?
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2 years
Mami > 48.1kg, 156cm, bmi 19.8 MAHIRO > 50.9kg, 157cm, bmi 20.6 Manapeco > 44.7kg, 155cm, bmi 18.6 Riana > 44.0kg, 155cm, bmi 18.3
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