My body is so tired. The scenes replay
over and over again. My stomach is sick
and my heart aches. I will feel this pain
forever. I will carry this guilt for you.
whatever you do don't think about little ian feeling excited about his little sister being born because it's the first time he's going to be a big brother
the thing is when ian was manic his main goal was still to protect and provide for the people he loves. but it hurts to see how he tried, but it was destructive not only for others, but for himself in the first place
one of the things I love about ian is his pure heart and love for yev. even when he was just born the first thing ian did is providing him with clothes and treating him like he was his in s5
ian waking up mickey with birthday song and morning coffee..... kissing him and telling him how he loves him and how he's glad that his soulmate was born on this day....
the thing is when ian was manic his main goal was still to protect and provide for the people he loves. but it hurts to see how he tried, but it was destructive not only for others, but for himself in the first place