LA I BRING U …
HOW TO KILL A GOD (LIVE)
THIS WILL BE MY FIRST TIME INTEGRATING LIVE ELEMENTS INTO MY PERFORMANCE IN A BIG WAY & I WANT U TO BE THERE SO PLZ COME
one time i had sexuals w this guy i rly liked n bc of the curvature of his weener he ended up c*mming on his own face n he was kind of a not so nice guy to me but i feel like i still won bc i saw him c*m on his own face n in that moment all i knew was power
this was me the day i went into rehab january 20, 2020
second pic is me now, 1 year nearly 8 months sober.
getting off fentanyl was the hardest thing i’ve ever done but i am so fucking grateful for my life & all the wonderful ppl in it. it isn’t perfect but i’m happy to be here
in all seriousness tho with festivals & shows coming back every1 who parties (even those who don’t) should carry narcan. i’ve lost multiple friends (over the last year) to overdoses involving coke, k, & other “normal” party drugs cut w fentanyl—its not a joke (1/2)
let ppl be wrong about u it literally does not matter it’s not ur job to make sure every one’s perceptions of u are accurate just b a good person b kind don’t b shady clean up ur side of the street n let them be wrong
officially lost 30 pounds since last year prob the hardest thing abt staying sober for me was how much weight i gained when i was always so skinny bc drugs (& has been a driving force for past relapses) but ive been working out 5-6 days a week since last march n ya . yay
@lucatimusic
the only thing openers shouldn’t do is play ur music. we were all openers once & should be encouraging them to bring their A game & pop off :)
as far as building energy goes, that’s the production teams job to scale visual production / sound / volume throughout the night
hey so um there’s an increasingly common amount of fentanyl in cocaine (& ketamine) especially in LA rn. test strips do not always work as they don’t test for all analogues (chemical variations) of fentanyl. please get narcan. it’s free. i’m tired of burying the people i love
me at 21: snorting lines of ket the size of my forearm in a random LA djs afters at 4:36am before taking snapchat selfies unironically doing that one prayer hands pose
me at 27: slapping a big pumpkin outside of trader joe’s and saying wow big guy
i am 2 years sober today & wanted to share a bit about my experience & my story .
my dms are always open for anyone who is struggling & truly willing to get help. i love u & thank u for reading 💕
i’m fascinated by the fact tht sum ppl can just do drugs casually / normally & then be fine & functional like wdym u took 1 bump & had a beer & weren’t completely consumed by ur obsessive compulsion to do more until ur life crumbles slowly around u
goodbye everyone . it was v difficult for me to come to this decision but i have decided to leave this community forever. i love u all but unfortunately, it needs to be done. i am turning myself in tomorrow for having the biggest juiciest ass in the whole world. i’m sorry
unpopular opinion : drugs do not make u more creative — that shit lives within u always it’s just a matter of distancing urself from ur ego enough to create from a place of love & inspiration rather than fear of competition & fear of failure
hey guys svdden death mgmt said that if u guys pre save our song i will be allowed to go outside and play for 5 minute of enrichment activity no worries if not
weed heads will b like i’m not addicted and then proceed to pull out the Worthington 310184 WT3401 pro-grade trigger start propane torch to ignite their triple turbine amethyst honeycomb percolator gas mask bong to hit their 99.9% THC crystalline ice hash coated in shatter oil
sorry i know my sobriety updates are really annoying lmao but i’m 1 year 6 months sober today and i think that’s pretty cool. my life is far from perfect but it is pretty fucking poggers today compared to a year & a half ago (i was dying) and i’m pretty fkn grateful for that
autism sometimes feels like trying to have normal conversations and then accidentally choosing the wrong dialogue option and then saying something slightly weird or off putting and u don’t get as much xp from the questgiver and then have no idea what’s going on
In flo-rida’s song “low” he states that shawty is wearing the apple bottom jeans, the boots with the fur AND the Reeboks with the straps, so i’m wondering if she is some kind of four legged morph woman? if that were the case i am not surprised the whole club is looking at her
can we start a thread of things that are wildly embarassing for no reason i’ll go first: searching for the best looking fruits that the grocery store has in stock
tired of men asking me for nudes in my DMs i’ve had it with y’all i’m officially going to start just sending voice messages of me barking in response. feral girl summer
imagine having beef w me when i’m literally just trying to make myself believe that planet earth turns slowly it’s hard to say that i’d rather stay awake when i’m asleep bc everything is never as it seems
i’m sorry but these check in on ur friends tweets piss me tf off because 90% of y’all tweet shit like that n don’t actually do it or care sorry if that sounds negative but it’s true
u can still be edgy & cool & take a moment when things get too intense at a packed show when ppl are struggling to encourage ur fans to chill &take care of / look after one another . no reason a 10 year old kid should be suffocating at a concert. it’s fuck astr*world for life now