i’ve been in such a bad slump lately but today i got amazing news - i am now apart of
@PreGamingGG
💕 beyond excited and grateful to be apart of such an amazing community. this is all the motivation i need to get back into grinding Apex. truly blessed 🥰
no longer a part of
@PreGamingGG
. I have nothing but love and respect for every single person in that org and i will cherish the friendships i’ve made. it’s time to focus on my future and if i still want to pursue streaming at all.
Playing Apex solo be like -
Your teammate: Level 22 with 10 kills on a useless legend, usually Octane.
Champion squad: Both level 500 with 4Ks and 20 bombs with 10k+ kills.
I hate it here.
call outs in ALGs -
“watch out, thats a team of controller players”
“that gibby is a controller player”
“i just got fried, he must be on controller”
🤡🤡🤡🤡🤡
@AxtryForLife
@Apex_Latest
@PlayApex
imagine being so bad at a video game that the developers cater to you and all the other casuals instead of the people that put endless money and time into it. makes sense right? sweatier players want to enjoy the game too and we can’t due to SBMM.
what an amazing 15 hour stream. thank you so much for the massive host
@Tollis_
😭 and thank you guys for all the follows, subs and bits. i am completely blown away by all the support i’ve been getting. love y’all ❤️
i’ve stopped explaining myself to people. i’ve stopped apologizing. i’ve stopped caring about what people thought of me. i’m doing what makes me happy with the people that make me happy. i love y’all so much ❤️ thank you for the endless support.
@AxtryForLife
@Apex_Latest
@PlayApex
an apex dev already said sbmm does not belong in a BR. fortnite removed it. destiny removed it. when i play solo, i get level 20 teammates so i’m fighting 3 stacks alone. it’s unbalanced and unfair. if i wanna sweat, i’ll play ranked.
a few months ago, i wasn’t the person that y’all know today. my social anxiety made me think everybody hated me and that made me stand offish. i’ve dealt with my issues & built such amazing friendships in this community. i love you all so much 💖
I've said this before and I'll say it again, the only people that don't care about SBMM are the ones with a .50 KD that sit back with G7s and charge rifles the whole game.
been seeing a lot of people struggling with their mental health on my TL lately. Never publicly said this - but I recently lost my mom to suicide. I survived my suicide attempt two years ago. if you need somebody to talk to, my DMs are open for you always.
Have raised $1850 for my mom's funeral service so far. Completely blown away by this community. You guys have held me together. Thank you so much. Half way to the goal. You all are so amazing 💕
Hi, so I'm usually super private about who I'm dating as of recently, but if you haven't put two and two together, I'm dating
@Lurksi
and haven't been this happy in years ♥️