When I feel like committing suicide, I go and look at little boy me in photos around the house. I would never hurt that sweet little guy. I will take care of him, he is me now. I owe him the best
@RayPeatQuotes
Became ill yesterday and gooned 3 times. Something I hardly ever do. Body was perhaps then desperately trying to “reproduce” in sense of danger.
When I was in 5th or 6th grade, I CATFISHED my best friend from school. I pretended to be a girl via Gaia Online and had a full romantic and virtually 'sexual' relationship with him. Then, broke up or ghosted.
BROKE HIS HEART. He was miserable. I wonder how that affected him.
@stephanicci
Florida woman, if we really wanted to, we could get on a plane, if we believed hard enough, and get married right now. Our lives would change forever. If we believed hard enough, the world would transform to support us. Q
Choosing to express myself instead of larping an unfeeling stoic man. This gives girls "the ick" but I'd rather be single than beaten into a false personality. I would love to man up for the right girl, but the right girl wouldn't demand that.
When I was in high school, girls I knew were dating guys who were 20+.
No one really batted an eye, including adults, as far as I can remember.
The focus was on “he better not touch her,” rather than questioning the power dynamic morality.
~A decade ago. Age gap taboo is new
One time I e-dated a girl for a few months and "loved" her but when I met her in person she was a disaster. If I hadn't fallen for her online, it probably wouldn't have worked out. If I knew her in person first, I probably would've stayed clear.
Girls hardly have taste or think for themselves, thus a guy is hot when other girls "think he's hot" ... gossip is essentially "WHAT DO WE THINK?" and then some demonic voice emerges and dictates them all
I knew a group of girls who had a stalker that showed up to houses and caused chaos. They pretended to hate it, but they became equally obsessed with him.
Locker Room Talk is disgusting. I have heard men joke about their wives in the grossest ways at bachelor events. Why do men do that? It’s pathetic and repulsive, and culty and also stupid and shameful and God sees.
@default_friend
People don't think for themselves. Ideas are like Funko Pops. Have you got the new one? I saw it online and the novelty dopamine lasted for a bit ...
Had what felt like a ‘breakup with God’ yesterday. I was angry about stuff: hell, fear control.
The amount of ‘Satanic’ imagery I saw was terrifying. Did I attract them? I became very afraid. That is my anger. The fear.
Today I feel depressed. “Whats the point of anything.”
cutting was a meme that spread like a virus, suggesting that memes like
zombie infection spread and take over us. the alt right itself is a collection of bodies carrying and spreading an idea … like zombie horde carrying etc.
really weird that the wrist cutting thing seemed to actually spread like a virus back in the day. the trans mutilation thing can be compared. eating disorders. what else
My biggest regret in life is, when I was younger, hardly ever pursuing the girls who were the apple of my eye, and instead accepting the advances of random women who came onto me (psychos, safe for me, no rejection or risk).
I think I’m one of the most Romantic boys who ever lived, and my heart has been broken so many times it’s like Crooner died. That’s my boy. That’s me sun. He didn’t deserve that.
Peace can be more cruel than war sometimes,
because the pain of the man in war is never denied,
He is given validity, women weep
The pain of the man in peace is doubted, he even doubts it;
he should be happy, right?
He has reached peace, safety and Health,
So why feel pain?
When a man is abused, fawning or feminine behavior (soft, docile) is a response ((Japan became Kawaii after bomb)).
This suggests that masculinity manhood is ‘grown’ into and fragile. In a sense, for the man, it may be then *above* femininity. The childlike behavior kinda girly
That chick who posted ‘clocked in for miserable femcel hours’ CATFISH. Someone is lurking incel twitter as lowbie e-girls. Just had a two month+ relationship. Careful.
Facetime. Phonecall with REAL NUMBER.
Turn off when girls ask me rudely to fight for them. Your value goes down when you speak of it like that. Once a gf went to a party and said to not let her forget she’s my gf. ??? Go, then. Do u have alzheimers
Young male children have thyroid function and metabolism excellent, so much healthy vigor they want to run kick catch play war … they are sat down to learn about nonsense for hours daily.
Public School is overdone. No more.
I’ve met a girl at my school who is like ACTUALLY autistic and is in fandom for the supreme court justices and her special interest is like law, politicians, and lawyers. I think she’s lovely and I have chatted her up on Discord.
I dated a girl for 3 years and we did not have one fight until the last month or so. That's because, imo, my real "partner" at the time was my best male friend who fought with me often and we had the struggle/drama/life evolution moments. This could be cope tho. What is Love?
Not being on incel twitter is good for mental health. It’s a vortex of negativity and affirming. The ‘manipulate women’ tactic pick-up artist guys wear blinders to the souls of women, always acting, afraid of real vulnerable love.
One time I was mid-mental breakdown (literal, wandering streets) and the best thing I did was simply walk into a bank and slowly open up a checking and savings account. The slow, easy, normalcy of the process grounded me and brought me back. Just sitting in an office etc ...
How much of 'impulse control' is a psyop and confusing people that desires can be 'wrong,' then leading them to fend for themselves or trust and authority figure about which impulses are 'correct' ... it is a castration of self.
My beautiful baby was born and was in the cradle of our cottage… a wolf came in, smacking its drooling lips and prepared to eat my baby!!! “If you love something, let it go ..” I uttered.
Just kidding. I fought the wolf to the death. It was a fun wrestling. It gouged my eye ..