ੈ✩‧₊˚ accountability thread ————— weigh ins and wieiad *♡∞:｡.｡

RT @starxmae: when i see someone my age being married w kids while I'm still here w my little ed and sh

@bokchoysoyboy oh we hate that

@bokchoysoyboy hope you’re okay ml here if you wanna chat or scream into the void <3

I need to relapse so hard into my restrictive era bc I fear the bulimia is getting worse again and I refuse to become okay with that

I either need to lose weight or kill myself

I’m so tired I just need everything to stop for a bit

Debating if I should tell my parents about sh purely so I can wear short sleeves around them

I’m scared I’m going to be bulimic forever

it’s so funny how you can literally tell them you’re not better, be actively sh’ing, wanting to unalive, and they’ll just tell themselves ur fine

@narcorexic thank you <3

I feel so completely alone I can’t believe I wasted over three years of my life in therapy just to come out of it still the same

@shecrumblin thanks! kinda hoped I’d be better when the let me go but hey now I can rot in peace

I want to sh but I can’t have any visible scars fs

Bc of the storm everyone in my house is working from home and my classes tonight have been cancelled so my routine is off and I don’t feel in work mode to work from home but I can’t occupy myself with anything else bc I need to work lol

(clearly not bc im better lol but freedom)

@hoIlowfaerie PLEASE TEACH ME TO CROCHET THIS IS SO CUTE

I feel completely alone