getting kidnapped, drugged up, hypnotized and gaslit into a hardcore gooner neet lifestyle while being completely dependent on said kidnapper would probably *not* fix me, but i bet it'd feel really good
fuck hnghgnh gooning so good, so happy rn, wish i could be here forever...
where is the nice person who will kidnap me and just turn me into gooner pornmeat so i never have to worry about anything else again????
fuck hnghgn 6 hours of gooning, sun is slowly coming up hnghg dunno if i wanna pull an alll nighter but cock wants moreee
either going sleep now or having a horrible time the next ~18hours hngh
i need a fatter cock OMG i will literally end myself if i don't get a fat schlong, a huge tower of fapmeat!!! anything below TEN INCHES isn't even worth talking about 😭😭😭
ofcourse i'd just use it to goon more 😌
almost 4 hours of gooning now hnghg i need thiis i need this, this is my place, gooned out stupid and happy fuckhnghgn porn porn porn so good more hgngh
hnghgn already been stroking for the better part of 2 hours now,,, god i love my addiction, porn is so so so amazing and i wanna share it with everybody, make everybody a pleasure addict hnghn
kinda something that annoys me about goon accounts, even if petty, is that when they post like "get so gooned your tongue hangs out" i find that irritating
Having your tongue out of your mouth is not a relaxed position that just happens, you actively have to use a muscle!!!
i love sexuality and porn and masturbation so unbelievably much. anything that can give so much pleasure and happiness is great. And i wanna dedicate myself more and better to it!!
If i manage to beat this stupid depression i will make y'all cum buckets, just you wait!
honestly kinda rude that, despite my fragile mental state, nobody has made ANY moves to try and manipulate me 😤😤 like it wouldn't be much work!!!
mom said the internet is full of creepy people i have to stay away from, but instead i only met nice people caring about me smh 🙄
tbh, i think i could both get much happier and perhaps even make a living from it by just focusing on gooning and stuff but my brain just can't get me to dedicate myself to *anything*
but living my entire life just for sexual pleasure and living well with it sounds nice 🥺
talking with a gooner about hiring a manipulative therapist to make my addiction worse on purpose. its driving my brain fucking crazy ugh
the thought of being broken down beyond my limits and not even realising before its too late 🤤🤤🤤🤤
@GoonkittenRiles
I don't agree!!! Good porn mommies ARE good mothers :3c
Mom totally deserves to listen to her needy cock wanting icky and depraved porn!!
OKAYY!!! i think i now managed to follow most back i followed on my old account
some i didn't follow cause their stuff isn't really anymore what i'm interested in and some i probably simply forgot or overlooked!! if we were moots before and i didn't follow you just hit me up :3
oh no, the high of the new account has worn off, the sad is back :(
depression sucks so much ass for just barging in whenever and ending your happy moments out of nowwhere grrr >:(
almost 4 hours of gooning now hnghg i need thiis i need this, this is my place, gooned out stupid and happy fuckhnghgn porn porn porn so good more hgngh
need someone who just fckn (metaphorically) slaps me whenever i feel bad about gooning for no good reason!!
"no silly, it's ok to just have fun and feel good, you did nothing wrong, stop sulking 💖"
cause like damn my brain is stupid and selfhating
I 100% mean it, honestly. If you follow me you belong in diapers, and i will give it my hardest to post as best as possible so you get a diaper kink :3
Just look how happy that puppy is above, how good he feels, how much he loves his pamps! I want you to have this bliss too 🥺
oh btw just to make it clear for my new old followers: i will definitely speak about and retweet diaper stuff on here regularly :3
if you don't wanna see it i don't mind if you wanna leave. This will probably be the only warning tho :3c
horny again after i dunno how long, but still feeling like depressed garbage... very cool combo, jerking off to my selfhatred like a well adjusted and healthy person 🥰
it's insane but i only really feel happy and content when gooning. i love it and it feels good, i do belong here
but at the same time i don't feel good before or after, only precisely during it, which is shit cause i can't goon 24/7. not to mention i wanna do some other stuff
It is really annoying that looking at other accounts following list has been bugged for months now since i can't just look through my old account and follow everyone back easily.
I will probably miss a bunch of oomfs and moots that i followed before, sorry 🙏
@wetnbloody
deleting and quitting is so stupid, just accept the love and pleasure of porn and stay here <3
if you delete you only lose all the nice friends you made here :(
this is so dumb. i wanna leave and then dozens of kind people vome and tell me they care!!!
i wish i wasn't in this horrible horrible state and could just life a nice and balanced life and enjoy my time on here... it would be so much fun with so many nice people...
@GoonerCaps2DFD
You can always have porn hobbies! Turn yourself into porn, make porn art, get really into toys etc. !
And either turn your friends into porn addicts too or find new friends who support your lifestyle!
Dedication to porn should mean to be happy in all areas of life 💖
@GoonerCaps2DFD
Gooning communities are just amazing, besides being mostly genuinely nice and fun they also just help you so much to seek as much pleasure as you crave!! Every new record reached, every new jolt of pleasure felt, every new limit overcome is absolutely beautiful 🥺💖
Just to be clear this is exaggerated. While i do love porn a lot i know i have more worth than just that, but i like playing it up :3
And also this is no invitation to be weird or rude to me in DMs!!!
Oh and ignore the sloppily edited watermark, didn't have the original :p
god, i just can't stand it all anymore... including this here. probably gonna delete this account in a few days and vanish to god knows where
if ya wanna say goodbye or whatever feel free to, as i said, you have a few days
@GoonkittenRiles
Yesss!! Becoming porn is the best thing ever!! Just knowing i'm sexualized by everybody, knowing i'm responsible for dozens and hundreds of people feeling good - literally the best 💞 🥺
@BetaCensorClub
what do you mean, give up? that's basically already my life! although tbf i'd love a sort of caretaker who does all the icky important stuff for me so i can just focus on porn :3
the lovely puppy
@AinselNSFW
convinced me to get worse for porn and take some leftover adhd meds to really goon properly :3
i love that silly enabler so much 🥰
my wisdom tooth removal went well, also less pain afterwards now then i expected
which means i can be horny without problems 🥺 although i'm also eepy so who knows how long i'll last lol
dunno how to feel tbh. evidently i'm still here and haven't deleted my account.
but i still wanna just leave it all behind and at the same time i do like this and don't just wanna throw it away, i think
it's all so complicated and exhausting
@knotdepravity
huff, i don't know anymore, porn has been with me for more than half my life by now, dragging me deeper and deeper, i can't remember how it was before it 😵💫 but i know i love this 😵💫
As i threatened i WILL post about diapers now! I love them so so much 🥺 And i hope you do too!!
If not, don't worry! I bet i can sneak the love for poofyness right into your brain and make you love them too, just gimme time :3c
fucking hell i hate it all so much. nothings ever gonna get better, medication is a bust and motivation to do anything about my situation is fuckn zero. i'm nothing but an overgrown useless baby but not in a cute way and rather incredibly pathetic
was at the psychotherapist today and she basically told me she feels like i got a combo of ADHD, Autism and some anxiety disorder plus my depression of course
still got a few more appointments and she can't officially diagnose autism, but my suspicions were basically confirmed
got a wisdom tooth removal tomorrow and apparently they will drug me up pretty good, maybe i'll post incoherent but funny bangers
in any case i'll probably not be here much the next few days depending on how much it hurts afterwards :3
both are body goals, but tbh being the hulking hyper masc demon and then just being a silly and kind goofball using my muscles to give top tier hugs is peak 🥺
Important lil disclaimer: The caption says that thunderhusky is the artist, but from what i found they just commisoned it, the actual artist being Dreiker as i wrote in my text. So don't get confused :3
@GoonerCaps2DFD
Ideally by changing your entire life around porn you will be able to be genuinely happy and fulfilled with no thought of ever quitting your perfect hedonistic lifestyle 💖
The meaning of life is what you give it, choosing to hedonistically chase pleasure is an amazing meaning 🥰
If this did anything at all it's that i don't wanna delete this account anymore, not if it panders to some asshole who thinks they can just assume whatever they want and tell me to act as they want.
I do love my sexuality and i want it to be something positive, for me and others
This actually really hurts cause i did look up to them as a shining example of the things i could potentially do with this account if i got better. Their content was amazing and so high quality.
But to just get blocked and ignored like this? That hurts.
25th birthday in a little over a month and i don't want to. i don't know how much longer this charade can go on. i don't want another 25 years of this
i'm just simply not strong enough to endure this all, and it will only get worse soon
guess i'm still around... you plan to leave so you can off yourself in peace but then kind people tell you they care so you just go to sleep and wake up next day doing a bit better, talk about annoying ughh 🙄
btw i do apologize if i don't answer your DMs, most often it's just either me being busy with other things, not seeing your DM, forgetting it or sometimes also just twitter bugs! don't worry too much :3
another day, another evening feeling absolutely miserable. any excitement from yesterday about realizing i might have autism is gone, cause like, even if so what's the difference? not like that's gonna make anything easier
anybody know of any good free image editor apps for android i could use for making captions? ideally with good text editing options
perhaps a simple app, even if less potential than programs on pc, is easy enough to get me started at all on making gooncaps