what non-disordered people don’t understand is that I‘m not scared of food I‘m addicted to it like it’s a drug and I force myself to not eat everytime I restrict because my thoughts constantly revolve around food
@catheagirl
I refuse to give 20€ for a book or 50€ for a make up product sorry… or even food like I’m already adding cals why SPEND for it if it just makes me lose slower
„are you okay?“ no I feel like I’m slowly losing my mind because it takes me so long to lose weight but i can gain it back immediately in such a short amount of time
I feel so safe here on edtwt that a part of me is so anxious about leaving this site. no other platform can replace edtwt and I‘m terrified when I think about not tweeting anymore and not having someone to talk about when I want to vent about my ed.. this is my comfort place
Imagine in a year from now on saying that you reached your ugw. that you’re skinny. that you made it. imagine how you’ll be skinnier than ever and can be finally skinny next winter. it’s not hard. it’s easy. stay disciplined.
when I first found out about edtwt I was so overwhelmed and triggered but now it’s so silly and comforting and as if we’re all sharing our diary’s with eachother
we were reading an old novel in class and my teacher asked „what kind of people have a basket in their room they spit in“ and I said bulimic people and everyone looked at me weirdly… the answer was they chewed tobacco back then
@sklnnyella
she is so insecure because if she would have shame and respect she wouldn’t brag about it 1. and 2. „should I steal your boyfriend“ like what are you? 8? 3. „Ik Im hot“ you’re so insecure
I told my mom I have dry patches on my face but my doctor said my blood results from last year are fine and I should use a cream and she said „did you tell her that the results are outdated because you’re starving yourself?“
@222allure
I didn’t say I am better I am not we’re all suffering I‘m just saying that it’s usually the same things on the tl like everyone tweets the same stuff and it’s not that triggering anymore it’s boring yk
@Lex_kcals
1. what does osfed mean?
2. I know it’s for everyone with Ed’s I think I worded it badly I meant that everyone is tweeting the same stuff and the triggering things are just gone because people that are tweeting meanspo get canceled and I barely see bulimics and anorexic anymore