i remember how in may i thought that id be back at atleast bmi 17 by christmas oh girl im so sorry to disappoint but you may have to wait until next year for that 😍
as someone who dealt with extreme hunger: no protein, water or fiber in this world can get rid of it i think people wouldnt hate it as much as they do if it was so easy to get rid of it 😭
i want to recover but i also want to be worse than ever but i want to be an exercise obsessed nutrition queen but i want to be frail and insanely skinny but i want to enjoy the foods i like and eat like a normal human
this is so triggering bcs this is literally so low cal its NOT a normal size lmfao stop it rn or else i will have to have under 100cals for every meal thank you
thinking back to april in 2022 when my my legs had so much muscle mass and no fat that you could see them at every single move i made like LOOK AT THEM
been dancing for 2-5 hrs every day + stretching ever since my mom has been back to work and the fat is literally melting awayyyy just wait until i feel enough motivation to do pilates again guys
weirldy ive developed a fear of nut butters but use nuts on almost everything now bcs i trust nuts more than nut butter + nut butters are so binge able while nuts are just simply yog bowl or oat bowl toppings
i went through my old foodtwt and my meals which i thought were normal look so disordered im screaming actually (besides from the rice cakes cuz these were my afternoon snack😩‼️)
good morning <33 i will have a slow day today, maybe ill do some yoga and take a short walk - i really want to read a bit today and do some self care! i hope your day will be lovely guys and that you can enjoy the (hopefully) nice weather 🤍🤍
also this guy @ my work is super tall and skinny and he eats two streuseltaler which are 700cals each and makes himself scrambled eggs with one bread roll TWICE each shift and he works as often as i do and i believe that this is not fair
im just a girl. stop laying stones in my path. i just want to go outside, barefoot, and live my silly little whimsical dreams but everyone and everything forces me to work. what is this life? it shouldnt be allowed to be called that. its misery. the misery of existing
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