looking back at old selfies i was incredibly fat and i didn’t realize it. i am so scared that i am running around obliviously with another deformity just out for everyone to see. what do i even look like? who am i?
I think you are (maybe deliberately) misunderstanding the subject of the song. This obviously isn’t about eating disorders, it’s about the diet culture and beauty standard.
whenever i fast i imagine i’m a split personality and the one currently in control has no appetite at all and is above food and is disgusted by gluttony and ngl it kinda works