we all met our firefighter family today, thank you for joining me (i will be taking a break from my phone to continue my crying in peace, im processing so much gratitude in my body)

@biwildered thank you for coming along for this amazing ride. 😭😭

@_lgbteh thank you so much 😭😭

@lovely_marianne unfortunately it was not a good few hours

why does my ugly crying voice have so many views.. who quoted pls be nice pls im so overwhelmed

i can’t answer everyone so.. i am so so happy i can share all of this good <3 i feel like a mother bird who has fed her little birds so so worth seeing you all brighten up at this

but just know everything about them are positive positive little things

@bucksnaturals i can’t believe this hasn’t been shared before, the compliments are endless and i am so grateful to know some of these new little things

OF COURSE OLIVER SMELLS LIKE FLOWERS AND SWEETS AND FEELS SO STRONG AND MUSCULAR AND OH MY HOD I CANT BELIEVE HE KNOWS ME AND LIKE 3/4 OF my little firefighter family they love me what the fuck what the fuck life is so worth living yall!!!

@DWSEY118 very much so

@AnirudhPish HI HI THANK YOU FOR COMING BACK I HOPE YOU BECOME A REGULAR AND I WILL*** MEET YOU ALL NEXT TIME IN PERSON

I SOUND AWFUL I CANT STOP CRYING BUT STORY I DONT WANT THE POCTURES TO LAND IN THE WRING HANDS

OMG HE IS SP BEAUTIFUL AND LIND AND LOOKED AT ME WITH SO MUCH APPRECIATION I LOTERALLY LPST IT I CANT STOP CRYING THE LOVE OF MY LIFE KNOWS ME KNOWS I LOVE HIM AND APPRECOATE ALL OF THEM AND THEY FUCKING JUMPED TO SEE ME EVEB THOUGH THEH HAD TO RUSH AWAY

OLIVER AISHA AND KENNETH KNOW WHAT I LOOK LIKE THEY KNOW ME THEY SAW ME

update: the crew member i spoke to was nice, the security were not. i am stuck as an admirer from afar (i will cry) (i just wanted to congratulate them and say thank you dam security)

@luvbug3388 the regret is what’s driving me to just go for it (respectfully) but i think i will wait for the day’s filming to end or pause so i don’t interrupt