since there was interest, here's a google drive folder with tutorial links & my transparent png!
and here is an etsy link if you'd prefer to buy one! i priced it as low as i could to hopefully make it as affordable as possible:)
One thought that came to my mind recently is that Blitz looks so broken in this scene while Verosika is talking about her experience with Blitz because I think Blitz realized that even Stolas was feeling vulnerable while expresing his love to Blitz back in the Full Moon ➡️
but wasn’t this also the first time stolas has ever seen HIS tears?? heard blitz’s voice crack in pain? rage is a secondary emotion, who in his life has ever seen blitz’s grief for what it is
Can someone do me a favor and remove the tense audio track during the scene where Blitzø shows off the toys because I think it’s so funny and cute but the background audio makes me so tense and sad 😭
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everyone doom speculating but not me. season three so much stolas. stolas on my screen so much he clearly has a TON of lines and music SO MUCH STOLAS COMING TO US IN S3
🧵OKAY it might not seem like it at first but AT showed us a ton of blitzø's current growth vs who he used to be before & at the start of this series! i firmly see the “ooc” or “regressions” in blitzø’s character as having been necessary for this ep to take us through his old+
had a dream last night that the short dropped and it cold opened w stolas watching hella novella and egg was right next to him on the couch with its own bowl of cereal
anyone else losing sleep over that flinch and how this was def the first time he’s ever heard Blitz call him ‘bitch’ with no sexual/affectionate connotation
sobbing bc even BRANDON thinks blitzø was so incredibly cold in that scene
it was his turn to use stolas as a means to an end. each at points has seen the other as just as much of a tool as an unattainable fantasy stolitz u will always be famous (present in my therapy sessions)
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told completely in social media snippets, one lonely, post-AT prince joins emberlynn’s blitzø loving side of hell’s internet.
featuring! the WORST screen names ever, stolas being AWFUL at internet beefing, & (somehow???) a getting together endgame
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i thought about that! that scene kills me too but i think fm was the first time stolas might have seen him truly cry and not just be on the cusp. tbf he still may not have fully seen, he didn’t look back until the very end and at that point he was crying p hard himself:(
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feat. stolas saying blitzø’s name mid makeout, drunken conversations, and a general sense of everything will be okay eventually trust
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volatile habits (posturing at the beginning) and shows us how far he’s come (vulnerability at the end). the first thing that made me go- oh blitzø, oh no- was his insistence on talking to stolas in a way that made him uncomfortable even after stolas very calmly and clearly told+
'i'm sorry' when he was portaled out in FM. what's more than that though, he hasn't tried to initiate a serious conversation with stolas about what happened or where the two of them stood in regards to each other. he's still leaning on his mentality of 'i'll focus on the sexy+
him to stop & how it made him feel. we have no idea how much time has passed, FM could have been the previous night, or even a few weeks ago but either way it's clear from the conversation that in that time blitzø has not made a second attempt at apologizing after the cut off+
following all of the growth he's done but when forced to face stolas seriously at the party he takes that plunge for the first time. truly the ways that they are missing each other are getting narrower SO all of this yappin to say he has grown SO MUCH their moment is coming TRUST
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crying because yelling and furiously demanding they talk is how blitz says “just look MY way” but they’re not on the wavelength yet for either to hear what the other is trying to say 😭😭
stuff instead' and trying to fling their interactions back into something purely sexual. this means that seeing stolas become so irritated makes sense IF, as it seemed, this interaction was the culmination of many conversations where stolas continued to try and be heard or set+
boundaries only to be met with stone walling and a refusal to speak seriously. the idea of having a fallout like the FM conversation and then having the other party send MEMES instead of address those heavy emotions would rightfully exhaust anyone. which brings me to my next+
point, stolas doesn't begin this conversation necessarily irritated or upset! he just seems TIRED. after their cool down period, blitzø is no longer yelling and completely reactionary, so his choice to bait stolas is a tactic. a tactic to FIX things with stolas in his eyes but+
with the main somewhat misguided goal of just goading a reaction out of him at all. i truly believe after the FM convo blitzø has felt completely lost and untethered in regards to stolas, so he just wants to get back on footing that they both understood. where this really goes+
in regards to their dynamic OR the levity of his feelings, however i think it's important to remember that stolas has now done nearly all that he reasonably can. he's nullified their arrangement in a way that doesn't affect IMP's livelihood, he's told blitzø that he cares for+
everything, mentioning apologizing & bringing up his true insecurities and stolas immediately drops the irritation and the pettiness to listen. his eyes go wide and he waits to hear what blitzø has to say and it's only when blitzø circles back to sarcasm to negate and pull back+
responsibility for JUST last episode, but that is not the case. the power imbalance between them is not something that could ever have been fixed or even really encapsulated in one conversation so stolas is wrong to assume that blitzø should suddenly be on the same page as him+
wrong though is that stolas is no longer engaging with that, not the dirty talk, not the idea of returning to the dynamic that they previously had. i think it will be tempting for some to say that stolas is now suddenly blaming blitzø for things that he was rightfully taking+
him deeply, as well as that he thinks highly of him (though he does still need to apologize for his own past unconscious racism and microaggressions but that's a whole other thread) then in the beginning of AT he tells him AGAIN that he doesn't think of blitzø in the way that is+
veracity. after a point, blitzø's current emotional capability to process all of that is purely his own internal journey to undertake. stolas doesn't deserve the blame for just how completely blitzø's trauma prevents him from engaging with the dynamic change any more than blitzø+
trying to be pushed onto him. blitzø of course is still not in a position or headspace to believe any of this, but thats not necessarily stolas' onus to bear. there's nothing else he can do other than repeat his feelings and hope that blitzø could someday consider their+
from the vulnerability he had dipped a toe into that stolas re-engages in the argumentative dynamic. plus, it seems blitzø has done the exact same thing with verosika- she got too close and too real (i love you) and he needed to put them on grounds he could handle, which meant+
does. speaking of trauma, this episode has revealed a pattern of blitzø baiting those he is in instability with into anger which is an interaction and emotion he is familiar with. he doesn't know how to process the idea that stolas' could genuinely care for him, so he needles at+
him until stolas slips up & sarcastically says exactly what he expects to hear. this is specifically to fabricate proof of his own idea of what stolas' thinks of him. stolas even mentions that after his little bow. also, TWICE blitzø nearly engages in a real conversation about+
couldn't tell how deep my footprints went". much like stolas said, i don't think blitzø ever meant to truly hurt anyone because allowing the idea that others could be hurt by him into his reality would mean accepting that he has a level of presence in another person's mind that+
involved the OTHER parties of these past relationships feeling that way, telling himself that HE'S the one that never mattered to THEM. a very blitzø coded section of a will wood song comes to mind- "did I really have any of that gravity? maybe you're quicksand, because I really+
it makes me so sad when people disregard Blitzø's growth & the work he's putting into it by denying him the privilege of fault. he HAS accidentally and even intentionally hurt people while trying to cope & protect himself, that's the whole POINT (1/2)
avoidance tactics to escape the inevitable necessity of facing the root of whatever 'complicated situation' he's in. that's why IMO this ep is a great indication of character development. blitzø may have still attempted to utilize escapism in a way that no longer serves him+